Office job feels

Can we share some feels about working in an office environment? I swear to christ, getting a STEM degree was the worst decision of my life and I wish every single day that I would have just gone into the military.

>lifts going good for a while
>linear progress on everything
>about to reach 2pl8 squat for the first time
>shit hits the fan at work
>have to spend an extra 2 hours on my ass every day
>stress keeps me from sleeping enough
>unable to eat enough due to being at the office all day every day with no opportunities to snack
>end up having to drastically de-load because of 3 straight weeks of this bullshit ruining my lifts

This cycle happens every 2 months. I want to kill myself

And I should further mention, I have gotten to 215 lbs on my squat THREE SEPARATE TIMES now and every time, my fucking office cuck lifestyle swoops in and fucks me

I get the same feeling when I have to travel, which is maybe twice a month for 3 days each time. Doesn't sound like much, but the day before I'm rushing around and packing and often miss the gym, the day after I get home I'm exhausted and can't bother to lift. So it's a lot of lost time.

and when I do a week+ work trip, I feel like I'm starting over from nothing. I try and work out at the hotel gym, if there is one, but it's not the same. And when I'm on a work trip it isn't like there's a lot of time to spend in a gym anyway.

That's why i left and went into construction. Leave now and.start over. I restarted at 24 and I'm doing really good for myself now

It's ridiculous how bad for your health work white collar work can be. I have the same results as you my friend. A single week of half-assed, tired, stressed workouts and poor diet will bring me from 215 lbs on my squat down to maybe 175. Two weeks of that shit? Guess what, I'm now restarting at 155. Modern life is not a life at all

>Everyone is friends
>You are the new guy
>Talk to them time to time (about work)
>Go home, work from the home office
>Come to the office -3x a month
>People have no idea who I am
>No idea of my role
>Only people who work directly with me know who I am
>or they all talk behind my back and laugh at me while I work from home....

but when you climb this high up in the corporate structure the people below you probably odn't even need to know who you are

Everyone just calls me Boss for some reason when I'm in the office

>Hey Boss, etc....
wtfffffff

My office provides a fully equipped gym. Life is good

>215 lbs on my squat down to maybe 175

Are you a newbie?

How old are you?

When shit hits the fan at my work I take phenibut, not much, 250-500mg a day, helps to keep shit together.