The bar is open

My mother told me to find a woman and fuck her already. It never really bothered me much, but that hit me hard.

I'm going to grab another drink right now

Told myself only one tonight, I'm on my fourth now

First faggot best faggot?

No, that's the fucking problem.

you have to rest you retard. joints take much longer to recover than muscles once severly injured.

>poorfag with little career oppurtunities
>biological clock dwindling rapidly
>LTR: I have love in my life but spend every day completely alone
>borderline autist with no social life
>wish I could afford to be a stay at home mommy with 3 babies and a big garden

Drinking wine alone on a Saturday and watching a show is helping I guess.

hmm, guess i misspelled it

FPBP

Your diet might actually be shit. Also, what time are you sleeping at night? Do you have a job?

Then you’re not fucking dating. Find someone else.

Female?

Tonight is going to be a crazy night for me

6 drinks in right now
20mg of edibles which will kick in an hour
Its my last week of using anything to deal with my shit and than a few months sober again

Yeah I know. I'm a fucking insomniac. I'm also weak as shit and I feel like I'm playing catch-up so I had to go to the gym everyday, but now I've fucked myself over. All my problems are my own fault but that doesn't reassure me at all.

>Went from 5 to 3 courses this semester (sophomore uni)
>Failed to finish calculus for the 3rd time
>The material isn't hard, it's a struggle motivating myself to do the work.
>Sees all my classmates doing well. Me just struggling to stay afloat.
>Reluctant to share my struggles because I fear that no one would understand.
>Feel alone.
>Think about drinking myself to death every night.

It's been constant struggle for the past 5 years with my family, with myself, and with my path in life.

All I feel is constant numbness and exhaustion. I don't know why I keep moving forward. I need something, anything.

Feel the same way bro.
Sophmore in uni, haven't done HW since October. Everyday I say I'm gonna do something productive but I don't. let me know if you want to talk, I could sure use a buddy that gets it.

Grats on doing AT. Been wanting to do PCT.
Jump on krill oil and other vitamins.
Don't try to work around your injuries, just rest them and do some light dynamic stretches and icing.

That shit wont get better if you are using it all the time.

Sometimes it's good to take a break from school.

I got academically disqualified for a semester (would have to take a semester at cc to re-enroll). The break made me realize life goes on, and there are a lot of other career paths that don't require a degree.

I eventually just got my AA, but crushed the classes after I came back with a desire to.

Thanks man!
I'm planning to do the PCT after university with some buds from the AT, long-distance hiking is life-changing. Definitely give it a shot.

btfo by roasties last night over and over

hambeast called me a 2/10

how are you guys doin

>a struggle motivating myself to do the work.
Perhaps it is a sign that whatever field you are studying isn't right for you.

Just because you may have the intelligence to be a doctor or a math phd, doesn't mean it will make you happy. Honestly, take a break from school and start working at a job that interests you.

Oldfag advice, life is too short to work at a job you hate. Don't waste 4 years getting a degree that leads to unhappiness, I did that twice, and am now considering cooking school.

Unironically, she wants you to "attack" her so she doesn't have to feel responsible.
Next time that happens just keep going, despite whatever may she say.

Look

>be 24 y/o engineer
>havnt had a friend since i was 16
>loser all through college
>decide enough is enough and decide to try and improve my life
>pick up judo
>get invited to the club christmas party even though i just started there
>wanted to say no but im not sure why i did and said yes
>know absolutely no one
am i going at this self improvement too fast? ive never been to a party let alone a christmas party. what if nobody talks to me and forever become the loner guy in the club?

don't go, you'll seem cooler

wait no definitely go, you have nothing to lose and you said you would. drink a little and talk to people you fuckin pussbag. you can always leave if it really sucks. then it's their problem not yours

Or maybe she is trying to hold off on fucking because she actually had feelings for you. I know it seems stupid but the more I like someone the less I want the beginning of our relationship to be about sex until we are "official". Weird lady logic I guess Im sure Im not the only one.

Yup

2 years of fighting and my moms about to lose her fight to cancer. We are all as ready as we can be, she has no regrets and I'm doing my best to get rid of mine. I'm only 20 though, it's hard as fuck losing her so soon.

I always ask myself "what's the worst that can happen?"

In your case, what, you go and feel awkward, don't have a good time and go home? That's it. You won't get kicked out of judo, you won't die, won't get your pee pee slapped. You should go user.

Best advice for sure. I got a meme degree that pays shit and I wish I wouldve waited until 22+ to decide what I wanted to do.

Thinning hair up top
Really making me face my own mortality

>Yup

What do you do for work? What are your goals?

I'm the opposite, I feel like I'm not really a person compared to everyone else.

Good job on doing the AT. My knees are just fucked up from skiing. My elbows hurt only when I do db triceps extension. For my knees I usually have to warm up really well then go skiing, then break and continue to stretch. Good luck

where to fucking start?

pretty sure i have klinefelters

But... the F key is nowhere near the P key

>tfw spent $160 of replica sneakers from china and they came in today

everything seems alright but i have this sense of terror that they will fall apart in a week

i'm 4g of protein short for the day & don't know what i should eat

I work in childcare and early education making

I don't understand american colleges. what are you learning in your calculus courses?

I finished all my math components for my engineering degree, last things we learnt were partial differential equations, eigenvectors and numbers, etc. I can do more maths in a minor but fuck maths.

That was supposed to say

>steadily losing weight for several months
>still have a fat stomach and some itty bitty manly titties
>these two things been killing my motivation, feeling like i wont be rid of it
>begin slacking on my cardio, lifting, and cal counting
>now looking into other ways to try and lose close to 10 lbs in the month

Fuck. I feel like i'm so close to finishing this off but it feels like its been slowing down. I'm becoming more and more impatient.

First Feel Bworst Feel

Thanks man, Skiing is god-tier, looking to get out on the mountains over winter break. Hope your knees get better as well.

Yea, I have the opposite problem in life

Focused on business and climbing the corporate ladder. Never realized that social skills are what matters in life so I only climbed the corporate ladder and work in a comfy field.

>tfw no friends
>tfw no gf
>tfw no way out

anyway, just noticed your post and was wondering what was the story...
thanks....

>be me 16 months ago
>get dumped on FB by my gf
>life goes downhill from there
>speed forward to three months ago
>took the ironpill
>finally back to where I was before she left and graduated with my AA from my community college
>transferring to university now
>only problem is, she's a student there, too

Life's a bitch sometimes. I'm glad that I suffered through this, though, as it's made me a much stronger person both physically and mentally. Sometimes I wonder if she'll confront me and I won't know what she'll say.

Heh, weights are so much easier to handle compared to girls.

>You are going to come in tomorrow, and I will only be able to watch you.
>You are going to be married soon, if you aren't already.
>I felt so bad for you last time we spoke, you had to walk home in the rain.
>If we get a chance to speak again I'll promise to tell you that
Sometimes I just think about a simple life with a nice wholesome girl. Having a small family, I'd be fine to work some middle-paying job. I don't need the newest shit, I've survived without. Let me be Veeky Forums and let me be free.

>tfw still can't fully get over my ex
>tfw one of my friends is in serious depression and bombing out of school
>tfw my ex had suicidal depression for two years and it killed the relationship over time
>haunted by my ex in my nightmares
>still think about how she managed to move on from the two year relationship within a few months while I continue to struggle with it a year later
>in the middle of a cut so I am weak as shit

good luck to you and your mum :)

I've been our of the gym for a year now on a slipped disc with no idea what to do to fix it and start lifting weights again.

Every appointment just points me towards another appointment, they haven't even told me yet if I have a bulged, slipped, or herniated disc.

The funny part is I have barely any social life whatsoever. Luckily I found someone to date me but we dont even live in the same state so Im still a loner incel 99% of the time. If I had money and a career at least I could distract myself or contribute somewhat to my community or travel or buy land. Socializing feels overrated but being a poorfag AND a loner... Oof that gets tiresome. Got into Veeky Forums to distract myself from my melancholy and addiction issues. Theres always a way out.

an almond

>Tfw my name is Dan
Delet

>ugh these are my feels

>New to college
>Never good at making friends
>Worse at maintaining them
>Never brothered me till now
>Often see people I used to hang out with having fun without me
>No particular reason why I don't hang out with them, I seem to naturally want to get away from people and it hurts now
Should I try to go back and apologize?

...

Just started reading Manhood by Steve Bidduph, it really fucking hits hard. I recommend every male user read it, especially if you had problems with your father.

My dad physically assaulted me last night in a drunken rage (on my mom's birthday, no less) after telling me my dreams to get a BS in CSE was pure delusion; naturally, I told him since he wasn't paying for it, its none of his goddamn business what I'm studying.

If the balding is that bad, just shave it all off and grow a beard

>be me
>1 month ago
>bored and horny
>lonely because shitty friends, gf busy, literally just sitting by myself all day with my alcoholic dad
>low self esteem because weak willed and pseudo abuse, ugly growing up
>suddenly attractive because weight lifting, better skin routine etc
>new female attention
>wanna fulfill my ego, wanna smash sluts but don't because I genuinely love my gf
>still wanna fulfill this need
>sign up for kik, don't think sexting is a big deal because it's just a dick pic
>I'm now pretending to be a financial advisor from my city
>post in a local thread on soc
>girl messages me
>very hot
>we talk, play truth or dare etc
>nudes exchanged, real with the "Camera" thing

cont

Proud of you, user. You're the man now. Best of luck with your degree.

feel like Chad Thundercock
>she lives in 20 minutes away, implies she wants to meet up so we can fuck
>little does she know I'm 20 and a shitposting student
>ask my gf what constituted cheating in our relationship because i was tempted af and figured if she said something like a bj wasn't cheating i'd be game
>the usual, what i now know to be the correct answer of "basically anything with another woman", but then adds on that sexting is cheating as well
>i wasn't prepared for the sexting part
>feel like shit, cancel all contact with Kik girl over a period of 3 days where I was just "busy"
>talk less and less
>do this because she could have my nudes/face pic and be pissed if i just ghosted her and leak them on Veeky Forums or whatever
>Uninstall Kik, can't delete account because fake email used
>flip out for the first while because shes seen my face and lives sorta locally and if she leaks my nudes/face pics on soc then it's game over for my relationship with my gf
>cool down, feel fine and shit for a bit
>for the last week feel really fucking guilty about it
>i think at this point i'm in the clear, leak-wise
>just feel insanely guilty to the point of nauseousness and want to simply tell my gf and do the honorable thing and breakup with her
>I've basically cheated on my girlfriend without knowing
>think of the ends justifying the means, i intend to marry my gf and have a family etc etc
>if that's the ends then i'm willing to keep this secret to myself but as i said the guilt it becoming almost too much
>think that basically if she does find out i can simply say i didn't think that sexting was a big deal etc and that i stopped contact essentially immediately after she telling me sexting is cheating

thanks for listening i just needed to get this out and any advice is nice

IM BROKE NIGGA IM BROKE

Work hard, it gets better eventually
Money is useless, finding happiness is the true reason to life

you have to be honest with her as soon as possible, tell her you fucked up, tell her EVERYTHING that happened, and hope she forgives you even though you don't deserve it. If you want a future with her with a clear conscience, you have to do this now

If you have an interest in smashing slut, then you shouldn't be in a relationship. If the relationship made you happy, seeking out strange pussy woulnd't even cross your mind.

Second stop being a bitch, if some tinder ho is throwing her twat at you, take it. Sex is good, life is short, humans are not meant to be monogamous.

>no gf
>vehicle is slowly deteriorating, don't want to get rid of it but need thousands in repairs
>listen to the same music to the point where it makes me sick
>everyone at work thinks i'm an aspie
>friend recently killed himself
>masturbated into a lubed up trash bag today

I want to die.

>>masturbated into a lubed up trash bag today

>no gf

Nah, bro, I don`t pity myself.... What really bothers me is my car, I have a power drain somewhere and find my battery dead after a drive. Fuck

...

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>The Last Man

If he wants a future with her, and is weighed down by his conscience, honesty is the way to go. Also in what world is sexting other girls not considered cheating? He knew what he was doing

>december 31 2016
I'll hit 1/2/3/4 this year for sure!
>december 10 2017
made absolutely zero progress

but ik for a fact she'd just leave me, take all our friends, and leave me alone. the way i look at it is i stopped immediately when she said that she considered sexting cheating, of which i didn't consider it cheating at the time. I've done a lot worst than this shit that i've gotta live with for the rest of my life but this won't leave me the fuck alone. I've stopped watching porn for her (not her request as she doesn't care) as a way to not bring other women into the relationship, I've cut contact with women i knew were interested in me sexually but knew i was off limits, like c'mon leave me alone y'know

I just feel stuck in life. I feel like I will be stuck in this shit life forever.

Does anyone care about whether their future partner will have ambition? Staying in shape, starting/continuing a promising career, etc? Or is it all looks and personality?

>c’mon leave me alone
you fucked up idiot and you weren’t serious about any of that shit

how can i atone w/o telling my gf

Why did you not think that sexting other women would not be considered cheating? If you found out she had sexted other guys, would you consider that cheating?

Yea, I'm sure it bothers some people for sure. It sucks being successful and having to date broke women who have no goals in life other than drinking or partying

In college people are always pushing for the cutting edge stuff, which is great and all, but I do hate how they look down on all the rest. Like the painters, pickers, and quarry-men should have gotten degrees.
Sometimes I wonder if by going to college I'm limiting my ability to find a partner, but fuck not being able to support her if I do find her.

>humans arent meant to be monogamous

...this fucking meme again.

>developping feelings for my fwb
>she's sleeping with other guys and its making me jealous
>reeeeeee

She's not gf material. My loneliness is backstabbing me again.

Gym 7 days a week
Tendinitis
What a surprise

I have zero sense of family. Whenever I see people that regularly talk to family members or have big family reunions its like a different universe to me. I'm about to go home to sulk in my childhood bedroom for 2 weeks and listen to my parents yell at each other. I almost wish I could just sit in my apartment by myself but then that will make 2 Christmases by myself alone and I don't want the folks to get concerned.
No matter where I'm at I'm alone and the few people I do associate with don't motivate me to continue doing anything. The concept of a gf is so out there for me I feel like I'd have a better chance to win the lottery.

tl;dr I'm a faggot

i wouldn't give a shit i trust her 100%

>>The Last Man
What did he mean by this?

Have you had your alternator checked? Definitely do that and probably get your battery tested as well. Alternators arent too bad of a fix so keep your fingers crossed for that.

Beat me to it, it could be alternator, relays, battery, bad wiring etc....

Gonna finally graduate after 4 and abhalf miserable years. Finally met a qtpi native grill. She already has a masters and is going overseas to med school.!We love each other so much but the timing is so bad. Her mom and aunt are super protective and picky about men she sees. We agree it wont work out. This was the happiest I was in 10 years, and she is a dream girl. At least I will be entering the Marine Corps soon and will be too miserable to think much about her soon.

I am decended from immigrant; spic, and hillbilly trash and hopefully I will die soon.

I love and will miss you Rebecca. Youll probably mean more to this world than I ever did.