What are you most ashamed of, Veeky Forums?

What are you most ashamed of, Veeky Forums?

my very slight gyno had it since my early teens (got cycstic so it's not reversible without surgery) . Dress shirts and tight t-shirts hide it but it shows through single layer normal cloths. No one's ever said anything about it but I notice it.

I recently have experience ED so probably that.

my calves

my past failures with women, which perpetuates my mindset on how I don't deserve to be loved, or to receive affection. It's especially shitty, especially when trying to overcome feeling lonely and shitty

Physically:
big areolas, always worried I will be rejected or gross a guy out
Otherwise:
Not taking control of my life sooner and letting my apathy let me fall behind in academics and work

Are you fat? If not, don't even worry what some faggot might think.

Even though I was in two pretty long relationships I have never been on proper date or flirted with any women, now as I am single I am just hopeless and feel like 15 again

I can not really protect myself from right hooks.

Existing.

Lack of career and qualifications

Also gyno, tiny nipples and wide hips

post left side of face

I feel you, bro. My relationship just ended. I can't seem to make it past 1.5 years

I was ashamed to be in love with a woman with a boyfriend. She told me she loved me too but because of my shame I was defensive and aloof and now that she's single she doesn't love me anymore.

How'd they start without flirting or a date?

my friendlessness, which led to never getting a girl, which has caused me to be miserable and alone for most of my life, which has caused pretty much every problem that has left me the worthless piece of trash that i am

i understand it is clearly an indicator of a horrible personality but still. have terrible personality > not having people close to me > being alone > not being able to develop my personality around people > stay horrible

both started from friendship somehow fluently

Manlet. Can never recover. Have a hot gf tho so its not that bad

I think what I'm most ashamed of is:
> Myself and how outwardly validation seeking I am
> How much what other people say affects me
> How I am a serial liar and even believe in my own lies, I've become such a sociopath that I can get away with saying even the worst of things and people don't question it
> Not trying hard enough in school, I have a terrible work ethic but such big dreams. I'm really trying to get on the grind though
> Shitty time management
> Horrible procrastination
> How even though people say I'm "attractive" I can't get the girls I find attractive, because I always put on a performance and can't be myself, because I'm too scared to be rejected for who I am.
> How I cut people off instead of trying to work to fix things.

But these are problems I'm working on. They say life's a journey, I'm just trying to climb out of the pits of my own shitty personality, so I can help others like me who've gone through the same shit. I have never admitted this but I really want to save other kids like me, I really want to inspire them to believe, show them that no matter how down they get, no matter how awful a person they may think they are. There is always a tomorrow. There is always a future and hard work IS rewarded.

been there worst part is you can't really tell anyone about it or they just sit in judgment of you. No one's understanding about that shit or they'd have to probably admit to themselves something about them is false.

Yet I think the road to redemption is being fully open about your flaws and all. Keeping those that stay close and letting those of leave go.

I'm trying to start over again and I think the truth is the only way out.

I never bothered
just moved somewhere new and was honest with everyone new I met. Now I'm surrounded with people that know and get me.

When I refused to let my brother stay over for a day when he was homeless. I was in a depression myself and I already gave him shelter twice, once he stole some cash and lied about his drug use and the second time he stole 200 euro. He's a recovering junkie in rehad now for 8 months. He slept outside for a few nights that week and it broke my fucking heart that I turned my back to him while he's the only fucker I really love. But I had to protect myself, I was very fragile during that period.

I'm doing the same, but at some time I'm going to sit down with all of the other people and be honest with them too, because they're looping too. I'll come back to save them when I've saved myself.

Lack of discipline and self-esteem. Also think one of my nipples is slightly higher than the other one

what do you mean being honest with people. like you just sit there and spew all your problems at them?

no just like don't lie about your interests, what you've done where you've been ect. Lot of people talk themselves up a lot. You don't volunteer stuff about your issues that's just weak but you don't lie about them if they ever come up.

My teeth. I got a Henry Cavill lower teeth thing going on, and I never got braces. I kind want to get them fixed but I'm afraid they will remove teeth and fuck up my Jawline.

IKtf

>sociopath
no, you're just an asshole

Chasing girls that didn't want me or obviously intended to make me orbit them from day one. I've learned to stop doing it, but it has had a negative impact on my approach to girls as a whole that I just can't seem to figure out how to fix. I've now had like 3 girls that definitely wanted me, but wanted me to chase them a little bit and I interpreted that as the same old problem and just refused to do it and as a result they assumed I didn't want them and lost interest.

whatever label works I guess?

Yeah I think I just open up to someone about all of my faults

This too, I want to unplug from group think and be myself

Invisalign

Loose skin. It's even worse when you have a nice face and attract women of all ages. Taking my shirt off in front of someone for me it's just impossible.

wasting away most of my university years not being very productive academically or socially, staying stagnant in whatever romantic relationship I was in and just playing video games or doing fuck all.

so now I'm not only somewhat fucked career wise, I'm also a lonely depressed fuck with no hobbies and shit self esteem

So now I'm lifting

Yeah, but it's the same idea. The lower crowding of teeth might have them remove teeth, especially wisdom. My wisdom teeth grew in straight but I'm still think they might consider tooth extraction, which will narrow your jaw. I have two other bros and one got his wisdom teeth remove and is unfortunately now a jawlet. It's pretty bad in comparison to me and my other brother's jaw.

Removing teeth won't effect your jaw width (its made of fucking bone that won't change when teeth are pulled). It changes your profile. If you're already a jawlet, it will just make it more apparent. Also, they can't force you to extract shit. Stop being retarded.

Im a BRRRAAAAAAAPPP poster. I find it very funny and it makes me giggle. I know it's stupid and childish

That I've never tried dating even though I'm 22.

Oh, wait, I'm actually not ashamed of that; women are only good for sex.

Constantly breaking promises I make to myself

I’m shit at keeping my room clean
Just an example
>have draw for socks
>throw socks behind draw, along with shirts and pants
>leave food wrappers under bed
>leave shoes on floor
>so much fucking paper scattered around cupboards, all junk I don’t need
I think I am an actual hoarder because it is distressing to throw stuff away (old toys, books, unfinished projects)
My parents are scared I will end up old and alone in a house overflowing with junk

>What are you most ashamed of, Veeky Forums?

my porn induced E.D.

I braaaptpost irl with my brother

my wide hips, im getting tighter shirts so my wide shoulders dont detter me from being ashamed of my small lats and lose fat from my love handles so i dont like a fucking woman
atleast i hit 1/2/3/4

>cut people off

Same. Sometimes though, it's all for the better. Like my ex. Had to ghost the bitch else I would have been manipulated back into a relationship. I tried to break up with her twice and did it on the third time. Then she talked shit about me and I lost all my friends.

Oh well, all's well that ends well. I'm working out and eating right now, and she's getting tats and getting wasted whilst sleeping around.

I'm good with it. If she sees me now, she'll be mirin

just go full /brickshithouse/ mode desu.

I fucked a tranny. As soon as I came I immediately felt disgusting and deeply ashamed.

my inexperience with physically being with women which perpetuates into me being too afraid to escalate into a physical situation with a woman
not good man

>I immediately felt disgusting and deeply ashamed

Because you're gay.

my asbergers

my genetics causing my "no chest"

nah im pretty close to losing the rest of my love handles and my lats are progressing well, ill be normal in no time

Being too tall and my wang is too big, and my fetish for short women

This
God damn it

My life

been there done that, you just have to socialize
i know you have atleast 1 or 2 friends who you havent spoken in abit, start there. Meetup or see whats up. Get social and make interesting connections with others. Get a girl - literally just walk up to attractive girls who you think are available (even if they dont look in the mood you should still approach them, its worth a shot)

Dude, I was recently diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and everything you just posted sounds extremely familiar. Might want to see a psychiatrist.