Veeky Forums Feels Thread

damn user, i got a similar story as well
>finally grow the balls to confess after 3 years
>tfw girl lied to me and said she was asexual
>saw her next day at walmart with a chad
we can never win

I got good feels and bad feels Veeky Forums
Hit a new pr on bench today so that was pretty fucking cool
My exgf should be back soon from her deployment and I'm worried that it's going to hurt really bad, I'm planing on moving out but I think we are going to have to live together as ex's for a few weeks until my job moves me to a new city.

>me
>in class today (public US university)
>talking in medium size group
>starting to get to know everyone
>Valentine's day, people talking about their significant other
>girl chimes in, makes a joke about having no bf
>shes not super pretty but she seems nice and genuine

I- I wanna go for it boys. Lend me your energy.

You got this, user.

been sick for the past 4 days, haven't worked out since Saturday. I feel terrible and my gains are going away. I have no appetite from being sick and I'm struggling to get enough calories. I forgot it was Valentines Day today but I'm indifferent to being alone again on Valentines day since it's been that way every year

do they have to be bad feels? my wife bought lingerie and is preparing an Italian dinner. All I had to do was send some flowers. Hit new highs for reps on leg day (my legs are shit but I’m making myself do leg day)

>get back together with my ex
>feeling of overwhelming happiness
>wakeup

Why you do this to me brain

It's not better than rejection, anyone can deal with rejection

...

Yeah, that's probably your best bet. Rage workouts are the best workouts in my opinion. But don't give up on the girl yet, this might be an excuse or maybe she does actually have work. Take a break, go work out, you'll feel better

Shit like this annoys me. Like just be honest, if they don't like you just say it. Don't lie. I don't mind being rejected, but I hate being lied to.

You and your ex are still living in the same house? Why?

You lose nothing by trying man, just give it a shot. Worst thing that can happen is she says no, that's about it. If she does, it sucks, but move on. If not, you got a date. Worth it

Don't feel bad about missing the gym because you're sick, I've missed two weeks so far this year due to illness. It's much better to take rest days then work out while sick, your gains will thank you for it. And you're not alone user, you have us. A little melancholy but whatever

They do not have to be bad feels. I'm always glad to hear about a Veeky Forumsizen whose made it, you're an inspiration for us all.

The dreams are the fucking worst. My advice, masturbate right before bed. If I don't jerk off all day I usually have dreams about her and it fucking hurts. If I jerk off to big tiddy Asian porn before bed, I'm good

I think it's better than rejection because it's like someone telling you they are gay. It doesn't leave any room for "What ifs". It's not like you weren't attractive, you weren't friendly or kind, it was just never going to happen and there wasn't anything you could do. You tried your best but it made no difference. It's really unfortunate wasted time though, I'm sorry about that

Depression hit hard today.
Girl I'm in love with and talked to a year ago didn't even say hi to me for Valentine's day.
Lost joy in doing any and all activities I used to do.
Family keeps being annoying and retarded while not supporting me at all during these hard times.
Financially doing worse than last year, not that I want to buy anything but I'll have less luxuries from now on.
I'm not sure if I'll go to the gym today, id prefer to cry under my sheets while listening to sad music.

Gf and I stayed in, exchanging presents and watching a few shows. I'm writing this from the toilet.

She's in the army and deployed so currently no we are not living together, but she will be back soon and I'm still working on finding a place. She broke up with me while deployed and she owns the house so we comprised I get to live here for free as long as I keep an eye on the place, but now that she is coming out I'm trying to gtfo

>If I don't jerk off all day I usually have dreams about her and it fucking hurts

Funny you say that because I am actually 2 weeks into nofap. Haven't dreamed of her in fucking ages too before nofap.

youtube.com/watch?v=_P0EslJ3qOA

Sometimes you just gotta cry it out fren. No shame in that

Man, I feel for you, I really do. I know what it feels like to lose motivation, to feel the darkness hold you down like chains. I've spent many nights tied to the bed wallowing, but all I can say is just try to break out of it. I've felt the way you do, but I've also felt happy before beyond belief. I can tell you the light over the horizon is worth waiting for, hold tight user

Someday I will become you

Shit man I'm really sorry to hear that that fuckin sucks, good look getting outta dodge man

dude, for real, nofap is the fucking worst. It legitimately doesn't work. Every time I've done that it's thrown me into depression. I actually stopped doing it because my dreams were making me too depressed. It's really, really not worth it man. Memes aside, just don't. And you dont even have to just jerk off all day, just once a day. Consider it medicine for a broken heart

>be me at nice dinner with female friend
>notice oneitis coming up
>she’s holding hands with a dyel soyboy
>she sees me and let’s go of soyboy’s hand and puts some space between them

What did she mean by this?

I'm angry, frustrated and I hate everything. I'm so tired and I have no direction or purpose. Even Jordan Peterson's videos didn't help me. You know how a dog, after being abused for long enough will either lay down and die or snap and attack? I feel like I'm at that point. It's hard for me to even talk, it's like I'm chewing on anger. I'm already dead inside and I don't see a point in living much longer. All my friends have been snake ass fake motherfuckers, all my relationships have been one sided, abusive relationships that ended when she got tired of me and left me for the guy she really wanted to be with, and I can't go to school as my bills take the majority of my small paycheck. I ask god every day, to please give me a sign, some purpose or direction. I ask him to tell me why the fuck I'm here, and i don't get shit. The fuck do i do?

How much should I add to my TDEE when I'm a Scandinavian in Australia and I sweat like a fucking marathon runner every night?

been to gym today, wanted to see who has nothing better to do. Turned out that gym is as crowded as usually. I've seen numerous women, including really pretty but shy ones.
In the end it did some good, if people so attractive as them are life losers,it's kinda easier to bear it myself.
I know chin up doesn't really work on depression,but gym is hope bro.

The loneliness is killing me slowly. but other than that I think I'm good

That's a tough one user. The bad news was she was holding hands with another guy, but her pushing him away? Sort of strange. I honestly wouldn't hold out hope though, holding hands is fairly intimate. Sorry man

Shit man, I'm sorry to hear that, but I know how you feel. I can offer some advice but I don't recommend you take it. I had no purpose in life, no direction, and decided the best thing to do was to drop acid and ask "god" what I was supposed to do. It was a beautiful, magnificent, and awe inspiring experience that changed my life. I'm a lot better off now. Honestly, psychedelics aren't for everyone. And sometimes experiences can be terrible and leave you worse off. But sometimes, if done right and done carefully, they can spark a bit of light within you.The amount of love and joy I felt during that experience still hasn't left me.

So take my advice, don't, it's a hard world out there. But if you've given up what have you got to lose?

>gym is hope
Truer words have never been spoken. When I go to the gym I see the thots, I see the chads, I see the lanklets and the manlets, and all I can think is "We're all going to make it"

Loneliness is a strangling and oppressive force. Take it from someone whose been alone most of his life, there is no dignity in it. There is no glory in reveling in introversion, no pleasure. Don't let it consume you, don't let it destroy you. You're brain is like a muscle, you have to make social gains. Set goals for yourself, set landmarks. It's hard, boy is it hard, but so is lifting weights. It's all fucking hard, but that's life. Don't give up hope user, stay strong

Ahh was hoping she’d ditch the zero and get with a hero. Prob shoulda flexed a ‘cep.

Better than coming back as a complete cunt, believe me.

>meet girl
>really like her as time goes on
>consider asking her out
>she has this smell about her sometimes
>not bad but it’s peculiar
>add her on social media before semester ends
>she starts talking to me right away
>see her next day
>her smell now bothers me, but it’s not gross it’s just unattractive
>begin to find her annoying
>seems like she complains a lot

Wtf happened? Is god giving me a sing? How could I like some girl so much and then do a 180 when we get closer?

This is the third time in two hours that I'm on the toilet. I'm literally passing out of my ass, followed with normal diarrhea.

I've been on a 1500cal cut since Sunday and I've had nothing but diarrhea since then. Didn't shit for the first couple of days, then yesterday my anus exploded, and now this today.

Send help.

>under threat of being kicked out of school
>no way to tell parents if that happens
>no plan if I have to move back
>I have to type this on a shitty Macbook Air and the space bar is fucking sticking
Kill me.

I uh... I don't even know what to make of this. A smell? Sorry I guess

I feel you in a deep way, I've been updating my protein intake and let me tell you protein sharts are no joking matter

Well why are you under threat? Can you fix that?

Bad smells are worst. Drop her and find a new waifu. U need a sniffable girl my man

I just want someone to talk to, really talk to. So sick of just the social media, celebrity, mundane things. Every night I lay in bed and think of so many different things and have conversations with some imaginary person
I thought I was having that with this one girl, then she just went cold out of nowhere and we hasn't spoken to me in awhile, I don't know what happened.
I'm very lonely

I fucked up and didn't go to class for 3 weeks. It isn't an issue since I wanted to leave anyways, but the real problem is breaking the news to my parents.

>ex sends me snap of her at the hospital at like midnight
>open it and feel need to ask what happened
>something to do with her sister
>ask details etc then just leave it and go to sleep
>message her next night asking if sister is okay because it's probably the right thing to do
>get the update
>hit instantly after with "how are you"

really didn't need that part of the conversation, made me feel pretty shit aftwards

Well I'm on Veeky Forums so my Valentine's day isn't going well

My gf will be here in t minus 5 minutes. I’ll probably pressure her into doing anal and then she’ll say I don’t like it. Well try it anyway and I won’t be able to fit my dick in. Then I’ll buy her some poutine then kick her out so I can smoke and play vidya/browse the flix

Got married this past saturday and everything is going great. Wife had to fly back to home state so we'll be apart for a couple of months, but in the meantime I'll be working. Going out with some buds for wings&beer later, so bretty gud night ahead

Fucked my ex, the woman who I can't stop thinking about without a condom. So I guess I should just change my MOS to 11X and end the possible shit storm that could come.

I was on a tame date with a beautiful nice girl. It was nice! :)

Wanna message me? I don't mind if you're interested in making dumb internet friends

Shit man your ex sounds manipulative. I'm sorry to hear that she would do something like that, maybe block her on snap?

Yeah but aren't you glad you're spending your day with friends

Livin the dream

Hey man, congrats! Glad to hear it, really happy to hear your life is going well. People like you give me hope

Don't fuck your ex, especially without a condom. It'll be a...... sticky situation

Nice! Glad to hear it

I’m just so surprised how I felt such attraction to her then the smell came out of nowhere and turned me right off.

There is another girl in my class whose smell drives me wild. She has a boyfriend but god damn she’s intoxicating. Her arm rubs up against mind when we’re beside each other and she leans into me a lot. She’s this beautiful polish girl with blonde hair. I’m making a move the second I see she’s single.

I hit legs, I didnt plan anything because of the gainsgoblin im dating. Would rather drink and smoke then come to gym with me. House is contantly fucking trashed because of her shit.

Only plus side is channeling my anger into new PR.

Yup, I know that feel. I dreamt that I was kissing her but really I was just kidding myself

same dude, day after day its creeping up on me. I can't live the rest of my life like this, but i dont know what to do.

Poor as usual. Another year alone. Another year in misery.
I wrote valentines for my grad cohort and I know at least 3 of the 5 really liked them so I guess that is something.

It’s mostly just normal school stress and last semester stress. I’ll be going into the world as an adult soon and I’m kinda scared. Thank god I exercise regularly or I’d go insane.

I also keep running into my ex at the gym. After she broke up with me, I stopped seeing her at the Uni gym so I wonder why I see her now. I don’t like seeing her because it wasn’t a good breakup and she evokes some pretty negative emotions and memories in me. So I’m kinda thinking of switching up my gym time. But at the same time, I like the hour I got the gym as I get to chat up this cute nice blonde girl I know. That and I feel like it’s letting that Thot win and I refuse to do that.

i don't think she was trying to be. she used to have a lot of anxiety, and was at the hospital with her sister while her parents live in another state. i think she was just looking to me because i was always good at comforting her, and i'm in med so i was a two-for-one. as for why she asked how i'm doing, no idea. i wish she hadn't really. i was hoping she wouldn't.

Sounds like you're trapped in a soul draining relationship. It's better to be single than to be in a bad relationship user

Next year will be different, but only if you make it different. Keep lifting, keep working on mental and social gains, and next year will be different. Keep trying, don't give up

Defeat the thot, user. Don't lose your reslove. Make her feel shitty for the breakup by getting huge and talking to cute girls, you can and will succeed. Also I feel the stress of becoming an adult. Thankfully I still got 3 years of college left, but I still feel it.

Next time, maybe just don't respond. That's probably your best bet. It'll be hard to look the other way but its the right thing to do

>never cared about girls
>not MGTOW just apathetic and afraid of commitment
>meet girl
>she turns out to be really cool
>may have actually found someone special
>she's in a relationship

i only replied because it was of her in the hospital with no explanation as to why desu. she sent me one the week prior of her like rugged up on a couch, smiling and that was pretty hard to look at and i ignored it. i sway in between loathing her and not having anything against her.

Thanks man. She’ll never kill my resolve. I just don’t like seeing her cause it makes me angry and brings back bad memories

Shit that's really hard, I know that feel. Try to keep your mind off it, or stay friends and hope that maybe she falls to you one day. It's up to you how you progress, do what you think is best

Why is she still messaging you? It doesn't really make sense

Use the bad memories to fuel your lifts, rage lifts are the best lifts

>you wanna work out tomorrow, user?
>you wanna come over to my place and have a few drinks?
>You don't have to go home, you can sleep here on my spare matress
>You wanna lie awake till morning and just talk?
Then she starts talking about guys she likes, and I start to realize she will never see me as anything else than a friend

posted about this girl a few times but

>couple months flirting back and forth with her, constantly snaps/texts me first, gropes my chest/arms
>at party a month ago shes all over me, constantly grabbing my hand, end night with her in my arms, she passes out on my lap
>ask her out a couple days later, get rejected
>next few weekends still hang out with her, catch her mirin me, still texts/snaps me first, always sits 1 inch away from me even if theres room
>last friday she texts me that she wanted me to come over her place that night (i was out of town for the weekend)
>tells me she would fuck me multiple times
>tells me she doesnt want to date me though
>we make plans to fuck when i get back
>on day of plans (sunday) she says shes sick
>???
>next day (last monday) i ask her whats up
>she says shes sorry, that she doesnt know if she wants to fuck anymore, and she would if she felt better about herself, and that she is afraid ill hate her
>alrightythen
>monday night she snaps me a picture of herself in her bed with a pillow covering her, not too much cleavage or anything showing tho
>tuesday morning she sends another one

Really confusing shit desu. I caught feelings for her before the party too. Gonna try to fuck her this weekend and if nothing happens I think I'm just gonna stop giving her attention otherwise I'll end up blowing my brains out.

Ohp 135, bench 185, row 175, squat 250, deadlift 265 @146 after 6 months. Am I gonna make it? I thought 1pl8 ohp would make me happy, but the rest of my lifts feel so mediocre.

Lift with your rage till you get to a day when you start lifting with love. Its a vicious cycle user. I can't stand it anymore.

we broke up with a lot of ambiguity. she had a lot of change and i felt like it was just reactionary to a lot of life change and not coping very well, especially with a history of anxiety. i kept contact for about 5 weeks to see if anything would change, and it didn't. there was then this weird incident where she implied she wanted to come to my birthday drinks, i wasn't comfortable with that so i told her we could do something else another time. upon trying to organise it, she ghosted me for 5 days and then messaged me saying she hadn't read it even though she obviously had. i never messaged her again after that.

that was about 5 weeks ago. i didn't snapchat her or anything in the entire time until a week ago by mistake. we've always been friendly through the break up, but i genuinely don't know why she was asking that stuff afterward. i mean i feel like a follow up message checking on her sister is the right thing to do, but it didn't invite further conversation and i was the one who ended the conversation by just saying i was going to bed.

troublemaker, don't waste your time on her

Just ignore her, you're going for the kind of woman that feeds off attention, she knows once you fuck you won't be after her so hard, so she won't give it up, at least not easily. Not worth imo.

Came to post this youtube.com/watch?v=gendIZupbG4

take my energy user. good luck, bee yourself, and just do it senpai.

if it happens then awesome, but don't invest a lot of time, energy or, godforbid, feeling into it.

Stop giving her attention, she's got her claws dug in and she's riding the high she gets from the attention you give her. Sort of strange with her initiating conversation but still, if you don't fuck this weekend cut her off completely. Soon enough she'll be begging for you (hopefully)

Grill said that to me so i told her
>only slugs and planarian worms can asexual
And walked away
Autism wins again

kek

It's a bretty gud feel when pics of your dinner make fatties buttmad, to be honest.

Honestly man, you should just tell her how you feel. If it's hurting you that much, just end it. Yes, it will hurt to lose her as a friend, but you'll be better off for it. I did something very similar recently, it hurt oh boy did it hurt, but I'm better now. Stay strong user

Dude, she's just toying with you. You really don't want to deal with someone that shifty. It's not worth your time, or the headache. Sorry man, but you gotta move on

Hey man, you're doing better than me. Keep it up, you're going to make it.
>tfw 100lb bench

One day I will lift with love, one day

I really think this is just unhealthy for both of you. You're dragging a dead dog behind the car, you're wasting both of your times. Just cut it off man, it's hard but you'll be better off for it

Idk I don't think shes doing this stuff because she doesn't care about me at all. I think she genuinely likes me but is just kinda autismo.
She also recently (like last October or something) got out of a relationship with this crazy dude and is still kinda whack about it. But either way I'm just gonna try to get her alone (only time we ever were alone was at that party) and figure out whats going on (hopefully fuck) this weekend and if nothing progresses I'm out. Pretty sure if I just fuck another girl and she finds out about it she'd wanna escalate things tho.

Well,you already know how women work. Go fuck some nice milf and make her drown in envy

just cried for the first time in years watching the movie about time. That shit just fucked me up god damn

Wage slavery is killing me brehs

i totally agree. once i realised it was a lost cause, i stopped talking to her. i basically told her when we broke up that any friendship is very impossible because i'd fall in love with her.

sucks but yeah, just cant talk to her at all. simple conversation has left me all fucked up lmao

>the movie about time
what

same user. Almost to the point where I can quit and go solo. I just wanna be my own boss, even if I am making the same shit wage, at least I'll have my dignity.

>Madly in love with girl and she is with me
>Both our firsts gf and bf.
>Date for a year & 1/2 have not had any arguments or disagreements ever
>Feel truly happy and excited for our future
>Broke up with me because she needs to focus on school and if she doesn't she'll get suspended from her sport. (Overloaded herself class wise)) Sheid she stiloves me and is attracted to me and doesn't want to be with anyone else.
>That was 4 weeks ago
>making gains in gym but feel like life has no purpose.
>Very close to full ride scholarship for rest of uni
>Don't even care anymore and have contemplated suicide multiple times.
>There is hope we get back in a couple months after the semester is over

I want her back so bad bros. I really think she's the one and I want to wife her really bad. I'm in a deep depression and just feel like I have no purpose anymore.

This, don't confront her or you'll just lose any chance you had to fuck her.
Get with some other girl, upload casual photos to social media or something and she'll either stop talking to you or she'll be on her knees.

It's stupid and I'm sure you know this and are only asking for advice because you want someone to tell you that you'll get something more than a quickie out of it but be honest with yourself that's not the kind of girl you really need or want by your side.

Do it user, just be casual it's not like you're proposing to her or anything

is the boss giving you a hard time?

wake eat work lift home sleep

repeat

This is getting too real for me

occasionally but rarely interact with him. More it's just a shit job with shit pay. No real reason to stick around

Just turn up at her place next time she sends you pics of herself you fag, she wants to see some desire from you. She's testing you to see If you're put off by the first little obstacle she puts in front of you

How do I find happiness

>do a lot of new stuff
>eventually something will make you happy

Worked for Barnes & Noble Bookstore for 21 years.
Fired me out of the blue on Monday, 12th, Feb.
They also fired a woman who had 30 years exp, and a dude who had 35 years.

This happened *across the USA* and was ordered by the suits in NYC.

>I'm looking forward ; I'm not on their leash anymore ; I got stuff lined up already.

a-at least I had the gym to myself this evening

Fighting this feel too but its with more of a good friend than an actual gf. As days went by I caught feelings pretty hard and I've been in the same kind of slump you're in.

The only thing we can do is keep moving on, be a better person than you were yesterday. Have good vibes so good times will come to you. Unironically cherish every waking moment because you never know when you're going to get rekt.

I'm really struggling with research. I'm in undergrad but doing a research project with a professor. I really love the subject but by God the experiments are finnicky and time consuming. I have alot to do next week (4-5) in addition to presentations for class, and I think I'm going to break. My results are always dog shit and I'm reaching the edge of my courage. I just want to cry under the sheets, but I just push myself forward. I realize this project doesn't mean anything necessary, but I want to do well instead of being a complete failure in my results and my presentation. I got so much to lose, I got so much to prove. God don't let me lose my mind

Had the same while building metaheuristic,chug on some tea, and do proper work user,you will need confidence of victory later on, or at least feeling that you did all you could

>she snaps me
>she snaps me first
>snaps me
>omg should i snap her
>why isnt she snapping me
>snap snap snap

i hate this generation

>Christmas
>doing well in the weight loss, at 83kg and going further down even during new year
>gym progresses smoothly, new PRs all around
>january rush happens
>doing anything becomes a fucking chore
>take the odd day off here and there
>eventually miss entirety of January
>eat like an absolute pig during this time
>90kg; blubber ahoy
>feel a great deal of shame

The closer I get to my goals, the more I decide to take it easy to the point of self sabotage. How do I stop being so self destructive Veeky Forums?

dude are you joking? obviously its more brick and mortar bookstores going under so they need to cut staff

the movie is called "about time"