Aged 27

>aged 27
>living in London
>ugly beta loser autist male with no friends or social life for 9 years and no female attention ever, including time at university
>became the ugly loser nobody talks to after one day at my current job
>failed over 30 interview processes for great jobs due to ugliness and lack of normieness or extroversion
>never been to pub, club, party, or any social experience since school
>bitter about being a complete social failure with a wasted youth while Chads, Staceys, and normies get everything handed to them and judged solely on normieness
>work in zero effort public sector job with lots of free time (but felt like a cucked prisoner when I stayed at the office 9 to 5)
>all hobbies feel like they turn in to work (reading books becomes reading boring classics; learning programming becomes learning functional masturbation) i.e., everything is advertising you to join the bottom of a hierarchy and telling you to worship the top and pay your dues
>don't have the initiative to program something in my own time or try anything entrepreneurial or do anything that takes initiative - feel like an obedient student who was trained in to being a worker drone who needs to follow a set path
>main hobby is walking around central London, drinking coffee, feeling sad about life, hoping I will spontaneously feel like my 20s haven't been wasted because I "just went outside"
>can't bear going full hermit autist, obviously can't do anything normies do
>feel under constant pressure to read lots of boring books, learn lots of boring shit, and so on
>waste shitloads of time on internet
>spent many months after university working part time menial jobs and wasting all my free time on the internet and genuinely see my time back then as a near zombie stuck in a loop
>fully grasp the arbitrariness of all philosophical axioms - as a result I see proselytisers as either fucking ignorant or dishonest

larping as a loser
>>>/r9k
or >>>/pol and blame Jews

>no friends or social life for 9 years and no female attention ever, including time at university
me too mayn, except only for 5 years. I'm starting to worry there's no hope for people like us.

>just be confident and things will work out!

Don't forget that you probably stink too. Add that.

thats fucked up dude. feels gud to be a big alpha boiiiiii

OP, do what I did about a year ago and start hitting the gym. Will make you feel a lot better and I believe you will have more confidence which will also attract others towards you

nearly 40 and no social contact outside requirements.
it gets worse.

same

The only gym he's gonna be hitting is Jim, from behind. I'm sorry, I'll stop.