After years of learning the lore of this setting piece by piece from random threads and posts...

>psst
>hey
>you didn't hear it from me but
>I heard Khorgorax Goreblood called you a faggot

Not him, but I feel the same way. Existing in any sense is a far better deal for me, no matter what torture I might go through. Then I'm just done, gone, permanently, forever. I don't ever get to think or feel or just be ever again.

Citation needed