Suicide

Ex wife and my kids hate me. I'm just a wallet to all of them

You still have time user, and can still make yourself a made man. Who knows what the future will bring, position yourself to seize it. A lot can change in a year. DO NOT GIVE UP

ok fuck the wife

but don't fuck the kids
you still have time to change that shit user, work on it, don't be the guy that says, muh it's like that cause it's like that and it will never change

that's how you lost your money, suck it up, go get a loan, go see a shrink, talk to your kids...

You sure you're not killing yourself to make them feel guilty? People who kill themselves often do it for passive-aggressive reasons.

I wouldn't do it. If you just have to, go out in glory instead of like mediocre little man #98576523.

Too-da-loo nigga

>I had 500 btc and sold at fucking $100 and then lost it all trying to day trade other crypto.
Ok, I would want to kill myself too.

What the shit, dude? Why selling everything? Why not keeping 100-200 bitcoins, since they clearly had growing potential?

The thing is they're young and my ex wife and her family have filled their heads with how much of a bastard I am. Last time I saw my kids my son cried and ran away from me when I tried to hug him and my daughter refused to talk to me. I love them so much it hurts but they want nothing to do with me because of her and her shit family. I don't know what the fuck to do and I don't think I will ever be able to get back on good terms with any of them.

cant me as bad as me:
>35k loan (liquidated)
>8k credit card debt
>no gf or kids

; D

Don't fuckin do it , fuck money your kids need dad , stay strong this is just a bump in the road .

>going through the act of killing yourself
>not even using the advantage to kill a bunch of niggers

Are they little kids?

If you kill yourself now, they'll grow up feeling horribly guilty and thinking that they killed their father. Your daughter will become a whore and likely a drug addict, and your son a faggot and a drug addict.

Make up with your kids if you want to save their lives.

dude, hodl fuckin on!! there hard times will pass..!
u are what u repeatedly do. if u start to make a small progress everyday in the end u will succeed!

You sound like a really whole some user.

What the fuck are you doing here? Reee.

Give time time , sort out your shit and work on yourself and you will get them back. Sounds really tough mate , but just focus on you for now . Get your head straight don't worry about the x and her family . Work in on yourself get strong and your kids will see . Your there dad , they love you , stay strong

Son is 5 daughter is 8. The only thing my daughter told me last time I saw her was "go away, you make mommy sad". She already remarried and they both call the cunt dad. I have no say in anything anymore. I want to make things good again but I know that will never happen. Crypto consumed me and I turned in to a piece of shit chasing a dream that was never going to happen. I deserve this but I can't handle it.

Since you know you deserve it, endure it. Atone for your stupidity by staying alive and giving your kids the chance to make up with you.

Seriously, if you kill yourself they WILL blame themselves. Maybe not now, but in a few years. Pushing your dad to suicide is the kind of shit that no amount of therapy can fix. They'll be forever ruined.

Don't do it

mate , don't think about anything else , your the most important person right now . People need to hit rock bottoms to change , we only do it when shit gets to painful , this is your chance to change , don't pussy out of this and try and Jill yourself. this will be the best thing that ever happens to you , this is a new life , a fresh start . Don't give up before you have started mate . Do you and do life

If you go through with this, hundreds of neets, niggers and old businessmen will be paying small sums of money to fuck your daughter in the near future; A retarded dad is better than no dad

Could you at least try to kill some unwanted people first? There's a bunch of higher ups that the public wants dead.

rip

Go find yourself man, you didn't lose you'Re free and life is a great gift. Smoke some herb chill at the beach go hike in the woods just stay away from people. You have freedom when you take your life you're taking your freedom with it

maybe you shouldn't have been a fag and not have wife and kids

>it's another "liberals want to kill Trump" episode
Keep in mind that if the lion falls, the white wolf will step in his place.

See your family and talk to them let them be a support for you

prison for that long is worse than suicide

Dude people who grow up with both their parents still end up hating them until adulthood. Most people only end up developing a relationship with their parents past 25.
So assuming you off yourself - your kids, as adults, will have massive guilt over it and over rejecting you when they didn't know better. So you basically end up fucking them up not once, but twice.
Sounds like you're really just playing out a fantasy in your head about how everyone will be sad if you kill yourself, but that won't be the case. They'll resent you more, and on top of that you will forever remove ANY chance of making amends, or giving your kids the chance for closure. For real, becoming a drunk hobo would still be a better outcome for your kids.
The real question you gotta ask yourself is - how much of this is you dreaming of escaping responsibility? Forget getting your family back and all that, the boat has sailed, you as a father are now removed from direct responsibility, but are you selfish enough to believe that it ends there?
I'm not trying to be some internet tough guy here, but if you're gonna have kids you gotta damn well be held accountable to them.

Also, why the hell are you still paying child support if your wife remarried? I'm pretty sure there are laws for it once the wife marries someone else.

>The only thing my daughter told me last time I saw her was "go away, you make mommy sad".
For fucks sake man, she's EIGHT years old. Do you remember how retarded you were at 8? What she says now has no relevance whatsoever. She likely changes her future aspirations seven times a week.

Don't pull the trigger because an eight year old girl was mean to you.

dont do it bro it would break your childrens heart

Whats your BTC address OP?

File for bankruptcy.

And focus on your kids. See them as much as you can.

Also, DON'T DRINK, DON'T DO DRUGS. And don't kill yourself.

Dont do it buddy.
Start learning stoicism, dont masturbate and dont do drugs and alcohol, oh and also start meditating. I know a guy that was 2 million In fucking debt and now he is richer than me because he started a booming company. Also you have kids, period.

Try praying and go to church, that helped me change my life when I was at the bottom.

listen to the liquor

See ya man. Wish I could say don't do it but nothing matters in the grand scheme of things. I wish you no pain

i started over in life many times. today is the hardest friendo.

you need to calm the fuck down

I don't have any real advice that could magically get you out of that tough spot OP, but I will echo that you're too good to just end it because of shithead kids or ex-wife (the kids part hurts just reading about it.)

I know this is a brainlet idea but is there a way you could get a fake identity and move somewhere just to clear your head? Suicide just doesn't seem like the right answer. Good luck man I hope you pull through.

you want to kill yourself because of the story you're telling yourself, not the stupid shit you've done.
you're telling yourself you deserve to die.
you're playing out a play in your head where you think you're a stupid fuck who gains it all and then loses it out of his stupidity and greed and kills himself.
stop telling yourself a tragic tale of your own life.
start telling yourself a brighter storyline. something with a happy ending.

Don't do it

Explain exactly what happened with the crypto OP, you were vague about that. When did you first buy BTC, when did you sell it? How recently did you loose all your gains?

If you are at least average looking, i heard that some if the asian countries are hiring run of the mill white dudes to be models simply because they are white. Try to lamd yourself those gigs. You could start ovet and be be swimming in azn pucci.

ganbarou, op-kun
i wish i was brave enough to do the same

Get a job
Pay your debt
And leave.
Make a new life for yourself.
Don't come back.

But they primarily hire Eastern European Male/Female Models. Hell, there is an entire industry around that.

go aboard to asia or even some EU country and work as native speaker in language school.

You have to be crazy if you expect changes doing same thing all the time

don't do it man. sending you good vibes now. if you're just a wallet to them feel good that it's empty and now you can start fresh. maybe your higher self deliberately did this to get you out of that kind of thing .... if you kys you won't escape and probably be very confused and annoyed after. a lot of 3d repeating will have to happen for you so just stay chill and know there's only up from here.

Suicide can also mean killing your old weak self and starting from a new beginning. Go for it. Kill the weak person you are right now. Stop being a bitch and take what is yours suicide is for pussies.

When they grow up, or older, they’ll probably realize what was going on. Kids can be influenced easily, teenagers and adults not so much anymore. If I were you, I would give life another chance. The past doesn’t matter as much as it seems. We all feel cheated, disappointed, let down by life. Have done bad things and have bad things done to us. It doesn’t matter man. Life is about duty not about enjoyment. And about fighting another day. Your fight now is with yourself. I hope you’ll make it.

Did you ever think about robbing banks or selling drugs?

just make love to your wife. Everything will fall into place. I dont have a wife and i'd love one so, you dont know how much assets you got.

You get over it after high school

it sucks that you sold all your btc when it was worth bugger all and compounded on your current situation i can understand how you feel like you had almost made it but god pissed on your face. You can give up right now i wont tell you not too i wouldnt blame you if you did, but i have seen people crawl back from hopeless situations near oblivion like yours and how you feel about your shit life right now the exact opposite you end up feeling about yourself. im not saying it would be easy but if you did stay around and take it one day at a time you will end up making yourself into a stronger person that you might not have ever knew existed inside you.

this is not an easy way of dealing with your current predicament. I know it might seem hard and everyday you might make some progress only for something to happen and you to take two steps back. All i can say is that i have seen people go from zero to hero in situations just like that

this might sound kinda lame but rn i see you as a shitcoin with hardly any trade volume, all you need is a rebranding.

thats why you should hold if your stupid like me, instead of daytrading something you don't understand