I am shy

I am shy.
How do I not shy when playing RPG?
I want big charisma.

Get drunk off your ass. Game drunk. You won't be shy.

Think of what you'd normally do and then do the opposite.

Practice, user.
Keep on putting yourself in awkward situations, and eventually you'll learn to deal with it.

I think I read a comic about this.

Basically, you just need to find some horrible person, have them blackmail you into obeying them, and after they finish corrupting you, you shouldn't be shy about anything anymore.

If you're able to drink a bottle of beer, do so before attending a RPG event. Your initial inhibition will lower, you'll feel relaxed (loose), and you'll be surprised at how your reservations will go away instantly.

Pretend to be someone cooler than you.

Be more confident.

>When Im around people I normally breathe, better do the opposite this time

Think of the thing you want to say
Say it and damn the consequences.
Repeat this action at least once every 10 minutes.

Practice having big charisma
Start by pretending you have big charisma, then do it for real.

Sauce on the comic?

Search using the tags "schoolgirl" and "corruption" on any doujin site. Just watch out for Shindol.

watch out as in "avoid," or as in "this is good"

Yes.

Depends if you enjoy having a soul or not

>corruption
You mean "moral degradation".

I get it seems like user is fucking with you with that answer but he really isn't. He really, really isn't. To clarify: Shindol has a fair few works. Some are happy. A few in particular are not.

They are, in fact, utterly heart wrenching and depressing. One in particular takes a typical doujin premise ("I'll whore myself out!") and not only is there a beleivable build-up to it, it's not played as sexy.
It's the dtart of a long downward spiral that ends in her overdosing on heroin and dying on a bathroom floor.

He will tear your heart out through your dick Go read his shit.

See if you can goad the other players into playing the penis game.

No, not that one. I mean the one where you randomly insert the word "penis" into your penis sentence.

I mean, as long as the group is penis okay with it and you're not *actually* disturbing the game.

I have never heard of this game, and I don't know what good penis it would do.

I don't penis know user, your game sounds penis childish at best and a poor attempt to make people penis laugh.

Don't get big charisma. Play an unlikable anti-hero character.

But anti-heroes have big charisma because they always get the chick.

fake it 'till you make it

Hire a hypnotist to penis convince you that you are the Pimptastic Pimp-Lord of Pimptopia.

He's nothing compared to Oyster.

Find a bunch of people you really want to play with and generally be around, who are willing to try and involve you more to bring you out of your shell.

Shindol is real-life Beast the Primoridal
He's vagina dentata succubus

Why are you shy? What are you afraid of?

Just get out there and do it. Just follow dreams, man.

Shyness is not a personality trait, it is the reluctance to display them out of fear.

You have to chip away at that fear to let your true personality bloom for all to see!

Die a little inside

No matter who or how many people I talk to it always feels like I'm alone.
So it's not that scary talk or joke or socialise because no one is there. There is nothing to be afraid of, none of the hurtful things they might say is anything worse than what you would say to yourself, so consider it but let it roll off. You can relax because being with people is no different than being by yourself.