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There's not a cloud in the sky, and it's a nice blue color today, with the sun rising above me and everything else like a giant sun flower. Perfect time to just laze under it and think. There's a nice seaside breeze keeping me cool, and Alith isn't making too much noise pulling the cart anymore, which is just a gift. I sigh and roll over on the top of the rv, rolling over to the edge of it. I grab onto the lip of it and lift myself up, staring past all the rolling, green overgrown hills and scattered, decayed ruins. I can just barely see the sea now, past all the grass. I sigh and lay down, curling up as I start to think back on a few days ago.
I shiver as that wonderful feeling of dread creeps back into my spine, along with a healthy dash of awkwardness.
I've been trying not to think about it but, Iris wasn't wrong, anyone I'd have a good time with would be damned to hell, and from what I've seen of the place, it really isn't the kind of place I'd like her ending up. Which is kind of funny, since I have no problem damning plenty of other people to it...Funny how these goalposts move the longer I'm in this body, and how things like this don't scare me as much as they used to. Still, I just...can't, I've always been told doing "That" for the first time is supposed to be special and with someone you love.
And I only love Iris like that. Even if the voice and itching in the back of my head and other places wants to change that.
I groan and sit myself up right with a flap of my wings. Right, going to need to stop thinking about this now before I end up ruining my day. Cause this day is too nice to spend moping around about souls and hell and things like that. Besides all this doom and gloom I'm thinking about is putting me down, I should just enjoy myself for awhile, like I always do.
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