Does anyone else here feel ashamed and uncomfortable whenever someone sees them do anything?
>Parents rent 2 rooms in our house to students >They always walk around making me feel uncomfortable >Today, I am in the kitchen making soup >Making a nice tomato soup >I am hungry due to being pretty fucking fat >Make 2 cheese sandwiches for dipping and place them onto a tray >We only have small bowls >Have a rather large pot of soup >Decide that I will make 3 bowls of soup because that is what I can fill >Pour soup into 3 bowls >Place the bowls onto the tray with the cheese sandwiches >As I am about to leave the kitchen one of the students walks into the room >they look at me with my 2 sandwiches and 3 bowls of soup >for some reason feel compelled to give a reason >even though they can see I am fat and have small bowls >walk over to her >touch her forehead >'o-h-h-hh you aren't sick? I guess this bowl can go in the fridge' >take one of the soup bowls and put it into the fridge >'i-i-i-s jeff sick?' >jeff is the other student >she says no >'ew-w-w-ell his soup is in the fridge as well' >put the other soup in the fridge, take one bowl of soup and sandwiches to my room >eat in 10 minutes >still hungry >have to walk down into the kitchen, past the girl, take 2 bowls of half cold soup from the fridge, walk past whilst she judges me and go back upstairs
I hate it. Why can't I avoid a feeling of shame? I just want to cook.
I feel your pain bro. When I was in uni and had to share an apartment, I always wait until like 2 in the morning when everybody is asleep to have my peace and quiet in the kitchen. Was absolute hell.
Easton Lopez
The shameful thing is that you're fat and are still eating until you feel full, which is how you get fatter.
Ian Thomas
I'm crying
Adrian King
I am eatign 3 bowls of tomato soup which is maybe 600 calories, the sandwiches maybe 1000 which is 1/3 of my intake in 1/3 of my meals.
Thomas Kelly
I don't feel ashamed but I do feel awkward when people ask me questions while I cook. >what made you want to cook that >You should cook for a living Also over complimenting my food makes me think that it's terrible. I don't want to hear that it was a good steak 50000 times when you're too scared to try the chimichurri sauce I made with it
Easton Wilson
too far, you lost me
Landon Edwards
>1/3 of my intake 3000-4800 calories per day
jesus christ, you should be ashamed.
Jason Garcia
I work out at the gym
Matthew Wood
Do some cardio and start eating at a lower daily intake
Adrian Parker
dayum, you know its not the fact that they see you, but the fact that it makes you reflect on how miserable you are.Get your shit together. i enjoy greatly having company while cooking, im good at it so it would be stupid to not get the praise and interest from others
Brayden Rogers
>Ashamed of people seeing me cook said noone ever
Eli Lopez
This is me right now. My cooking is far from perfect and I always fear somebody will see me doing something wrong. Thankfully that's not much of a worry judging by their shitty teflon pans that have been scratched to hell
Eli Richardson
Cut your sandwiches into quarters or thirds like a civilized person and nobody will know how many sandwiches you are eating. If you're so poor that your parents haven't updated their bowls since you were a child - despite the fact that they have to rent out two rooms in the house - just use a fucking trivet and eat directly out of the pot like the fatty you are; it sounds like those are probably the only bowls in the house anyway, and the roommate knew if he didn't say anything you'd keep them all in your room until everyone left the house out of fear of someone catching you washing them.
Leo Nelson
it depends, my father's a noisy twat and I'll usually end up burning myself on something in the kitchen when he's around because he doesn't understand personal space. Though, cooking around other people can be a fun way to kill time while you're waiting for stuff to cook
Jose Walker
i think the uncomfortableness comes from you living with your parents bro. KYS.
Hunter Rogers
you must be 18 to browse this board faggot
Adrian Gomez
tell that to op.
Jaxson Davis
More likely that there's a couple students also living there who are probably OP's age but are actually doing something with their lives, while OP just stuffs his face eating all the food in the house and hiding in his room while his parents are left wondering where they went so wrong.
Lucas Lewis
your just ashamed of being fat OP people associate obesity with lots of negative traits like lack of selfcontroll,laziness,stupidity etc. just prove them that youre none of those things and arent suffering from an eating disorder,or eat a little less and do some kind of cardio you enjoy. if you feel sad alot,excercise leads to an increased serotonin production which can cure depression
Adrian Martin
OP plzzz take a picture of one of your bowls so we can see how small it really is...put something next to it for scale
>smoke in the apartment's livingroom >roomate bitches me out about having the furniture smell like weed > i own all the furniture in the apartment >all the plates, pots, pans, cups, tv, sofa, everything is mine >mfw
I still smoked in the livingroom, they literally can't stop me without getting me off the lease.
dude those are not small balls at all...you are very overweight and unhealthy, not to mention your stomach is very stretched out and even if you lost weight at this point you will never look as good had you not let yourself get to this point
Jaxson Thomas
Maybe you should stop being fat
Camden Price
omg it just dawned on me i typed balls and not bowls. ahahaha
Robert Hill
>I am hungry due to being pretty fucking fat
That's where your shame is coming from m8
Hudson Jenkins
:(
Adam Walker
I hate cooking around other people too. I blame it on my pops hovering when i was trying to teach myself how to cook. He was a cook and a damn good one but always critiqued my simple dishes
Tldr: lwsmff
Julian King
Wow who cares if it's yours, they still live there. Smoking inside is an absurd privilege to think you have.
T. stoner who smokes in his room
Caleb Rivera
>I am hungry due to being pretty fucking fat >that logic
Sebastian Parker
>cardio
Sebastian Lee
So you're not ashamed of people seeing you cook, you're ashamed of people seeing you eat three times what a normal person eats. And you should be.
Blake King
Power perceived is power achieved
Why the hell are you so nervous and autistic
Ryder Martin
I second this - don't be a butthole, also I hope you live in a recreationally legal location doggie because you'll drag everyone down with you if Johnny 5-0 smells your stank flat
Zachary Butler
You're a prick. Get a vaporizer or smoke outside.
Jaxson Rodriguez
You shouldn't be getting 600 calories from fucking soup. Have one good sized bow not three for fucks sake.
YOU should also be eating around 2000 calories a day. not nearly 4k.
