Tfw junior in engineering

>tfw junior in engineering
>hate my life decisions every day

I feel like killing myself. What do?

make blog posts on sci

Choose from among the following:

1) actually kill yourself.
2) take action to stop being miserable in your personal life, which may entail significantly changing what you've said you hate, or what we're supposed to think you hate.
3) keep doing whatever it is that you are doing, being miserable all the while, hating your life decisions daily.
4) other (?)

socialise with friends, keep thinking about your life goal, look at role models like leonardo da vinci, read stuff other than engineering

>I don't know how to make friends.
>I feel really sad because I don't have any friends.
>Internet tells me to stop being sad by spending time with my friends.

What if you have no friends?

Forgot art.

What major are you? If you're EE, then
>Autism
But in general to MOST engineering students
>Implying Engineers are socially extroverted

Eating his child

congrats:
* mistakes are a result of decisions
* making decisions is a path of change
* change is the only way to shape a life

you're on a really good way, because feeling bad about decisions is a sign of self reflection.

next, learn to:
* accept making "wrong" decisions
* use "bad" feelings as a motivation for a change

Successful and happy ppl aren't successful and happy because of they made one thing right only, but because they made hundreds or thousands mistakes in order to find out how to do it right.

Change your major to CS

>I don't know how to make friends.
learn to make friends
>I feel really sad because I don't have any friends.
obtain friends after learning how
>Internet tells me to stop being sad by spending time with my friends.
stop posting on Veeky Forums its not making you feel better

I find that having a stable routine helps being emotionally stable
furthermore it helps meeting people who also have a stable routine on the regular.
as your paths will cross in a scheduled fashion.
allowing to accumulate time spent together, thus creating friendships

Iam curious, why are you regretting going into Engineering?

Dont be affraid to switch your career path if you dont like where its going.
quiting sucks cause it feels like you wasted your time. but its better than sticking to a field you detest.
if you made a mistake its best to acknowledge it and try to fix it. otherwise these things can drag on forever.
dont drop out instantly. investigate what you like and what you dont like. based on that make your conclusions.
I've been there. it sucks. but just try to fix it and life will turn out pretty sweet

>did terrible first semester of Computer Engineering
>couldn't handle Physics I and Intro to Electrical Engineering
>realize it was only get harder
>drop courses
>Change major to business
>accounting major

I cried and I accepted that I was a fucking idiot who couldn't handle engineering. Hopefully accounting can kill me so that I don't have to live in this shitty world.

I'm kinda in the same situation as you. I'm kinda thinking about switching to a mathematics major, but I've already switched from another major into engineering after my first three semesters, and I don't want to invest more money into this shit than I have to. I feel stuck.

Actually curious, how did your friends/ family react?

I don't have friends and my parents don't know yet. I'm a transfer student, so this hurts even more because I really wanted it. All the hours and years doing GE and Maths all the way up to Differential Equations only to get bitch slapped and thrown in the ground in one semester. No matter how disappointed my parents will be, they can't be as disappointed as I am in myself.

Are you me?
I don't want to go in tomorrow.

>Learn DEs in high school
>Fucked by Physics I

Sheiit nigga WHAT THE FUCK? I am a math major and I have to take Physics I next semester and because it is a physics course I have been laughing like "Oh, this is going to be the easiest semester! Just a bunch of programming, physics and a lil bit of number theory to spice up the brainlet subjects".

Is "physics is inferior" just a meme? God fucking damn. I even planned to act cocky and superior to whatever physicist ends up teaching the course.

Can you describe exactly how Physics I rek'd you? I need to know. My pride as a mathematician is on the line. If I fail a physics course and it stains my record I will have to teach high school or some shit.

Nigga calm down, those intro physics classes are fucking easy. They usually assume you haven't taken calculus yet or you are taking calculus concurrently, so the math is extremely easy. I don't know how that brainlet fucked up.

>tfw sophomore in cs
>hate my life every day


i want to do something that isn't cs but I honestly don't know what to do


how am I supposed to know what I like or want to do?

I don't like anything.

I did my GE and Maths at a CC. I just didn't know how to figure out the word problems. It took hours just to set up the word problem and actually do the Maths. The Math was easy. It was the word problem(which is the actual physics) that fucked me over.

>They usually assume you haven't taken calculus yet or you are taking calculus concurrently, so the math is extremely easy.

As far as I know this is a physics course specifically for the students majoring in mathematics and they know we already have two semesters of calculus.

I don't think they will just assume we don't know calculus when they know we do.

I just need to know where the difficulty of a physics course could possibly come from. It is certainly not the math. No way a physics course could have harder mathematics than a math course.

If people are failing physics it is for a reason and it cannot be the math. If that guy knows differential equations then there is no way he fucked up his algebra and failed a test.

I know that feel bro.

I try to be interested in things, but it all ultimately feels forced.

How come people lie to themselves and say that they are "passionate" about these dry subjects like mathematics and physics?

>word problems

We did those back in Calc I and I remember that in the final there was this final optimization problem that I did wrong like 5 times. In total that problem took me like 50 minutes because of how long the computation was and how many times I had to do it over and over again because I was not getting the right picture.

Should I do more optimization problems? Those are the only source of word problems I've had. Everything after Calc I has been pure theorem proving.

Back in high school I was really good at physics so I will probably be fine. I figured out word problems then and I can do it again.

idk, I don't understand how people can be interested in any subject.

I've never been interested in anything, my parents tell me I was interested in dinosaurs when I was young and knew a bunch of names and facts and stuff but I don't really care or remember anything about them now.


How do people enjoy things?

I hate being alive.

Look, if you're really that much of a fucking brainlet then just kill yourself. Physics isn't scary, dude. I mean honestly if you can't pass a simple intro physics course there's no reason you should even be alive. :^)

I am not majoring in CS but I work as a programmer and lately my decision of working in a pure field (math) has been biting me.

You see, I have a normal job. I get paid a salary to write software my boss sort of invents. Lately I've had the idea of putting the extra time into having my own idea, making the program and then finding customers and then just use the huge infrastructure the company has to have an easier time setting up and managing the databases. This fucking sucks for me.

I've been googling like a retard shit like "What do lawyers do at work" to try and get a picture of what businesses do and could need but it is incredibly hit and miss. I find responses like "Yeah, we do this and this" but then some other guy says they do some other shit.

It is almost impossible to make innovations when you are an outsider. I think it is better to know programming after you are already an accountant or lawyer or engineer so that then you can make Accounting Pack Pro and sell it for a billion dollars.

Fuck.

I don't regret studying mathematics though. It is like going to university only to get reaally high. I am just feeling salty lately.

You majored in mathematics only to reduce yourself to a coding monkey at some nameless organization.

How depressing.

>You majored in mathematics only to reduce yourself to a coding monkey at some nameless organization.

Sorry but my contract says programmer, not coding monkey.

Also "coding monkey" doesn't fit because I do much more than just programming. As for the mathematics education, that is probably what got me the job. Not every programmer works on videogames. I'd say I do some serious shit here from time to time but obviously nothing close to analysis or topology.

I'd say that I get to apply the first 2 years of my degree. The other 2 years are for pointing out mistakes in the comments of numberphile videos.

I just don't know what I want to do.

I have no idea.


I know that I don't like CS though and will probably not like engineering. It's not that I have bad grades it's just so hard to do stuff that I hate/don't give a shit about.


I'm at a loss.

I keep thinking about becoming a nurse, but I just go on these autistic obsessions with a job but never do it.

First it was geologist and now nurse.


idk