Anyone else feel awakened and scared?

Becoming scientifically literate might've opened my eyes but it also scares the shit out of me, for example:
>Study anatomy
>Know every in and out of the human body there is
>Feel like a delicate walking sack of meat that can stop working at any given moment in time for whatever reason
>Always anxious about the things people ingest or do or if they don't wash their hands now
>Know that it takes just one super virus to wipe out all of humanity
Does anyone else feel this way? Or am I just being a paranoid cunt?

The days after a junkie smacked my head against concrete, and while I was recovering (if I actually recovered) I looked up lots of things regarding the brain.
Things such cerebral circulation, common types of brain damage, """recovery"" mechanisms etc etc.
As it turns out we're just a dumb sack of meat.
Ever since I actually cannot stop thinking of people as these weird meat structures. I can't explain it properly, but I guess someone might know what I'm talking about. There's a control mechanism, few organs and meat. That's it. I didn't ask for this desu.

Paranoid cunt. But same here so no biggie senpai

It's so fucking weird right? I feel like I'm turned from some sort of being into a useless meat machine that can die of a trillion causes.
Hold me senpai.

>tfw 99.999% nothing

I don't understand why people fall back on describing bodies with "meat" when they feel nihilistically, sonderously small. Imo there's worlds of difference between dead shit that you eat the the efficient, flowing structure of the living body.

Srsly though, it's more amazing that the body can recover from shit. You never watch an open wound stitch itself together across the space of a few days and feel how cool that is?

Of course, I never said it wasn't amazing. I just feel so... Fragile.

>getting beaten up by a frail junkie

literally lmaoing @ ur life nerd

>feels fragile because of anatomy
>not because of biochemistry and the fact that it all functions off of hydrophobic effects

Pussy

>all junkies are frail
>t. guy not having to live near junkies

Yeah sure..
I wish I could afford better neighbours but whatever.