Serious question, please no trolls.
Is falling in love a worthwhile investment for a girl? My last relationship I had was very intense and the ending was extremely brutal (he cheated) and set me back a couple of months. After the end, I managed to use up all my free time from being single and focused it into becoming successful. Two years later, I'm a millionaire (combo of crypto, real estate, online businesses).
It feels good to have all the money I want, but sometimes I feel very empty. I recently stalked my ex the other day and saw he had a new girlfriend. She works as a sales rep at H&M and he's a server at a Chinese restaurant. A part of me feels really bad, because they're probably happier together being poor than I am alone with all of my success. I see a lot of other girls my age around me having fun talking about the guys they are seeing and going out on the weekends and having fun, and I get jealous. I'm wondering if I spent my early twenties wrong.
tl;dr, Focused all my energy on accumulating money and success. Still not happy. Did I fuck up?