Al/ck/

no seizures due to benzo addiction edition

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>not using the official al/ck/ cover image
Begone with the sacrilege, heathen

I was raised in one of the typical ways of an American in the late 80s early 90s where you were told by well off Boomer parents you could grow up to do whatever you want, you were pretty special etc.
I think one of the reasons I never socialized that well with girls was because I never had a sister or any siblings for that matter. I was an only son. I was never made to work, only go to school. I thought of getting summer jobs in late high school and my parents were like "Nah, you don't have to do that, you don't want to do that." I graduated highschool without ever having had a gf. There was a girl that I liked a lot but she was literally passed around by two of my best friends right in front of me.
I started to use alcohol at the beginning of college, but by the end of college when I graduated on top of failing to hook up with even just this one chick who was throwing herself at me for a long time, I just went full blown drunk after that. I'm not blaming anyone, I made all of my own choices, but that's just how my thing has gone in life so far.
There is text that was left out of this but I didn't copy my own post all the way when the thread was deleted from pol.

It doesn't always have to be used to be completely honest. Forgotten, it shouldn't be. But used every time? Nah, that doesn't always have to happen.

Day 4 of sobriety.
So far so good
I can have a drink at Day 7

>when the thread was deleted from pol.
What are you talking about? Back to your containment board.

2 weeks off booze.
Now addicted to lorazepam.
Only the drunk shall know peace from this hell.

You don't understand. I saw that there was a thread about how you should stop poisoning yourself on there, and I wanted to talk to them to see what they would say since I'd only talked about booze on r9k and ck before.

There was some kind of connection thing and I didn't copy my whole post properly which is a shame because it explained some other key points, but I'm drunk.

Get real help. i.e. not Veeky Forums

It's not all or nothing then? I mean, if I have one drink one day, the next day I will have three, by the third day I'll typically be unconscious, marinating in a puddle of piss, blood and assorted whore effluvia in a jail cell.