Al/ck - Alcoholic General

Kek, I thought you found some VHC tapes of an obscure TV show or something that reminded you of a better past so you're curling up with a blanket and watching it, hence the pic.

Sorry to hear than man, I'm pretty off my head right now but I'm trying to send a Bro hug telepathically
I hope things work out for you my man

Haha well your half right fella

>Drown my last drink
>Rush to bed to fall asleep while still buzzed
>Didn't
>Now stuck awake for 9 hours unbuzzed until I get alc

Know that feel

Can weed cure alcoholism?

No but LSD can

When I used to smoke I always had to drink or take a pill with it, the one thing was never enough. Guess that's the addict in me. Anyways yeah it can, if you're not so far gone that you become addicted to anything that even slightly numbs the pain of living life.

IDK. I don't enjoy feeling high so it's not a viable replacement for me.
But the past few times I smoked it I had a lot of introspective thoughts about myself. Made me feel ashamed and that I'm a fucking terrible person, which has successfully made me almost completely stop drinking.

This is correct (kind of)

Yes. I switched from booze to pot a year ago.
I'm still addicted, it makes me an idiot, but there's no terrible withdrawals, I can do shit during the day before I smoke, and it's relatively easy to stop.

i was like them for a while
smoked so much,
nack in the bottle now though, feel like a lost cause atm.
started AA again.....

whats up guys, checking in and about to crack the first drink of the day.

hello
im on a mix of booze, and other substances
things are getting weird in my head
how are you?

Doing alright, I had a really good day at work, didn't have any alcohol the whole time I was there.

How are you?

im happy you had a good day friendo
i was really sad before i starteddrinking etc after work. it was kinda nice working in the nive weather yhough. i have a couple of days off now and i intend to take whatever i have left drug wise before i go to hospital, out of booze now and im gonna do my best to stop and not buy more.

I ain't no alcoholic and i was just browsing the catalog when i saw this thread but i just wanted to say keep up your efforts guys, whatever is it that put you in this situation you can get out of it.

Thanks senpai.

>before i go to hospital

You ok man? Sounds like you've got some serious issues going on. I hope you get better quickly

i dunno senpai im going for a biospy/scans and stuff related to that, dunno what will happen but im pretty uneasy about it. bad experiemces in hospital whe n i was young and cutting loads makes me never want to go to a hospital again

thanks man, ill try to keep my motivation high

The drinking was making me fat so I have cut what calories I could by no longer eating. Just cheap wine now.

Well for what its worth I hope it goes well. One of those shitty life experiences

onto drink numbero deuce

cheers senpai
ill join ya on another drink

You think collegues could tell if I went for a couple drinks at the pub during my lunch break?

Yes.
You're not as good as hiding it as you think. Just like the rest of us.

alcohol doesn't even make me feel happy just less sad.only time i ever felt happy was when i got high on adderall but the withdraw was not worth it.

they will figure it ut

im similar
itsa sad state of aggirs

You know that's retarded, right?
Take multivitamins at least.

I hope you don't have an opiate tolerance, because it'll get painful.

Ah shit. Nevermind, won't bother then.

I'm planning on doing the same thing, fasting with amphetamines while getting some calories from alcohol and getting multivitamins + b1

>3 days sober
>have 0,5 L vodka left

Life is a bliss

I like to think that I can hide being drunk after a few drinks.
But you're likely right

The problem is that people seem to like me more.

Anyone out there? Getting drunk and making spaghetti, it's goin b gud.
I'm dreading cleaning my entire house tomorrow, but I offered someone a place to stay when passing through and they Calle do my bluff and are also bringing their fucking mom. Thank Christ it's recycling day tomorrow otherwise I would be fucked. I've been living in squalor.
At least I have sketti.

*called my bluff
Shiiid

Put on music or an audiobook and cleaning is fun.
I actually look forward to cleaning because it's an excuse to listen to my audiobook

Yes, they seem to like you more when you drink.

Just like the rest of us think that when we drink.

I mean I'm not THAT drunk
But they keep talking to me.
If they didn't like who they were talking to, they can just walk away

I actually have a SWEET home audio system and that's what I usually do.
Ever since I've picked up drinking a handle a day I've become one of those fags that just waits until it gets TOO bad and then marathon cleans everything. It's ruined my resolve.

I had a nightmare that my nephew ignored the meal I made for him and just ate all of my cheese, which is possible I guess. I don't know why it woke me up though.

I had a nightmare about my roommate being bobby shmurda and it was the weirdest fucking thing I've ever experienced.
It wasn't even a nightmare, like he and I were cool, he bought me a new car, but then his hood shenanigans started to become too much.
I woke up and remembered he was sentenced to 117 years in prison and then went back to my sweaty sheets.
m.youtube.com/watch?v=pBXniiEgmMk

Is having crazy dreams while sober a thing?
Because it keeps happening
>night before last
>dreamt I was a vampiress' thrall, but like willing, and it felt good to be fed upon. And then vampire hunters came and I had to defend my master
>last night
>lived on an ocean planet
>to go somewhere I had to dive underneath the sea with a waterscooter and go through these rings for a long time while underwater in the endless sea (I'm afraid of the ocean)
>same night different dream
>on this alien planet with my exploration buds
>come across an alien spacecraft
>it's full of xenomorphs
>there's one human survivor, a woman
>there's this alien escape pod that needs a specific requirement to launch
>keep dying in the dream trying to launch this pod, and that's like normal and part of the experience, the survivor has been dying for years trying to launch the pod
>figure out everyone needs to be unconscious to launch the pod
>release gas into the pod and try to fall asleep (while I'm dreaming) and hope the pod launchs

Then I woke up.
Nice blog, right?

The rum that I buy has a metal cap
If you grab it too hard it bends and you can't screw it on back right again

Fuck, I just did it

I don't know if this is a normal "style" of alcoholism or not but, i don't day drink, the day i start that i'm fucked, but i usually start around 7ish O'clock. But once I start I have about 4 shots back to back then about 4 more with in the next 25-35 minutes then I get comfy

That's kinda like my style.
Incidentally 7 o'clock is my "It's ok to drink" time too.
I wonder why they're both the same

Anyways, I do rum and cokes. Double shot. Starting out once every half hour and slowing to every hour for the next 5 or 6 hours.

From what I understand it's a symptom of minor withdrawals.
Any reformed people here that would care to chime in about when that shit stops? Not withdrawals entirely, just the manic dreams.

I kinda like those crazy dreams.
It gives me an excuse to sleep more on my sober days

Yeah its great, the only reason I even have a job is that I dont day drink and the only reason i dont do that is because deep down im afraid to die because i have problems with heart arrhythmias and my doctor told me to stop drinking but i never let up, so hopefully one night i drop dead.

I like them sometimes, but the real bitch is that I can only sleep for like 20 mins- an hour TOPS. So I have like 15 of them a night and can barely keep track, I have to get up and walk around to tell the difference between them and reality. They're so immersive.

I usually sleep the entire night through.
But I know the feeling of having reality blur.
Though that may be my own metal weakness
I remember when I was a teenager and perfect sober I thought my mom killed herself and believed it till morning.

Dreams can fuck you up

They don't like you more when you drink, it's a mind trick. What's actually happening is that alcohol makes you like THEM more. You probably interact more and since they respond to the interaction you think it's making people like you.

>What's actually happening is that alcohol makes you like THEM more.
This is true

But like I said, wouldn't they just... Walk away?
They often do when I'm sober

Hi al/ck/, so i recently started really starting to drink (up til this point I've been a bit spooked by it since my dad's side of the family has 2 generations of alcoholism and I've been going through a rough patch in my life this year, but I finally decided to get over my shit), I don't have more then 3 drinks a night, weather I go out or stay home, and I don't drink outside of weekends. I've found I'm not a big fan of beer but I do like bourbon and that vodka fucks me up pretty fast. I was wondering if you guys had any reccomendations for drinks I should give a try

They can sense that you like them more. People are really good at reading each other.

It means you're getting good sleep m8, when you drink until you black out your not getting REM sleep so you're not dreaming.

Is that why in my binge sober sober binge life that my sober nights I sleep hard and fast with lots of dreams?

Just mix vodka with Gatorade

I've tried this before
It tastes like SHIT

Yes

That's not the point

I'll put ~4 shots in a 28 oz bottle

Salt and booze just does not mix
It tastes so bad. Even if you fuck up the ratio.

aw nice

that story made me lol user, cheer up anyway things could be worse

Visited my mormon grandma didn't drink for 3 days.
Now i got home and I'm getting very drunk tonight

This

Day 4 always results in horrific nightmares for me. Last about 4 days.

Then stop because I always relapse after

quit now before you're aged 33 with liver cirrhosis, insomnia, an empty bank account and a house being foreclosed. Seriously. Quit while you can.

I made it to 23 without drinking
I wish I was just a square faggot who never drank
I mean the end would be the same
I'm alone with no friends
But if I never drank, I'd have so much more money

Not one second of sleep for, uh, I'm too tired to remember how many nights. Still being pumped full of these "vitamins" which look like toxic waste, Still on a ward with a million other people, so no chance of dealing with the ferocious WD horniness, while surrounded by like 15 fit as fuck nurses. Still in WD even on 160mg of Librium daily. Two people have died within 15 feet of me in 24 hours, the lights are on 24/7, it's noisy as FUCK 24/7, I'm shitting blood 20 times a day even though I haven't eaten a damn thing, the shaking is so bad that I'm having to post using voice recognition while hiding in a toilet which has no lock, there's a suicidal junkie who keeps going batshit in the middle of the night and trying to kick doors down before being sedated and restrained, E V E R Y T H I N G hurts, there's no tv/radio here, my phone's data allowance is shit so you guys, with thumbnails hidden, is all the entertainment I've got and I've just been holding in a fart for two hours.
Nearly two more weeks of this.

GIVE ME ALCOHOL

Shit nigger
Get some sleep and tell someone to bring you paper books

>Mainlining vape juice
That's that good shit

>scraped by a rusty nail
At least ill be on painkillers in the hospital while dying of tetanus right
Faster than booze

>implying I have a 'someone'
Everyone I've ever known hates me because of my retarded booze problem. Either that or live hours from me. Nope, I'm simply screwed. Without these threads I think I'd simply jump out of a window, IV pipes and bags still attached - flowing behind me on the three-storey descent, still wearing nothing but a hospital gown and wrist tags, and run to the nearest booze shop before downing a litre on their doorstep.
It is conceivable that the shopkeeper might consider the possibility that I have a mild/moderate issue with alcohol.

Maybe I really shouldn't drink any more.

>Went thru 2 mickey's 24 oz cans.
>Making super bomb pasta
>gf too sleepy to get up to try my pasta
> work at 2pm pst tomorrow so plenty of time to sober up
> mfw i got this tattoo recently to remind me about balance and moderation
Inb4: tattoos=degenerate

Mfw i guess

Anyone heard from Smirnoff bro? It's Misha and I wonder if he's still alive.

What a gay tattoo

I usually have nightmares when withdrawing, and crazy dreams when starting sobriety. It takes a few weeks to go back to normal.
It's the brain adjusting new chemical balance.

>Nearly two more weeks of this.
Withdrawals shouldn't last this long, you'll feel better with less shakes and some sleep.
Keep it up bro.
I hope you find a way to have a wank.

>Misha
Who?
Looks like he went off the deep end again, last I heard he was back on 2-3 bottles a day and ordering drugs. This was a few days ago, haven't seen much of him since then

Heres a (you)

Those are vit. B. The concentrated liquid is very yellow.

Oh I'm some girl he likes trying to do a welfare check

How do you know he posts here? Genuine question - can't imagine anyone talking about this place irl.

I was actually googling to do DMCA notices and got a hit from Veeky Forums fell down the rabbit hole and recognised him

>horrific, blood-curdling, true-terror SCREAMING coming from ward next to mine for like 15 mins last night
>toes curl imagining wtf she's detoxing from, the shit she's seeing, the fear she's feeling, the hell she's in
>starts again 20 mins ago, still screaming now, as if Satan himself is tearing her colon to shreds with a white hot, 40 inch devil dick
>ask nurse wtF is going on
>"nobody will take her outside so she can smoke a cig"

Oh dear, what did he do to you? Is his life really in as big a mess in reality as he makes out here?

Fucking pussy.

I don't know him IRL but I'd say it is

I worked in a hospital for a while, there are some fucking crazy people in there. You even saw people smoking through their tracheotomys while hooked up to oxygen tanks that were right next to them. And all the diabetics that wouldn't stop eating like shit and drinking soda slowly losing their legs and their sight but doing fuck all about it despite having plenty of opportunity to.

How are you doing user?

Poor guy. Wonder when he will pop up again. Good luck in your search anyway

Thanks! If you see him first tell him to email that porn star