Why havent you suicide yet?

>good life

Too paranoid about YHWH

I will day anyways, I may experience interesting stuff before it
I've got books, music, oxycodone, lsd and sexy girls

AHAHA
thats...thats why? you should reconsider.

>killing yourself at the end of the world
Why would you end it just when stuff finally gets interesting? Seriously, the only legit not-gay reason to commit suicide is chemichal inbalance in the brain

It's too selfish

>Seriously, the only legit not-gay reason to commit suicide is chemichal inbalance in the brain
And it's the most aesthetic act a person can do

It would be cool to do harakiri

Too many books I still want to read.

Honestly, couldn't tell you. Couldn't tell you.

>/adv

The plan needs to be perfect so it's like I just disappear.

Because I don't want my enemies to have the last word. Though they probably will wind up having worst than the last word if they haven't already.

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Its there, ever day, nagging on me to do it. Its always been there for as long as i can remember. Its become a part of whom i am and learned to live with it. I wouldnt say its pleasant, and it doesnt get better, in fact, it's getting worse as days go. Im starting to get afraid of my own thoughts. Its an endless cycle of thoughts, its my own maze to find happiness. Except theres no exist. I just keep running, looking for a source of light, a stray of happiness that it will be better.

y/e, end if diary desu

Waiting to get a gun

I must discover my purpose in this era of great suffering and transformation.

I'm too indecisive

Death isn't aesthetic it's embarrassing.

Pretty much the same here. Current time is getting interesting and I'm curious to see what happens.

Same. I can't even decide what shirt to wear in the morning without regretting it as soon as it's put on. How am I supposed to decide whether I should live or die?

Yeah if it's not by your own hand

I'm gonna die anyway and our time on this earth is really very short so why the fuck would i want to die sooner than when i absolutely have too? lol.

because I don't want to

getting assassinated is the best way to go

I have fun things to experience still.

No good roofbeams in my apartment and I'm too introvert to do it any other place.

Better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all basically. I wouldn't say that there are no circumstances under which I would kill myself, but I would prefer to have more experiences. I mean, suppose you find yourself single after having been a bachelor for many years; would you want to undo or erase every failed relationship you'd had up to that point?

why haven't you found some evil people to eliminate before killing yourself? all these sad bastards offing themselves without providing a bit of service before they cash out.

You're not the only one. I unironically enjoy life.

I have decided to embrace my struggle for self-fulfillment; to appreciate my suffering, not resent it; and to challenge my capacity to endure the world and my self

Do you have any idea how shameful it is for parents to have their kid kill himself? Jesus, if you're so fed up with everything go out in style, become a serial rapist before suiciding by cop, at least have your dad think "well, I guess he wasn't such a spineless faggot as I thought he was"

want to play new monster hunter game

>suicide
>spineless
Nice meme

I don't have ny quick and easy way of doing it (such as shooting myself in the head).
I've tried before and failed, obviously. After that, i decided just to let life go through me until it becomes unbereable, and then i'll try again. I'm just here to see what happens.
I'm not afraid of death and i'm prepared for whatever is after life.

I'm waiting until my dog dies first. The idea of leaving him behind hurts.

I have a shitton of books to read, yo, I can't be killing myself yet

I was quoting a hypothetical dad

I need to write a few books first, so that I can be remembered as a doomed and tragic hero when Romanticism gets popular again.

Thought about it for a while. Pushed through. After finally looking back at that time, I realized it was a faggy idea t b h.

I'd rather just lay down and rot, than actively commit suicide.

suicide is the proof that your life was as worthless as you thought it was.

Tried it. Very slow and uncomfortable. The dehydration starts getting to you about the same time as the bed sores. If you drink water, then you go the slow way of starvation, and that takes longer, and you still have to drag yourself up to go to the bathroom every so often, because just lying in your own filth -- while it would undoubtedly hasten your death through infection -- is actually a very unappealing prospect and not worth it.

I don't know.

>exagitate
That is not even a real word. It sounds like something a black Israelite would say

Wait a sec, the way that the dude holding the guns is wrong! if it as a suicide the gund should be on the other hand. What the fuck?

So many books I still need to read.

Life is such short blink of eternity that it doesn't make that much of a difference if I do or don't, and I may as well stay around as long as I can for the cool stuff that happens. Also I'm postponing the chance that I'm going to hell.

I have.

I haven't finished my meme masterpiece yet