Woke up at 6AM

>woke up at 6AM
>played call of duty until 1PM
>shitposted on Veeky Forums and /r9k/ until now
>4 pages into Infinite Jest

Don't be a pest
Bin that Jest

>woke up at 11AM
>sat outside and read 53 pages of The Star King
>went inside and rewatched Last of the Mohicans
>spent next few hours shitposting on /tv/ /int/ /r9k/

Woke up this morning desperation A.M.
What I've been saying won't say them again
My head's not empty, it's full with my brain
The thoughts I'm thinking
Like piss down a drain

And I feel like a beetle on its back
And there's no way for me to get up
Love'll get you like a case of anthrax
And that's something I don't want to catch

Ought to control what I do to my mind
Nothing in there but sunshades for the blind
Only yesterday I said to myself
The things I'm doing are not good
For my health

"Love crops up quite a lot as something to sing about
Cos most groups make most of their songs about falling in love
Or how happy they are to be in love
You occasionally wonder why these groups do sing about it all the time -
It's because these groups think there's something very special about it
Either that or else it's because everybody else sings about it and always has
You know to burst into song you have to be inspired
And nothing inspires quite like love

These groups and singers think that they appeal to everyone
By singing about love because apparently everyone has or can love
Or so they would have you believe anyway
But these groups seem to go along with what, the belief
That love is deep in everyone's personality
I don't think we're saying there's anything wrong with love
We just don't think that what goes on between two people
Should be shrouded with mystery."

Love'll get you like a case of anthrax
And that's something I don't want to catch
Love'll get you like a case of anthrax
And that's something I don't want to catch

>tfw finished part one of Crime and Punishment
I'm making progress and I'm happy :)

>read half of "lincoln in the bardo" today

good feel

>i get up in the morning to the beat of the drum
>i get up to this feeling, keeps me on the run.
>i get up in the morning, put my dreams away,
>i get up, i get up, i get up again.

>woke up at 8:30
>went in to work for 4 hours (a bit of a waste, but money is money)
>sitting in front of my computer right now but wondering what book to read next

Of Human Bondage, Invisible Cities, or The Elementary Particles?

Just Finished Confederacy of Dunces (second reading) Last night before bed.

Blood Brothers making a kafka reference :)
Screamo sucks

>4 hours
Why aren't you working 12 hour shifts 6 days a week?

monday/tuesday is my weekend was just helping my boss. That pic made me laugh a bit fuck those fatties

>Wake up
>Read the Greeks
>Go to English 201 class
>Peer review day, did my topic on the relation between Greek philosophy, state and art, 18pgs
>No one gives a fuck
>Go to the gym
>Come home, do whatever drug I didn't do yesterday
>Read poetry and listen to music
>Coming down, watch violent porn until 2am, pass out
>Repeat until I run out of money from my dead grandparents
Everydaay is a winding roooad

Not Veeky Forums
Sage and report

>wake up
>put on a little make up

>i get up get up but the day is ruined again

>turns in an 18pg paper when it really only needed to be 5
Who are you flexing for?

>not lit
well well well well, user. Looks like someone on Veeky Forums can't read

>wake up 6.40-ish
>check emails, texts to see if i have dogsitting work, etc.
>walk dogs for an hour, get coffee from cart
>write some
>come online to shitpost on Veeky Forums
>it's 10am here
>driving lesson later

>inb4 underage b&, severely epileptic as teenager and learning to drive later in life

>infinite jest
everyone point and laugh

Future user in his space-ship in 500 years reading one of the million writings made by us uneventful middle-children of history.

So I guess being early to rise doesn't make a man wise.

>Get up 12 am
>Already missed half of my classes
>Go to meaningless mechanics classes because I fell for the STEM meme as a teenager
>Get home and try to study since I'm about to fail uni but instead daydream about life If I had pursued a career in the humanities until now

>turns in an 18pg paper when it really only needed to be 5

When I was at uni, we were given a strict word count and we were only allowed to turn in papers that were within a margin of 10% over or under the word count. If we'd handed in something 13 pages longer than it ought to have been, we'd have been given an F.

>mfw pursuing a career in the humanities just like I always wanted to as a kid
>nothing personal... engineer

Godamnit guys

>woke up this morning 7am
>went to my class
>got home, prepared breakfast
>finished writing an essay
>did laundry
>cleaned apartment
>finished homework
>about to begin other homework

All in all I'd say pretty productive.

Woke up in the morning feeling like P. Diddy

>woke up at 12pm
>lay in bed staring at the ceiling for 30 minutes
>light cigarette and lay it in an ashtray on a disheveled nightstand
>let it act as candlesmoke to fill the room in a nicotine haze
>read a bit before finally urging myself out of bed to eat
>apply for jobs, check the calendar and realize it’s been 2 years since I graduated and I’m already 26
>smoke a cigarette during application to calm my anxieties
>parents not home yet and our rural neighborhood in nowheresville, Dakotas is empty
>walk my dog nowhere in particular to let the biting cold sting me a bit for no particular reason
>read some more after getting home, slumped on the couch this time
>mother calls, wants to know what I’m interested in for dinner
>her choice
>she brings home takeout Thai, which I eat in my bedroom. The box quickly becomes a makeshift scented ashtray afterwards
>forgot to take medication earlier, take it now just to be safe
>doctor already bitched at me once for slacking on SSRI’s
>read on and on and on until around 4am when I finally go to bed
>drift off to sleep dreaming of far away countries and cities I’ve never seen with my own eyes
>landscapes formed from memories of flickering OLED pixels entertain my unconscious mind until I wake up and repeat the same routine
I need something to wake up for, to take seriously.

I'm in a similar position user, really tired of being a parasitic NEET. I haven't worked in two years, dropped out of school, have barely any friends and am still a virgin. Mornings are the worse because I have nothing to wake up for. Deluding yourself into thinking you'll use all this free time for something great won't work for most people. I need some type of structure in my life to get me out of bed. Been applying for some part time jobs around me and I'm trying to go back to school to rebuild my life. I'm happy I noticed myself moving on a unsavory path at an early age, I still have time

Go outside. Reading at home sucks.

>wake up at 10am for 10am lecture
>roll in at 11
>everybody's chinese and the only english girl told me she was ditching class today
>lecturer gives me a cheeky smile when she asks why I was late
>well, you know me dontcha ;) :p
>freak out about essays all day because i'm behind on my reading
>wonder why i'm studying a sociology masters because i don't care about power; just wanna learn more about why people use social media to advance my career in digital meme marketing which was quite enjoyable all things considered
>go home to my studio alone and cry
>go to the gym and feel better
>come here and shitpost

Could be worse. At least you weren't shitposting on /pol/ anywhere in that time.

>want to read several thousand page novels
>am going to instead read some novellas or some 300-400 page novels instead over the next two months to complete my autistic goodreads reading challenge

So you're enjoying it? A few people (women) have recommended it to me, but I wasn't sure it if would pass the Veeky Forumsmus test.

Read Invisible Cities, it's easy and fun. OHB > TEP.

IKTF. M-maybe if I go to grad school employers will notice me...

>wake up at 10am
>realize i have assignment due at 2 i've only half started
>pick up trusty copy of the iliad, re-read books 1 and 4
>mfw helen is still a roastie whore
>read kill all normies by angela nagle
>make a normie meme for my university meme group, rake in the likes
>shitpost on Veeky Forums
>haven't done any of my homework for the past two weeks

>got up at 9am
>raining like hell
>read 50 pages of Don Quixote
>looked for work for half an hour and sent a few emails
>get a couple emails back from past employers telling me they declined my application
>savings are dwindling
>rent is rising
>less and less hope every day
>used to be suicidal, now i keep living on purely out of spiteful anger and the pursuit of knowledge
>even if i'm evicted and all of my material wealth is taken, nothing can ever conquer my subjectively immortal will
>there is no memory that time does not erase, no pain not ended by death
>i remain