Does Veeky Forums have an artistic muse?

Does Veeky Forums have an artistic muse?

I did up to recently. It was a girl that I met in an art class. We just spoke casually about our lives and literature. After a few months of talking and spending time together she made an offhand comment about a bad sexual experience she had had the other day. The depth of the pain I felt upon hearing that was ineffable. I couldn't believe she was the type of girl who would have sexual encounters with men before marriage, who would buy in to the replaceable nature of modern relationships. I had everything planned out -- the route we'd take on our travels through Europe, where I would propose to her, where we'd get married, our house in Vermont, the cozy evenings we'd spend together reading near the fireplace in silence, etc. -- and she ruined it all with just one sentence. I've been ignoring her since that encounter. I doubt I'll talk to her again. On the bright side, however, I now have the emotional fuel I need to complete my magnum opus.

you seem to have an autistic muse

I'm too disillusioned to muse 3D women.

Tell me this: what justification do autists have not to go on rampages when the ONE thing that makes life bearable for normal people (social & romantic relationships) is denied them?

That's just it, they're not 'normal people'. You would know this if you weren't normalshit.

Yeah, they're not normal, so why shouldn't they take revenge on society?

I am not autistic, but I do not deny you this rage. I think it is justified. the social contract is broken. you'd give them a good life, dedication, take care of their needs, and the freedom they havebeen granted they use to gratify instinctual desires

go take out your rage then. I'm not gonna stop you

the reason people like you lost control is that you never actually take out your rage. not my fault. do it, faggot

Because they can find contentment or distraction in things not 'normal'?

I can't. I've been depressed since I was 10 years old ever when I came to the realization than 1. I would be forced to work, being effectively a slave and 2. I would never get to experience friendship, sex, or a romantic relationship

I'm assuming since you're the same guy as OP since there are three posters and you wouldn't respond to your own post. Haven't you found some contentment in your literature? You're writing a magnum opus, shouldn't that keep you busy?

I am going to take out my rage, but I'm going to make it a much grander assemblage and spectacle than just a simple school shooting. I refuse to let society contain my immanence, and any and all attempts to contain me. I embrace the incomprehensible exteriority, the fulminating nihilism of this hostile world scrubbed free of all meaning. I am a schizoautistfascist warmachine not from this world but penetrating you from the outside. I am the first bard of the internet, the voice of the frogboys and pepe kids who thirst for annihilation, millions will follow me and we will go to war against this psychiatric managerial society of control and we will end it all, for all time.

BAUDELAIRE GIVE ME STRENGTH

I think this thread took a bad direction.

>Does Veeky Forums have an artistic muse?
Yeah, I started drawing 2 years ago and although I'm not "good" yet I'm at a decent enough level where I can design stuff and actually make things look how I want them to look. I've been envisioning my muse for years and years; I was finally able to bring her to life just 3 months ago. I have her drawn out from a bunch of different angles and every morning I draw out a quick little scene of her before writing a short story of her and her day. She is the perfect muse and will be the subject of my magnum opus.

No, I used to write for women but they're all ungrateful whores who don't deserve my poetic musings.

Only from my memories. I'm in college now and every girl is a whore and therefore useless.

>tfw no childhood friend gf who has never been in another relationship before and you'll remain together loyal and commited for life

you’re such a faggot creep lol

You mean a waifu? Yeah.

t. seething soycialist

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK UOU DELET ETHIS NOWWW

you’re the definition of an evil person and you don’t realize it, flames are waiting for you user do you hear your peers screaming for you?

Does my own self-hatred count?

obsessed

>10
>thinking about sex
negroid? or abused as a kid?

You didnt have sex ed in the 5th grade? They do where I live.

>I couldn't believe she was the type of girl who would have sexual encounters with men before marriage
You dun goofed. Women have too much dick thrown at them to avoid sexual encounters. Adjust your expectations before they cripple you

This manga/anime fucked me up real bad

>come in thinking I might find a heartfelt thread about personal motivation
>it's a women are whores/autism/my frustration entails blame thread

This is satire right?

You sound like a Robert to me.

Society owes you nothing beyond an education and basic civil rights you libtard fuck, you have no right to revenge upon it unless it fails to deliver these to you. Everything else you have to do yourself or else rely on the kindness of others like a parasite because virtually everything else is easily obtainable if you can be arsed to put in some effort unless you live in a communist regime. I don't understand this entitlement you liberal fucks think you have to women and money, if you can't get it you don't deserve it, end of story.

>pretending that most angry incels aren't cut from the /pol/ cloth
>pretending that the "red pill" isn't an attempt to frame sexual frustration in a larger sociohistorical context
>pretending that right wing politics aren't predicated on sexual insecurity

go right on back, friend.

Not him but what did it have to do with politics? Seems like his anger is more towards human nature in general rather than a particular society or system.

>expecting any feelings from Veeky Forums that aren't tfw no gf
Don't set yourself up for disappointment, friend.

i love this board

I wish idealizing a beautiful girl was somewhat realistic, I feel crushed knowing even my purest campus or bus stop waifus have had multiple sexual partners- it's their fault I'm unfulfilled romantically, because to capitulate would be to give up the last fantasy separating me from the reality of complete failure. And to even think of dragging down my romantic idealization to the realm of base sensuality, fumbling and damaging it like some child, no thanks

lol imagine being a an effette bourgeois pseud who tells people their interests are “literature” and then when your opprotunity to attack THE ENEMY arises you make something like this post. can you EBIN imagine being that pathetic? Also do any of you realize every flacid attempt to deflect the rw emboldens them? you realize when you have 19 year old 3.0 English major idiots doing your culture war the idiots you hate become stronger with every little victory?

>Society owes you nothing beyond an education and basic civil rights
Our civil rights are not given to us by society, they are imbued to us upon birth. Given to us by our creator or nature, take your pick. Society gives you nothing, if you do not have your basic civil rights they have been taken from you and you have been wronged.
I pray this is a flaseflag

I'm a fascist, society has failed to give us our birthright, feel free to steal and kill as much as you want.

I'm not interested in literature. You seem confused.

oh thank god, carry on then you’ve committed no sin

Adam Lanza is a good representation of the autistic mindset. A lot of us feel resentful of culture and society for indoctrinating and forcing us to take part in it. What a lot of normal people don't understand is being socially and communicatively disabled can be a lot more afflicting and damaging in this society we live in then having a physical disability. It's not like our social, romantic, or sexual desires aren't there just because we can't express them. I mean, there are low-functioning autists with a low IQ that don't care about these things, but high-functioning autists are cursed with self-awareness while also knowing how impotent we are and how we'll never be normal. How do you think normal people would feel if their ability to fulfill these things were taken away for them? For many people, its the one thing thaf makes life worth living. It's no coincidence the suicide rate among autistic people is so much higher.

delet this

That mango literally changed my life, for the better, thankfully.

They're not normal, therefor have no need for the normal. Anything else is delusion, or a pretense of autism.