Write what’s on your mind

I'm trying to get over the fact that literature is free from moral culpability

I sat down to write something and I just spent an hour watching a blank page.

Yes.

try doing that but for 10 years

Can I kill myself afterwards?

ate too many sweets. will go on a diet starting wednesday. looking forward to some comfy reads during my time off.

those are good pics, I like them, they are like spry girls doing mouth stuff, which is an odd comfort to me in this my slightly old age

I feel like everything I do and say can be traced back to some form of narcissism. Even writing this comment I feel like venting my petty frustrations on an anonymous imageboard somehow makes me a better person because I can admit to my faults. And that the last phrase I wrote shows that I'm "self aware" and that somehow makes me better than other people.

I set these unattainable perfectionist standards for myself that are meant for men much greater than I, and by doing that I implicitly state that I'm somehow a greater person than I actually am.

I could keep going but I think you get the idea.

There's always so much to read before you can begin being meaningfully creative in a particular field.

Why have I lost the will to read? Have I burnt out? I was so strong a year ago.

i hurt people emotionally and have stopped feeling the remorse necessary for it

Some user brought up common sense in another thread. Got to thinking: Objectivism is literally the common sense philosophy just with the metaphysical and epistemological why of it all explained.
Common Sense+Meta=Objectivism
Remember this. (I say to myself for future use)

I wish I were gay I fucking hate women

what color lingerie do guys like best!?!?!?!

never going to buy expensive lingerie because i doubt the guy notices and it gets taken off way too quickly within a blink sometimes. pointless. also what theeee heeeckkk color?!?!?!?!?!?!!?@#@@#$!@#$!?@#$?!@#?$!?!?!?!?!

there's white, pink, black, red, different shades of red, other kinds like a mixture or purple or every color really???? :( which one is the best?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? from a guys perspective?!

and whats the point in trying to look for other options if theyre all sold out in the proper style or size. pointless.....

i will find my holy grail unknown website one day, that has a magical treasure box of finds nobody knows!

Get the kind that doesn't impede access to your nether regions. That is if you're not just some mentally ill larper.

i said what color not what kind.............-_------;;;;;;;................... i need some water.

i'm just asking, is there a superior/supreme color out there? like which do you (if you had taste) -- which would you like / do guys like? the most???!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

i know there's a lot so i'll give you a few, rank in order of preference please! :)

black, red, pink, white. which in order?!

Huhu i get some christmas tree ornaments twinkleing

My lawn looks like shit right now.

jesus im one ugly motherfucker

Why is everyone's idea of enlightenment different and why does one address all the different ideas instead of going ahead and being an asshole and added some new amalgamation of views contradictory to some other respectable guys?

For example God is mind means something very different from God is death and so on. There's this idea pleasure is like a square root of energy which is a square root of sentience and the more conceptual your activity becomes the more you do of mind and enlightenment is that and if you don't get there the enlightened one doesn't regard you as one who even exists at all so there you go. there's the idea that it's just acceptance of "what is" which is more zen but buddhists appropriate it too. there's another idea it's just of one phenomena in the pantheistic whole that has both secular and enlightened parts but neither of those properties are intrinsic to any of the things in that entirety; they are just transcendent awareness (or lack of) actors of all morality and skill possess in a secret unprovable way. I see this as compatible with the first idea enlightenment is just mind but not at all with the zen thing and also all these other ideas like you just let go but care or it's going to be subjective to the possibilities of the agent or whatever whatever whatever I just wish someone would reconcile all these competing schisms or try to you can add a solipsistic layer that says whatever you believe all that matters is its yours and you do like fuck man can't you idiots integrate anything

basically* unprovable. (you can prove anything with adderall)

also alan watts is so stupid i don't even feel the slightest disposition to anger when i remember he exists maybe that's how everything goes down the drain as you get older

pure math was a mistake

. goodreads.com/work/quotes/1434368-the-portrait-of-a-lady

I don't even have the motivation to name my files correctly anymore if I wanted. Will I get the energy back by the summer or am going to go back to typing random keys at this rate?

What direction are you suppose to take with in existing in time when existing in time is bullshit?

Does it bother anybody there is no such thing as pure consistency? Nothing is constant not even your eternal soul even 'sometimes' (within the scope practically relevant to a mature individual). There's no platonic thing that always exists in its own right """for itself"""

Impossible. The mind is intagible, you can't have anything on it.

haha this

black, white, or unoffensive pastels
black on pale girls with dark hair is the goat

Hidden so deep in a veil of deceit
is a concave shape of proud fatigue
wearily throwing forward soft useless limbs
and draging her draconic head behind.

I hate gays and lesbians.

I can’t stop thinking, thinking, thinking. It’s starting to drive me mad. I struggle to slow my thoughts down, to just be present. Am I running away from the now, from where I’ve put myself? Am I thinking to escape, or because I worry way too much about the future?? How do I make it fucking stop??

I am literally God

Get a job, go to the Gym, structure your private environment and time so that you can focus when you want to

I can't be alone, I can't write, I can't think about the future. Sometimes it feels like I don't have to do any of these things, those are the times when I'm approaching something like happiness or contentment. Now it feels like I can't escape them again.

how the fuck are you god lmao

I am worried about the future of the modern state of israel and the safety of the Jews living there. I don't think an international boycott is enough to destroy it, it wasn't boycott that brought down rhodesia and sa (this is a common misconception) & north korea survives whilst still being an international pariah state, albiet with chinese support. On top of this support from diaspora jews is still incredibl strong.

I don't think a military victory will ever be feasible against israel, at the end of the day israel has nuclear deterrence and arabs are in a worse state now than they were relative to israel in 67.

Yet it still feels bleak for israel, it seems that ground is being lost not gained. Peace talks and peace plans are a sham and never leave the table.

will i EVER catch a FUCKING break

I am seeing everyone in a happy relationship and am feeling depressed that I will never experience that kind of happiness considering how much of a shitty person I am.

Who was the laughing Buddha?

I finally found a woman who is perfect, and I am afraid I will lose her. It has been a week since we first kissed, and the feeling is growing weaker, but the worry still persists. We will probably only see each other once before I return to my home for 5 months and do not see her again. How can I make her wait for me? How do I make her retain her interest? How do I make her want me?

Red, personally I don't find that stuff attractive, I'd rather have a normal girl.

There's no reason to believe that god cares about whether or not I like to suck other men's dicks

There is nothing to be afraid of but fear itself! You can do it!

If you are referring to the Christian God, then yes, there is

I'm not referring to the christian god
If god exists it has nothing to do with any human fairy tale

Earlier today I sat in a café in order to read in a nice atmosphere
and avoid having to cook for myself; but the whole thing did not turn
out that great, as at the table just opposite of mine a very large
girl, that I more and more suspected, as time went on, to actually be
a girl (male), was telling stuff to her friends without pause and in
such a loud voice that I could clearly understand almost every
word. At first I was able force my attention on my book with some
effort, but her talking culminated in a series of stories about SHIT
and I definitely could not blank that out.

It started bad enough with her relaying that she was not able to use
public toilets, and from that a story about some five hour train
travel she’d had to endure while badly needing to take a dump, ending
in, as far as I understood, her shitting her pants some 20 meters from
home.

But she went on to tell another story, about two female friends of
hers who’d had discovered "some Korean dish called Kimchichi or so"
and subsequently eaten nothing else for days. Apparently the three of
them had been in South America for surfing, then, and one of these
friends had the runs badly from all that Kimchi and could not help
evacuating herself when they were in the water. BUT, and that was
obviously the story’s grandiose punch line, somehow the "shit
particles" had not been able to penetrade her bathing suit, and instead
completely spread out between its fabric and her skin.

After such a fitting warm-up, the girl went on to give a rather vivid
account of the contents of infamous shit-related meme videos like
Brazilian Hardcore and 2-girls-1-cup, so now I can forgo ever watching
them, thank you very much.

I believe from there she was steering towards coprophagia and amateur
porn in general, but I’d really had enough, and left. I was kind of
worried about the contents of her talk mingling with the pretty
beautiful Gracque novel I had been meaning to read, but even switching
to my second readthrough of Tao Lin’s "EEEEE EEE EEEE" did not help
the whole issue much, even though that’d make for a great punch line.

In any case, the whole incident was probably the Lord’s punishment for
me looking at parts of SVDVD’s spectacular enema yoga JAV earlier, on
Christmas of all days. I’d actually been able to strike a compromise
with myself in regards to porn consumption over the holidays, settling
on at least only watching tame, non-degenerate videos. But somehow I’d
not thought of that anymore when my glance met the SVDVD-025 entry
inside the porn folder; and honestly I’d afterwards felt pretty
bad. So bad in fact that I’m not sure I feel punished enough yet.

>If god exists it has nothing to do with any human fairy tale
An obvious logical falsity. If God exists, then human fairy tales cannot be anything *but* grounded in reality, however imperfectly.

This was funny, what is EEE EE EE tho? Is it good?

It’s Tao Lin’s first novel. Imho it’s pretty good -- original, entertaining, sad --, but Veeky Forums has always hated Tao.
(And personally I think his novels have become more and more pointlessly, unbearably depressing.)

Pretty sure I won’t have a job anymore in the coming weeks.

Another year gone by without a gf or any new friends. I'll run away from everything or kill myself if things haven't changed in two years.

I think the vast majority of philsophy is just a few autist over thinking things, and then this just leads to thousands if not millions of people dying, and it is really no different than ancient people slaughtering each other over their gods and I think America actually has the right idea of not being interested in philsophy that much at all because they never really went through any completely fucking retarded things like socialist revolutions, world wars tearing their content apart, fascist genocides, communist genocides, political concentration camps, the berlin wall, suicidal multiculturalism or anything like that.

t. 85 IQ "Aryan" Amerimutt

>America
>never did genocide
>never had political concentration camps
You're either a Slav, a teenager, retarded, or some combination of the three

I feel much the same. I can relate effing L everything to myself; ideas of reference. I'm not sure whether im an actual or Narcissist or whether im just an attractive autistic.

She's not perfect, you just have a crush. You've only been with her for a week, and I assume you hadn't known her long before that. Just pursue your feelings, in the end it will either work out or it won't and your course of action now will only have a slight bearing on the result, if any bearing at all. Especially since you're gonna be away for so long.

That's like saying we can escape all of our societal issues by simply stopping the study of sociology.

death is the only constant in everyone's life

>Peace talks and peace plans are a sham and never leave the table
Numerous offers of peace and sovereign land have been declined by arabs in the past. There will be no peace, but this is not Israel's fault.

We've known each other for a while, but I don't think I will be able to find a woman like her again if I lose her. We share so much, that can't be found where I live since I didn't grow up there. I will calm down though, you are right, I have a crush.

the united states never engaged in genocide or in the use of concentration camps for political prisoners. If you bring up the native americans or japs in WW2, then you are a brainlet

>stopping the study of sociology.
yeah, what a fucking crime that would be, huh?

Sociology, and all of social science was entirely different before jewish scholar-activists became dominant in those fields.

>stop doing things i dont like

>unironically writing this in response to the mocking of people who do nothing but protest and riot to have everything they dont like become illegal, including disagreeing with them on the basis of it being hate speech
lol

I dream of freedom, but I can only think it.
o sky! only you who listen to my desire to sin.
Can you forgive me ?!
I'm afraid, afraid to free myself,
to be alone, to go mad, then, I need others or myself?

Nah you're just finding excuses to self flagellate, while I'm not sure why you want to punish yourself I can assure you everyone's at least a little bit narcissistic and probably most are more narcissistic than yourself.

I reckon to do anything you have to have some love for yourself as a prerequisite. Like how I'm typing out this post mostly because it gives me a topic to think about and structure into a post, however I also am doing this taking pleasure from the fact that I'm a competent enough person to give potentially good advice to a stranger on the internet.

I don't know much about psychology but I do know that narcissists tend to be insecure or at least prone to neuroticism, I think that's why you're so dissatisfied with simply being capable of accusing yourself of narcissistic motivations.

Basically you should cut yourself a break because narcissism is needed to function in reasonable doses.

The way you're describing your thought pattern is like looking at a beautiful naked hooker and bending her over just to stab her anus with your finger, lick the finger and proceed to cry about how in your eyes she's covered in shit.

I hope I was helpful user.

After whom is this picture modeled? Jules Winnfield? I can't picture the original.

Yeah. This one girl comes into my job all the time, she is absolutely beautiful. I help her and we have really good conversations. I think she's married, and at night I stay up just thinking about her.

...

Bane?

Be shizoid.

It's a gift

I'm much in the same boat

She was hurt therefore loved

Shat this out in 5 minutes. Fuck me lubeless,
l/it/enants.

She has lived as memorial murk buried in the back of my head since adolescence where I let her grow and spread limp fingers dressed in tangled wish and unforeseen lust. No love. Pure hollow lust. She has drifted from a bleeding half-comprehension slowly reshaping into a loose fog colored by unreal projections, getting dimmer and granulated receeding into vacancy, into usefulness, immaterial and bludgeoned layers of distance and years of singular, rapeful longing.

same, honestly
I had been working with my therapist towards making friends and bonding with family for 4 years, but I suddenly feel okay with being entirely alone. I even see myself preferring it most of the time now. My therapist was quite surprised.

But you're never alone

I stuck in a constant state of non existence, not even spared by the uncertain fate of Schrödinger's cat. Just absent, unperceived with nothing to give proof to my existence

>unperceived with nothing to give proof to my existence
Do you even I think therefore I am

I fell for a cold-hearted bitch and made myself look like a groveling idiot when she dumped me.

She now has me blocked on everything but I still have to see the cunt every fucking day until the year ends.

It's reactionary writing
>I'm*

I don't know why I always feel the overwhelming need to escape after having sex with a woman

Schizoid is not schizophrenic

I got myself together and a girlfriend. I love her and myself and she me and herself. So why won't I believe her when she says: "I love you too"?

I have loads of ideas I think would make good novels and I do want to write them but I think it would hit too close to home with the themes being really personal to me. Also my writing and prose are really shit, I wouldnt want to waste my ideas on crap.

Love is like a rose. It's beautiful, but we all hurt ourselves with their spines when we try to take one of the rosebush

But it's worth suffering for it. Maybe it does not look like it when our rose is gone and only our wounds remain, but love is always stronger than pain.

Love you user.