>twf see attractive girl
>think I would like to go with her
>immediately realize there's no use for that
I need something more. Something beyond the immediate, not necessarily "love", or "desire for procreation"; just something else, some objective.
Any literature for this feeling?
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>gantz
>intereacting with women
It's already too late
how can someone fail so badly at writing this little text? delete your thread and try again OP
haha wow it's like you should totally explore these ideas further man, you are definitely on the right track. take a selfie because that's the face of the future world genius, the man who gave everyone the feeling.
can you believe your luck being in this guys thread? and before he is even discovered by the world. shit, put me in the screenshot future historians.
I have a similar problem in that all women for me are just particular and empirical manifestations of one primordial feminine essence that I want to have direct unmediated access to. I don't enjoy 'feeling good' as a particular and empirical man when I grasp some echoed fragment of the chthonian feminine by dating even a relatively high quality woman or having sex with a beautiful girl. I want to undertake a platonic or neoplatonic ascent through those mediated mirror forms of essential femininity existing within this-worldly ὕλη and receive illuminated verschmelzung with the essence itself. The best shard of the Real in this world is still only a shard. I desire a mysticism of the vagina. One major problem with this is that I can't even rely on the neoplatonic scheme of symbolic mediation and ultimately unmediated intellection, because my hunch is that the particular manifestation is not just ontologically necessary for the universal to exist in a general sense, not just differentially constitutive in some post-structural sense of the universal as a phenomenal concept, but immanent particularity and empirical reality of the essence of femininity is actually logically necessary, like the existence of God. It is a logical component of its ontological perfection. So I can't simply abandon particular women as glimpses of the divinely real feminine "through a mirror, darkly," and retreat into some kind of Jungian cataphatic dream quest to the Vagina at the Center of All Things. Somehow I know that true intellection of the feminine will sublate the totality of its particular manifestations. So far my plan has been to eat as many women's asses as possible, but this has required sacrificing my dating life as I can't be in a monogamous relationship while also trying to appreciate as many women's asses as possible. So while I am actively seeking the ass component of my mystical quest, I am missing out on the love component, many sub-components of which are irreducible and, I think, very important in appreciating the qualitative totality or haecceity of womanness. I have exhausted all philosophical options so I have begun waiting for revelation, and researching the nature of revelation as a distinct epistemic and ontological category, mainly via Kant's theory of religion in dialogue with some twentieth century theologians, while just eating as much ass as possible. Somehow the prospect of my final (?) dissolution in the oceanic essence of purely qualitative gaian femininity seems closer and farther than it's ever been. I feel like Anthony in the Desert being tempted by devils.
>BRAAAAAAAAAP
>oops teehee
oku faggots don't deserve pussy
God
That's a manga. I thought he wanted more something like a book
Gantz is kino. You have bad taste.