Meditations by Marcus Aurelius?

I am not the most well versed in literature but I have taken a interest in stoicism and the teachings of it. I am trying to read meditations by Marcus Aurelius. I like it so far but o have such a hard time digesting what he is saying. I guess I am trying to pull the wisdom from his words but I cannot.

What do you guys think of this collection and stoicism in general? What attracts me to stoicism is the fact that I think I suffer from depression. I hate saying that aloud but it may be true. I am trying to fend it off and I stumbled across meditations while searching for things to encourage me. Is this even a good spot to start in when learning about stoicism?

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Everybody is fucking depressed

I see... let's leave the depression out of it I guess. Let's just talk about understanding the book.

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It's basically just "shit happens, bro", but expressed in a lovely and eloquent way. He also places a lot of emphasis on the symmetry and unity of Nature, or "the Whole", and so he remains unaffected by things that happen to him, fortunate or unfortunate, if they are in accordance with nature.

It's a meme, but you've already fallen for the depression meme so you'll fit

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream—and not make dreams your master;
If you can think—and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ’em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings—nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And—which is more—you’ll be a Man, my son!

I like Invictus better:

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.

my favorite poem, great choice m8

Timothy Mcveigh liked that one too. Go blow up a federal building why don't you?