Confess

I had been delaying my short stories and novel for about a few days, doing nothing but watching television series.

just take psychology if that is what you want mate, or you'll regret it for the rest of your life.

>have well paid job and a respectable hobby
>hurrr complete failure

I've had this attraction since I was 5 years old, it doesn't have anything to do with porn

I masturbated a lot.

I fap to the girls from highschool, who I had reasonably good chance with back in the day (autism messed it up)

this.

I tried to deny my career dreams for practicality and regretted every second of it.

use cold turkey and make sure you block other chans as well

I can't stop masturbating to porn

>implying you aren't going to live for like at least 28 more years to regret your stupid decisions if you do something you don't want to do.
There's always going to be a need for counselors, so, even your bachelor's degree will get you into an above the poverty line job.
Go for your passion, faggot.