Stop desiring your mom!

There's no such thing as an anima

Go away Jung. there is no Anima here.

Sure there is. It's not an entity residing in your mind. It's just symbolic for what you personally associate with the feminine in your psyche. Naturally, the mother is going to be the first one to shape that in the typical household.

I don't know. It's more of a numbing pain.

She's the object forming my superego. She (superego) is unforgiving in every way possible. I guess that explains it all.

I'll try.

>desire nothing but God

if she is the object forming your superego (and i correct : the object that formed your superego) then you were probably raised by a single mom. And if she is unforgiving well she did her job. problem is that supposed to be a mans job, but my guess is that you wll survive we are living in a transgenderfluid people. i mean, i guess you are not that fucked up are you?

i meant Transgenderfluid people era.

There is no single association with the feminine, what a ridiculous proposition. Its a complex nexus any drawing from which is contingent on a sudden time and context and utterly inseperable from the vast array of other related associations.
Speaking of it as a single isolatable object is idiotic and necessarily delusional

just like a good psychotic.

You're right that she's a single mom. The thing is that a father-formed superego is more forgiving, although I forgot why exactly. Maybe because of his fear of castration? I'm definitely not a trans or anything even close. The thought of anyone cutting their dick off willingly terrifies me. I guess that's a good thing.