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What keeps you depressed and what's your favourite book, senpai?

Living.
Complete works of shakespeare if that counts as one i guess

trannyism
No. 44, the Mysterious Stranger
The German Prisoner

Politics/the route society is taking.

1984 (for unrelated reasons)

would you elaborate on the living part?

what put me into depression was antidepressants i was taking for ocd. once i slipped into that frame i became depressed by default even when i quit meds. now id say it’s the distance i’ve created from others and the lack of risks in my life which i avoid to not disappointing myself in case i fail something. and the general surrender to the fact that i’ll never be completely free from ocd even though i’ve been mostly good for a whole year by now.

my fave book is notes from the underground.

>what put me into depression was antidepressants
They helped me for a while, but now I've been megadosing and trying out different kinds for a year, and nothing works anymore.

That I'm a resentful loser
I dont read

My father's death and breaking up with my gf.
Right now.. Is Aurelius's meditations

That I'll never be truly free until I'm dead
The Tanners by Robert Walser