Write what's on your mind

Write what's on your mind

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Drunk again. Drunk again, what a surprise. Drunk for the umpteenth day in row. Makes no difference. The God of my childhood is yelling at me for wasting away. I say well what do you want? You made my brain in such a way that I fell guilty about everything even when I'm not in the wrong. So what? I didn't have a choice to be born so if I want to die my own way then I'll do it like your second favorite drunk did. I mean Frankie singing "My Way". My old Italian uncles know that inside and out, they're sketchy on the New Testament. So you didn't do so well.

"He didn't fly so good!"

I don't either. I'm just a slab at this point. I'm nominally better than those people whose bones keep growing through life so they die as calcifications. Nice word there. Nice invented word. Passible. Root word, suffix. Who cares. I'm dying. I want to die. I will die. I have the whole rest of forever to be dead, what's my rush? Look at yourself, always the idiot talking to yourself in the corner. Tomorrow morning you smile and sell idiots things they don't need. Look at yourself. I don't even fulfill a real function. I write em real pretty.

Love me. You want affirmation. Idiot. What's the indication of borderline personality disroder? Praise me. I want praise. Idiot. I'm an idiot. I want to wake up and be somebody else but it won't ever happen. Ellison. "Keep this nigger boy running", Good story. Everybody hates you. Use it or die. Keep drinking. Shorten your life

Could go for a baguette rn ngl tbqphwyf

I feel as if my life was a complete mistake. Both my older sisters are doctors who got scholarships to whatever college they wanted, graduating at the top of their class. My parents are both hard working and head strong in the face of adversity. But I’m so dumb College freshman who although got into a really good school, had to go into debt to attend it. I can’t get a single job because no one will hire me, and I’m the laziest in the family. I don’t think I was meant to be a part of this world.

Bail man. Just say fuck the lemons and bail.

Go to some second world backpacker poverty tourism country and tend bar at a second rate hotel or club. Drink, sample the local women, and write.

Well I don’t just want to drop off the map like I died. I am thinking of taking a year off after college to go somewhere though, hell maybe I’ll join the army and do a tour. I just want to find out what I’m supposed to do

the early replies in these threads always get replies but I have nothing to say really

Announcing that you're uncomfortable saying anything is what? Better or worse than saying anything to begin with?

I want to write a novella (I don't care about length for a first try) but I doubt my stamina and I don't know if I can make it sufficiently literary. I feel like I have things to say but I don't want to embarrass myself, you know?

I don't think it's either and I'm not uncomfortable as such but only devoid of any insights worth discussing. I have tinnitus, my vision is getting worse and there's probably other sorts of decay going on in my gut and my brain. Makes me a bit depressed desu.