/beginner feels/

I hope it comes to me, my spacial awareness on the road is atrocious. The other day I launched my clapped out golf from traffic lights almost straight into the side of a long van. The traffic lights were on a sharp corner so I swerved into the middle of the road, my bumber just about touched the side of his van, he was the one that actually veered out of the way quickly, I have no fucking idea how even he saw me. I wasn't even looking at the road I was looking at my fucking milage counter thing in my dash

Luckily my car is too shit to actually accelerate quickly else I would have killed someone/myself by now. god help all of you