Veeky Forums feels thread

Take it out of your chest boy
>I just can't work out this shit feels

feels breeds more feels lads

>tfw girls always compliment me
>tfw to insecure about penis size to act on it

Today I didn't talk to the girl I l like. It makes me feel like shit and I want to cry and fucking die

Jesus, I feel so sad, I feel like I'm fucking dying

What's happening to me?
She's perfect and I basically don't know what to do, I'm batshit stupid

I guess she has tons of suitors, probably better and more charismatic than me, and that makes me feel like shit

MOTHERFUCKING CHRIST
I'm crying while writing this shit

just in case this isnt bait: its okay, user. if you talked to her, the result would be the same. you care too much. come back to fit when you are no longer a coward

...

>just got rejected by a 6/10

Can't overpower the chemicals in me that tell me to make connections, mate, and love. I want and need to so badly, but sitting here reading, studying, and Veeky Forumsing doesn't fill the holes in me.


Also I wish God still existed to me.

dam son

>mfw being whey isolate makes being whey concentrated too hard

Always making eyes with gym crush. I go out of my way to lift near her, SEEMS like she does the same. Went from fat to fit so I'm clearly a little faggot and can't break the ice. Whatdo

fine but not fine

I've been terrified that I'll lose my first decent job because I've been underperforming

I haven't been able to keep a steady girlfriend in years

One by one all of my friends have been leaving me

I've been on the verge of an anxiety attack for a month and today when I went to lift some huge crazy motherfucker kept trying to fight me and followed me out and I had an attack that lasted for two fucking hours

>rating women like an object
You'll always be rejected.

>tried to talk to female classmate after class ended
>"Sorry, I have to go"

My fiance left and took my dog and my mom has cancer and all my friends use narcotic related drugs so talking to people is out of the question. How do I go day by day without feeling like life is ending I'm 19.

The gym is the one place I can go to not be under pressure, and lifting is the one thing I do that lets me see progress in my life. And now this guy is gonna ruin it for me.

>tfw a girl likes you

>tfw haven't been romantically interested in anyone in years
>gone out and been talking and meeting people, but no one piques my interest
>I'm pretty sure I don't pique anyone else's interest either

I'll just keep lifting I guess.

>tfw a fat girl likes you

MAKE

IT

STOP

>Promises that it will all change for the better

It only makes it worse for me. I got accepted into graduate school (STEM) and started crying. I'm always on the verge of tears but I'm apathetic about my life.

ugh I know this feel

>all the girls im not interested in always want to talk to me
>all the cute girls that say they 'like' me start acting super fucking weird around me and avoid me

>if you talked to her the result would be the same
>come back when you're not a coward
So come back after talking to her in which case the result would be the same...am I missing something?

Why would you have a fiance at 19? Sorry about your mom though

You're probably scarred pretty deep if you can full yourself into marriage then divorce at 19. Maybe you should get some counselling to resolve those issues, and ditch those friends. Being alone is better than hanging with that lot, it may even kill you in the end. I just lost 2 ex-friends within a month due to drug ODs

Maybe this is it and we just have to distance ourselves from what we perceive as bad and become more in tune with things we perceive as good.
It's just so damn hard to sort the good out from the bad

Congrats on your acceptance though, hurt people can always aspire to the greatest things. You'll go far

I wanna get big I eat big I sleep big but I failed on a bench set today. I want to cry.

Next time bud.

>tfw my waifu will never hold me to take away the crippling loneliness as I try to fall asleep

I think im getting addicted to being sad and lonely because I find myself working up my feels more often

Tell her you noticed she's made loads of progress user

Don't let him ruin it for you man, you can't let anyone get in the way of you improving yourself.

>tfw you feel her heart racing when you're hugging and kissing her

It's a good fucking feel.

Started grad school last year and picked the best one, not the one I'd be happiest at. Everything's gone to shit and exercise is he only thing that brings me joy or successes anymore.

>tfw I'll never be a professor
>tfw I'll never inspire some kid like me
>tfw I'll never make the world a better place

Honestly Mac? I'm feeling better than I have in a long time.

A few months ago I had some troublesome business with a gypsy, something about soulmates and past lives concerning a girl I couldn't (and still can't) get out of my head.

The Veeky Forumsizens here got me to check myself before I wrecked myself. Even though I've been recovering from an injury over the last month, I've still been able to run and work on flexibility/mobility. Within the week I'll be lifting again. My cut is moving along better than I expected it to - for the first time since the 8th grade I weigh less than 265 pounds.

It's surreal, but this spectacular oracular rubbish was what I needed to crawl out of a grave I dug far too early.

It's been years, but I'm sketching again - the talent is still there, just have to knock the rust off. Picked up the bass guitar; jamming with my Brothers is a rush of joy. I've cracked open a book for the first time in 2016 - working on working through a few of them at the moment.

Heading back to school for computer programming next fall...

Though... The thought of July and that implied 'chance' has still got my stomach in knots.

24 yo kv reporting in. Halfway to 25 and just a few years to wizardry. I wish lifting cured spaghetti, but it didn't for me at all. I know I'm much better looking then I've ever been, but I can't talk to women at all outside of a work environment. I panic and just try to leave the conversation as quick as possible. I avoid eye contact with females and try to work out away from them at the gym.
I just want to cry myself to sleep somedays, but what's the point? I'll just keep on lifting, reading and shooting to fill the void.

>Out with an injury since july
>Probably going to fail school
>Apathetic
>Qt gave me looks, got beyond drunk, fucked it up

You've got to force yourself out of your comfort zone mang. You're only 24 - you've got your whole life ahead of you.

>failed employment PT test run of 1.5 miles in 17 min 30 seconds or less last week by 25 seconds due to not training, not having done any cardio in 10 years, and barely getting any sleep from the anxiety
>retaking it tomorrow
>didn't train in the week between
>can't sleep from the anxiety

Just gonna stretch out, eat a bagel, and drink a ton of coffee beforehand, actually bring a water bottle with me this time, and load the shotgun in case I fail again.

Ask supervisor at uni something related to my work, he tells I have to do xyz in order to make it work. Leave the office and I immediately ask myself whether is was xyz, yxz or zxy. Become afraid to walk back in and ask again, because I might disturb him and he could think I am an idiot. Walk around for at least five minutes to muster up the courage.

Walking through hallway, see someone I know 20 meters away. That person sees me too. Walking towards each other, and I don't know what to do. Tension builds up. Start smiling like a retard because I am not sure how to behave, Tension increases further and I have basically no feeling about my face anymore and must probably look like a maniac. Wait until we are about one meter apart and say hi with a weird voice because I spend the last seconds thinking about what I could say to ease the tension and once we are on the same level, didn't come to a conclusion, have to react spontaneously, brain fucks it up, mouth says something strange. Walk past and internally bash my head against a wall.

I am so going to make it.

Also went from 94kg to 87kg at 178cm

>My GF worries that because I never slept around while in high school/ college that I'll want to at some point in our relationship.
>I reassure her but I kind of do.

Failure is just the first step to success

I took a lot of first steps then. a LOT.

had a huge craving, and hoarded a shitton of sugar yesterday while cutting. JUST

Neuroplasticity.

You can change this.

You can enjoy your introverted activities and still enjoy speaking to other people.

>Lots of my friends rely on me to be the emotional rock that they can always count on

>I have no one to talk about my problems with

>Spent 3 days in a row with a girl
>She leaves and i immediatly wanna see her again
>Afraid to seem too needy
>I dont know how to proceed
>Afraid to scare her away
>Havent had a girlfriend for 3 or 4 years
>Havent felt this way for a girl since my ex
>Seeing her again in 3 days
And i honestly dont know what she thinks of me

Posted this in a thread yesterday but I'm still so pissed of over the whole thing
>be really good friends with this girl (7,5/10 with an amazing ass if that's of any relevance) for a few years now
>tell each other pretty much everything, secrets that we wouldn't share with anyone else
>she was at my place earlier today
>talking and what not, suddenly the subject turns to love life
>"so user, any girls in your life"
>decide that this is a good a time as any and played it relatively cool
>"well actually, I've liked you for some time now, but since I assumed that the feeling wasn't mutual I never told you about it"
>ShitDidIJustSayThat.jpg
>oh user, but you know we're just friends, best friends, I trust you better than anyone else bla bla bla" can't really recall the whole thing, but basically she blew me off in what she believes was a gentle manner, if that's even possible
>ask her to give me a good reason why we wouldn't make a great couple
>"the thing is, I like this other guy.." after that I kinda stopped listening
>was torn, and speechless for about a minute while she tried to cheer me up
>decide to play one last card
>"allright, but I gotta try one last thing"
>MoveInForTheKiss.webm
>TacticalDodge.gif
>"No user, it just wouldn't be right"
>after that I decided to just play it cool since that way she wouldn't nag me in vain to cheer up and be worked up over me
The thing that I just can't comprehend is why can't she see that we would be great for each other, we both genuinely care for and trust one another, which is more than I can say for most couples I know. to add insult to injury, she dated a fat fuck and slept with a mutual friend who both of us now agree we can't stand, so I basically feel like I am at the bottom of the food chain.
I would get it if I was ugly but I'm not and I've been so fucking pissed off since and don't know who I should be angry at, me for allowing myself to fall so hard for a girl again, or her for being such a selfcentred cunt.

25 here. Starting to get really agitated. I fell for the "women want a guy who's interesting" meme.

Women literally do not care about anything other than APPEARANCE and the APPEARANCE of your social status. You've got to have a picture of you and tha boyz at the club. You've got to have douchey tattoos and wear a fitted in cheetah pants. You've got to dress up in suits with your prep bros. I have height. face, frame but no douchebag social status or trust fund money so here I am stuck with you dyels.

I've done some interesting things and I'm pretty artistically talented but because I don't act like some club-going douchebag faggot I'm not getting any of the 8s, 9s, or 10s. They literally show zero interest in me and my legitimate talents or character and then go fawn over some bottle-popping bitch.

>I'm failing one of my classes
>feel like shit because I feel like I'm going nowhere with my life.
>No gf cause I'm an ugly little turd, girls literally avoid me at the gym.
>Lift hard on every lift, and still have a shitty body compare to the Chad at my gym who only does biceps
>feel like I was born to fail

Sucks mate. Regardless of the job outcome take it as a wake up call about your fitness and in the end you'll have gained something.

Going to a crazy doctor to deal with my anxiety. Embarrassing as fuck talking to someone about how I actually feel, I know I'm going to cry in front of her soon.

>mention I posted pics on this website that's known for trolling/being harsh in the belief you lot would reinforce how I see myself (you lot did/do the opposite)
>she says "I know about Veeky Forums"

Anyway, suddenly feeling shit as fuck and I don't know why, mood has dropped massively inspite of taking vitamin-D and a few other things which are meant to hep with mood.

>>she says "I know about Veeky Forums"
aaaayyyyyyyyy

bout to graduate university. Will no longer have access to uber gym. Cant help but regret not using it for the first 3 years of school.

I dropped out monday :/

This a feel I hope I will never experience.

Why?

>Online dating

Not even once

I'm in a similar position. What the fuck is the point? I try telling myself to live on in order to experience the things that I enjoy but it's so tiring knowing that I fail at everything I do and having that thought at the back of my mind constantly.

I fell for the vagina meme.
I think counselling would be smart. I'm sorry about your friends. I'm about to lose one due to the fact he abuses heroin and prescription pills. It's a really shitty thing to witness people spiral down and die.

>shitimbald

allofmykeks

I'm not sure which one is more disgusting

>shitimbald

>I don't really fit in where i am right now even though everyone tries and i try to meet them half way.
>can't get girl off my mind even though i haven't seen her in a while
>pretty sure she and other girls in class only talked to me to get me to shower and be presentable
>haven't had sex and worried when i finally lose that Benis Toupe it'll still be small because lol half asian

>life was literal suppose to end after high school for me because lol Army
>didn't get in
>didn't think about what i'd do at 20 yet here I am
>No money
>Jacking off doesn't feel right
>I developed emotions
>No joy

>Working a job i don't like for a car i didn't want for a future that ain't me

>actual literal thoughts of suicide come to me and now more frequently.

Only things i think about are:
>Saving up for a new rifle
>College so i can be around people my age again
>Motorcycle wanderlust

She's not a self-centered cunt you retard, she just doesn't want what you're selling. You acted like a friend for years and now, when you tell her you're attracted to her, it sounds like a confession. You dont confess attraction, these things are (usually) communicated through subtext, if you don't understand that I have some spaghetti for you

I'm bald and I fucking hate it.

That's all.

Pretty pathetic.

>tfw tore bicep
>tfw feel symptoms, but not sure if its just because I read shit online
>tfw minor physical deformity between shoulder and bicep, could I really be imagining this shit?
>tfw wait 6 months for mri
>tfw get mri, they have to scan distal bicep b.c that's what's on the sheet
>tfw its probably not my distal, doctor wrote down wrong location
>tfw no matter the result, I won't have peace of mind.
>tfw being left behind in the world because I can't get over an injury that's going to affect me the rest of my life unless I get it fixed now

You can't make this shit up senpaitachi...

>23rd birthday on Friday
>Still a virgin
>Family asks me what I want to do
>Want to lose my viriginity
>Think about getting a call girl
>Can't tell my family that all I want to do for my birthday is have sex with a woman
>Say let's go to a restaurant as always
>Even if I told them what I want, they won't understand
>They'll just tell me to wait like a good boy

I dont want to go to the gym anymore; im in a cutting phase and theres nothing apart from esting correctly that i can do. Evertime i do go gym it feels pointless and im weaker because of a cut. I also get weaker from not going. Its a vicious cycle

Anyone else get severe mental fatigue from being social?

From a long day of talking to people I'm just fucked in the head
After a party I need several days alone to recover

>haven't had sex and worried when i finally lose that Benis Toupe it'll still be small because lol half asian
Men care way more about dick size than women. Its not the size of the boat is the motion of the ocean. Since you're a virgin you have no idea what you're doing so you don't have to worry about whether or not you'll be bad; you will be. Just take everything in stride and be confident.

>Motorcycle wanderlust
Me too bro. Why not sell the car, quit the job and hit the road til your money runs out or you get bored

Ask for money and use it on an escort

Sounds like an extreme case of oneitis. Dial back a bit, realize she's just human and not some sort of special entity and try talking to her.

>tfw finishing up med school and going to great residency
>tfw kissless virgin
people said being a doctor would make this easy
going to the gym is my only distraction in life now

If you think she's perfect you only désire her because, as you said, you think she has lots of suitors.
Love recognizes flaws.
Anyway, improve yourself and you'll get her.

I know that feel. The only girl I ever fell for outright rejected me in high school. She's fat now and I don't want her anymore.

>when you're starting to see everyone else pursue their hopes/dreams
>you still don't know what to do and are slowly going insane

I hate my wife and will be divorcing her soon. I daydream about being single. She made me fat. Hold me brahs

>the closest people in life have fucked with me so much that I have trust issues
>been with a qt for over a year now and still don't fully trust her
>tfw she's been good to me and has never given me reason to doubt her
>still afraid to trust people
>still afraid to get close to people

yeet, i'm more of a homebody normally, very few people i can spend a lot of time with

Wow, you sound like a grade-A beta. You've liked her for years, but acted like a friend and never made a move. Why would she think of you as anything more than a friend?

I was talking to a girl I've been seeing recently and she started saying a big part of why she initially liked me was that I came across as one of those TRP type guys, but I've never even read TRP and reading it now I feel like it's a whole lot of effort. Should I bother trying to learn this stuff and build "game"? I mean I like the way I am now, confident and self-possessed but also nice and easy to get along with. I put myself first in all situations and I know what I want so I'm very sexually aggressive. Is it worth it?

>shitimbald
pls be real
try pof ive had ok luck there mang. although my autism did cause a girl to uninstall the app after a date with me

Get used to it user, it never changes.

>totaled car
>gf had 488 credit score so i fronted cash for a car in her name
>cleaned my savings
>left one month later
>stuck in the middle of fucking nowhere 4 days a week
>you guys are the closes thing i have to friends
>only leave the mountain for school
hold me Veeky Forums

That's only if you don't do anything about it.

You made yourself fat you fucking hamplanet. She might have enabled you but it's your fault.

>paying for someone else's dumbass mistake

Lesson learned I hope.
Doesn't matter if she has the best puppy dog eyes in the world, she's responsible for that.

to be fair senpai, i totaled the car, and we had shared it. wasnt some fling either, almost 5 years in. thought it was meant to last.
but you right tho

>approach friend of friend after class that i used to talk to
>straight up tell her she's cute and that we should go out this weekend, no small talk
>stops smiling, says she has a boyfriend, and starts to walk off
>month later i'm still scared of being around her and feel sick from stress in that class
i think im putting pussy on a pedestal more now

>Recovering fatty
>Starting to get lean, veins coming through in forearms, looking swole in new work clothes
>At work today, older female co wokers keep staring at me, one in particular keeps eyefucking me all the time
>Feels really uncomfortable, can't shake it
>Go home and binge eat a pizza

How do I get used to the attention and shit /fit?

Its a surreal kind of hell but Making payments on the car are the first real commitments i've made besides my cut.

In due time I'll let my family have it since my dad cosigned. After that I'll buy a hog or a Triumph. But yeah that's the plan. Hopefully i get bored first and settle down on some land lol.

Probably the shittiest fucking thing I've read itt.

Fuck son.

Always gotta blame somebody else. Remember that bud.

>new to running
>try treadmill for the first time
>absolutly crush my run
>feeling great
>realize all the data is in km not miles
Fucking GUTTED senpai
Feel so fucking dumb and shitty lmao

Pretty pathetic i must say

Yeal at her :

Lightweight baby !!!

Idk bro. Keep on going and find joy in something. No point in dying, that's it and it's over after that. Do vidya or something.

I'm sure there are legit 10s that would be interested in you without that douchy life you think is so appealig for women if you'd grow some balls

Passed it today with 17 minutes 4 seconds. Feels pukey but good, man. Just gonna have to keep passing it once every 3 months and I'll have a cozy job of sitting on my ass making 17 an hour