No one is ever going to want me

>no one is ever going to want me

not even you

Nah, get that out of your head.

>seeking others approval instead of seeking approval from yourself

Betas pls go

Good song.

Also no shit. We all die alone. Especially you.

Fuck off Chad, you know I never had a dad!

I'M ARMED TO THE TEETH

LIKE A FUCKING ANIMAL

Are you white?

Back to r9k

>tfw considering banging a woman 20 years older than me just to feel less lonely

It will only make you feel lonelier, no shit.

>iktf
>always wanting the things you can't have
>unable to appreciate what you do have

>girls have called me cute before
>still a KHHV

Am I just ugly or autistic or both?

>tfw a girl likes you

I dunno, girls have introduced themselves with "Hey cutie" and I'm a KHHV too.
I don't know what the fucking problem is.

I fell in love with a woman ten years my senior. It was wild and wonderful.

What does the HH stand for?

how do you fuck up a situation where a girl opens with hey cutie?

dear god dude i can do better and im also khhv

>tfw even if you gather the courage to ask her out, kiss her, etc, you still have severe pessimism and anxiety over when she'll give up on you because you'll fuck it all up or bore her somehow

I wish I could just fuckin chill sometimes

Hand holdless
I had really, really, horrific social anxiety back then but I've gotten over it. When I was an unnattractive spurge I got ten times the attention from girls I get now, if something like that happened again I'd pounce on her.

u dun goofed

what did he do

...

Replied to the wrong post.

Why is it so hard to find friends in college? I literally have no one to talk to or call my friend. At least in high school I had a small group of friends who I enjoyed being around.

I miss the feeling of another person's skin user.

I'm intrigued. Tell me more.

>she's fat
>or ugly
>or both

>I CLOSE MY EYES AND SEIZE IT

>tfw your oneitis thinks you're "really good looking"
>it doesn't matter because she's a no-exceptions lesbian

JUST

>tfw only attracted to emotionally unavailable men

Have your ever tried simply being yourself?

>tfw decided to be myself one day and suddenly life is better

>I got a boner from a waitress's hand brushing off me because I am so deprived of female attention

HAHAHAHAHAHA

>tfw i dont even give a shit if people want me or not, since i dont want them. i want me.

>tfw baby face
>tfw the only people who have shown interest in me are older men

>just moved to a new city after graduating college
>dont know anyone in this city
>live in an upper class area so no bars or anyone near my age
>everything is over an hour walk away so cant go to a bar.
only hope is meeting people at work when i find a job.

After a decade of rejection and being stood up and cancelled on and turned down and everything else I was just enveloped in the emotion of "no one will ever want me"

Its gone away this year but only because I lost my job and Ive defaulted on my mortgage so my focus has shifted on just trying to survive instead of ruminating on how no one has ever reciprocated any of my affection.

You're one dbol cycle away from getting every slut's attention at work you asshole.

Yes, I regularly make "jokes" about killing myself or my lack of luck and success at work and people do think I'm fairly funny and personable

>. i want me.
Sure you do buddy.

That's why you spend hours posting on a Taiwanese mahjong enthusiast mirc channel. Anything for those precious (you)'s.

>hand holdless

Jesus

whatever it takes, right babe?

Bro fuck that. Be a sick cunt.

>tfw the HF&F meme triggered your depression again

If I reach a 3pl squat I might get a gf

Hoping the girl who called it off with me this semester will reconsider next semester. Just gonna take it slow. If not, oh well. Would love to date her though. Good things come to those who wait right?

>plate
>getting more than a 3/10 at best

C'mon fampai, 5 plate is the bare minimum.

>reach 3pl8
>still no gf
>m-maybe if I reach 4pl8

Did you read the tiny letters on the bottom of your gym contract? Maybe has something to do with that

Everyone shut the fuck up, put in your headphones, and listen to energetic music. Foo Fighters, Flogging Molly, Two Steps From Hell, whatever the fuck gets you hype.

Then write down a list of what you want. It can be as vague as fuck, but WRITE IT DOWN ON PAPER. Get that shit out of your head and recorded somewhere.

Now write down a list of steps towards that goal and be REALLY FUCKING SPECIFIC, like 'to get a lmao2pl8 bench I need to go to the gym X many days a week using Y routine and consuming Z many calories, and I'll go on those days at W:00. I'll buy these foods to make sure I can meet my caloric goals and eat this many meals at these times each day.' WRITE IT DOWN ON PAPER, and don't skimp out by typing it.

Then follow that list to the letter and each day you'll be that much closer to your goals. Do it even with vague things like 'I want a gf'. Your routine is girl-talking-tos 3xF every Friday night and you fucking stick with it and you WILL improve. Isolate what about you is undesirable and fix that shit. Fat? Fork put-downsxF. Shitty wardrobe? Start budgeting money and plan to have it fixed in a set period of time. Socially awkward? Practice, motherfucker.

You can do this. Zyzz believed in you and so do I.

>tfw pretty girl
>tfw finally fit
>get tons of attention
>tfw no one will ever want after they get to know me well
It fucking hurts

zyzz is dead and I don't care for you

>THE ROACHES WANT MY POWDER

EVERY TIME

>THIS IS THE THIRD TIME THIS WEEK!!!!

to have 14 inch cock
do ????????????

im stuck bros

>make money
>get surgery
That's all I've got, bro.

>get surgery which doesn't exist

look up jelqing you can get a bigger peepee just from doing these(: pegym.com

>I'm never going to want the people who want me

mine's worse mudafucka

Get enough money and you can make it exist.

maybe it's because you're miserable and self-pitying just a guess

No. Good things come to those who have the ability to take what they want, dogger.

>girls have called me cute before
>am i ugly

REEEEEEE NORMIE GET OUT

that sounds indian...

i dont want poopdick..

does it really work?

Tfw held hands with a grill today
Is this making it?

there's a story about michael jordan thinking this because of his big dumbo ears.

of course you aren't MJ, so yeah -- you're probably fucked.

don't do jelqing you'll break your dick

I can't take it anymore /fit. Going to be a 25 year old khv soon. Lifting only dulls the pain temporarily, and not at all when there are cute women around. I'm a disappointment to my parents and a bad example to my siblings.

There is no more hope, only endurance.

Why do you think that OP?

what are you sad about exactly? Please tell me.

I'm more emotionally fragile than ever now that I'm actually seeing multiple women and the one I want most isn't as invested in me as I am in her. She's fat and all but I fucking adore her.

Should I up my AI? Will that make me feel better? I miss being invincible

>I've been wanted time after time
>I keep going for crazies instead

>she hasn't texted me back since our date last week
>she's probably talking to some other fuccboi
>I'm too manipulated by SJWs and turned into a pussy bitch that I'm afraid to call her out on it

what is the appeal of being wanted

What do sjw's have to do with it you fucking retard? And what are you going to do, bitch her out for not texting you?

Tell me what happens since your last date. Did you message her or what?

I guess it's an innate thing... funny thing is being attractive and rich has it's MAJOR bad parts. It's depressing because people want to use you (especially beautiful women for their bodies) or when you have lots of money and realize if you tell people suddenly everyone's going to sort of expect you to spend it on them and just see you as cash.. ahhhghghg

Wasted 4 years on a history degree when I have no desire to teach or go into law. Can't figure out what career path I want to go down, but meanwhile I'm working overnights at a shitty hotel. Not to mention that many of my friends are in serious relationships and are buying homes and making something of themselves.

I don't grudge them anything, but I wish I had it for myself. I know it kills my parents to see me working like this, but thankfully I can keep them from seeing how sad I am. They already have enough on their plates without worrying even more about me.

>Recently got into CC with dorms
>There's this group consisting of a blue haired fat girl (like, not curvy), two criples, a black dude, and some middle aged dude that should NOT be in the dorms
>They go around the cafeteria trying to talk to quiet people
>Only girl (8/10, glasses and is pretty slim) I like sits in the back and is quiet, sits there playing on her 3DS
>Black man is known for hooking up with some of the group & quiet girls
>Commented on her Dipper costume she put on during halloween and she said "thanks"
>Let her be for a couple of eons
>The group hasn't bothered her
>Walk into the cafeteria today
>The group is there and she's talking and laughing with the black man
I didn't take it any further after commenting on her costume and now I'm mentally cucked.

We met on some dating website after talking for months. It wasn't too bad, but she hasn't really talked to me since and she's still logging in, so I'm guessing I'm ugly af. Shit sucks man.

If I say anything, I'll be put on the wall of shame for all SJWs to pass along.

Stay mad knowing some loser gonna get him some 8/10 ass

Jesus Christ, the gymcels never learn...

You know why Zyzz looked so good?

ALPHA GENETICS.

His insertion points were UNREAL. It's EXTREMELY rare to have the kind of muscular shape he did - that slim waist, those wide shoulders, those narrow hips, that height?! GENETICS. Uncontrollable, unchangeable, set in stone genetics.

Sure you can go to the gym and lift hard. Sure you can bulk up 50lbs. Maybe you'll even get on gear and build some muscle. But you'll NEVER look like Zyzz.

Why? Because you have INFERIOR GENETICS. You can get bigger biceps, you can build a larger chest, you can get huge quads - you can make yourself look slightly better, but you will NEVER have a body girls will drool over.

"B-but Zyzz used to be beta!" NO, he used to be a TEENAGER. Of course he looked beta in those fucking before photos, he was about 15. He hadn't had time for his broad shoulders to develop yet, so naturally he looked like any skinny beta. But once he went through puberty, the truth became clear. Why? Because the things that attract women are GENETIC. It makes sense - attraction is based off GENETICALLY good traits. These are things like height, a symmetrical face, a big dick, and a good shoulder to hip ratio. All of these things are pretty much unchangeable. They can be improved slightly, but not significantly enough for most of you to "make it brah".

>guy I like became distant after I made a valentine's day card with how much he means to me
>still think about how I want to hold him and kiss his forehead while I run my fingers through his hair and tell him how gorgeous he is

It's probably for the best, though. I'll probably have loose skin and a janky body after I finish up losing the last bit of weight.

>user you're so handsome
THEN WHY AM I ALONE

One wants me now. But I want a pure virgin who's never touched another human being.

>tfw my mom tells me I could be a model

I used to believe her ;_;

>Good things come to those who wait right?
I've been putting very little effort into my life and basically been "waiting" for a great gf to fall in my lap, and now I'm a 23 year old kissless virgin.
Waiting doesn't work, you have to make things happen yourself.

lol this pasta needs to be part of the sticky

I just want to say to everyone on this board, i love you bros. Were all gonna make it. Every single one of you is an extremely special human bean

You're a fag