I'm soon to be 29. I was a player and smahed over 40 girls. Been in total 9 serious relationships. Used to be easier getting over your ex but as you grow older shit starts to get real. I'm 7-7.5/10 and get grills easily.
Currently my vital organs are damaged from the loss of my last love affair. It lasted a year and we haven't spoken for the past 2 months but yearning for her embrace has rendered me to a position where I've stopped looking at other women and all boners fail. Other women dont attract me anymore (no homo) andthey just give me a sinking feeling in my chest because ex is the only woman I want to see. Porn doesn't work. It's literally like somebody takes a massive shit inside your heart and then sets it to a medium fire to burn for an unexpected lifespan.
Worst part is I helped shape the breakup and parted ways with her whilst doing everything I can to make her realize how I'm not the one.
Please. Don't fall in love especially if you're getting older. Women will fuck with your life and crush your soul. Make no mistake I'm tall af and jacked af and I'm literally dying over a girl that may be 5/10 at best. Less according to Veeky Forumss meme ratings
Correction; don't fall in love with somebody's soul *tips fedora*