Trap Mode Query

I have zero interest in males.

Meh, I've had a strong desire to be a woman for many years. Used to dress up as a girl when I was younger until my parents got pissed off.

>always play female characters in vidya
>more concerned with being pretty than muscular
>only lifted to compensate for my inward effeminate feelings

I think I could pull off pic related once I get down around 150ish.

I'd rather not have /fitfags wanking it to my ass, but thanks

I wouldn't be a trap, I'd get surgery and everything

Not the best example. but it looks to me like it sticks out pretty far...girls have always mired it...

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miscfag pls go

Eyy just saw this on lgbt. Just saying though, if you do transition at most it'll shift the fat in your face and body and make you appear overral more feminine.

That said, you would definitely need facial feminization surgery if you wish to look passing as a female.
I wish you the best of luck with your transition if you decide to go through with it!

post a proper butt pic, transbian degenerate

Yeah, I think I need my chin shaved slightly and jawline softened.

Pls don't.

Nice legs btw.

because it's none of my business what you do with your life, I'll actually answer your question instead of insulting you

you definitely need surgery if you want to look feminine. hormones will shift your fat, yes, but not enough to feminize your face. if you go through male puberty before your bones are done growing, then your masculine facial structure is largely irreversible without changing the bones themselves.

Fuck off faggot

Dumbest thing we ever did was give you faggots rights

Chin shaving and jaw contouring would do a lot.
The biggest thing you have working against you is your forehead quite honestly, which is very prominent in a masculine way.

Thankfully, FFS can fix all of that, and really other than those points, with the most masculine feature on your face truly being your forehead, and second your chin, you'd easily pass afterwards going through about a year and a half of transition and getting FFS.

Don't give up on your dream to be comfortable with your body, OP.
You're going to receive a lot of hate on this board for being trans, mostly because of the insecure faggots or pol invaders.
Just ignore that shit and do what makes you happy, you only get one life.

That's sounds like a lot of unnecessary hassle seeing how you'll likely end up killing yourself.

trans people are likely going to kill themselves anyway, why not let them die in a body they don't hate as much?

Yeah and I would need my brow softened considerably as well...

Hmm, I have an inheritance coming up in a few years that would cover the cost of all this including the genital surgery...just need to do more research I suppose.

They get free hormone therapy, so skipping one step and killing themselves before transition would actually benefit society, at least economically.

I dunno where you live, but here in the liberal part of Murica, nothing is free. hormones and dr's visits might be covered partially by insurance, but surgery isn't and costs thousands of dollars

Don't become a faggot user.

Your genital matured in the womb before your brain.

You were not born in the wrong body, you are just suffering from mental illness.

Being a good goyim is not the answer.

I remember this niqqa posted in his tinder profile, and complained about not getting matches. His profile was something about being a writer and he looked like a legit psychopath. Post your tinder profile again bro.

>thick waist
>wants to be a trap

topkek

Quit being a fag and lift harder

Meh, I've been down to a 28" waist at 6'...I'm sure I can get lower if I drop muscle

Purty sure I lift more than you m8...

I've read that 50-85% of total costs of the transition maybe covered by insurance.
Then again, i'm not terribly informed about the way insurance companies work in the USA, so yeah i'm probably talking nonsense.

That's good. You said you wanted to go through a couple years of therapy first, but if you're very adamant about wanting to go through with this, depending on where you live you may only need a few months the of therapy before they set you up with a transgender clinic and you can buy your hormones.

Pills are by far the cheapest, and I'd recommend the hormones to be started sooner than later, and using the inheritance money you'll be receiving to cover the cost of the surgeries you'll be getting on your face entirely.

Hormones aren't expensive. Mine cost $63 a month. 100 mg sprionolactone twice daily, and estradiol 2mg thrice daily.

I had a visit set up with the clinic a few months the after my repeat visits with my counselor, and the clinic did my shit back in January.

My blood test was taken rather recently and my hormone levels, near the END of my doses were in normal range for a woman, with a test level of 20 and estrogen level of 175.
So likely the estrogen level is higher during the onset of a dose, and the test is lower during the first few hours as well.

Anyway, the sooner you start OP the better it will be for you. However, do take things at your own pace.
If you feel you need 2 years or so before you begin transition that's fine, so long as you're happy as a result of it or not rushed into something you may regret.
But if you think you will have no regrets and truly see yourself as a woman, then go for it.

Yo, post your tinder profile

You essentially are since the majority of insurance companies don't cover that stuff unless you the insurance holder is dishing out a shit ton of money yourself to have them cover the cost of such a low cost thing.

Hint, anything less than a gold standard don't cover shit. Majority of trans people are poor because they pay for this out of pocket to begin with, anyway.

>I'd rather not have /fitfags wanking it to my ass

Then why do you want to turn yourself into a fetish object?

Yeah, you probably do, which is why you should keep going. You're a god damned astronaut who's talking about retraining as an accountant.

Yes you would
Surgery wouldn't change the fact that you're a man trying to pass as a woman
Really dude, don't do this

I'm a blonde, blue eyed, muscular male...I already am a fetish object...

This nigga is like 30, he's guaranteed a spot in the hon pantheon.

I can tell you that insurance here is a clusterfuck
but as an FtM (inb4 "mentally ill") I personally don't have to pay much out of pocket for hormones or therapy or my hospital visits
however, I will likely have to pay around $20k for the two surgeries I want (not even involving the genitals)

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Nice bait. Lotta replies. Gotta up my baiting skills some time. I remember this image being posted yesterday alongside images of this guy at 200, 190, and etc. asking which looked best.

You are mentally ill. You should seek actual help instead of looking for people to feed your illnes further

Trouble is psychiatrists all drank the coolaid, user. All a quack's gonna say is "yeah, let me sell you these anti-gains hormones"

Nah, I'm at least somewhat serious.

I have Borderline Personality Disorder which may contribute to some of my identity issues.

>You should seek actual help

Not a tranny, but rn sex reassignment is believed to be the best possible way to treat with body dysphoria.

you think?

Listen, unless you have legit gender dysmorphia, which manifests as physical unease or disgust towards your genitals, hormone therapy won't help. Surgery won't help either way.

this guy is correct, conversion therapy has been proven not to work
since being trans is a result of the mind not matching the body, then if you can't fix the mind, there's only one other option for treatment

No, hormone therapy is, actual surgery statistically doesn't offer additional benefit.

Also, it's "believed" by doctors who don't want to lose standing among a very leftist influenced field of "medicine". In some places it's literally illegal to suggest another option.

>implying I want gains
I just want to stay slim and healthy, and this board helps.
You can keep your gains. More food related to your fitness and more powder for you that way.
It's honestly a win win for you that way.
Especially since I won't be in the gym getting in your way while you lift, or getting in your way while you grab some whey or creatine.

By the way user, wish ya luck with making it! Seriously.

I still don't see how this affects you / society negatively, though.
How someone botching up his own body affects your daily life?

Genuine gender dysphoria has nothing to do with the mind or identity. It is a disease of the neural systems which govern sexually dimorphic tissues, and manifests as physical sensation. The "woman in a man's body" idea is blatant non-science.

That being said, the only effective treatment known of is hormone replacement, which helps with the symptoms, but is not a cure. Surgery does not improve prognosis beyond HRT alone.

OP probably doesn't even have it though. He's has BPS, which means he's fucking nutters, and now some trigger happy psyche misdiagnosed him cause he wants money to proctor HRT and cutting his dick off

everything you need to know about transgenderism is pretty well summed up in this post.

fuck you nobody wants to fuck a tranny

Even in america healthcare is too a great deal subsidized.

It also normalizes the idea that people should reject their biological reality, a theme shared with much more destructive movements like HAES

>im gonna use the inheritence my father left me to pay for having my dick cut off

>neural systems
the brain is part of the nervous system
also I'm fairly certain studies have been done that conclude that a trans person's brain is closer to the gender they identify with than their birth sex
hormones affect the brain which is why they help, and surgery often helps with self-image, but not always
but I digress
yes, the BPS is an issue. OP should have mentioned that earlier. therapy for that should come first.

Does having frequent and vivid images of self castration count?

Why can't I have both? And yes, I am quite bonkers.

I don't want to fuck a guy anyways.

lol, it's from my mother's parents, not my Dad

Out of curiosity. What do you fantasize about when you jerk it?

it's possible to have both, but you should make sure that the BPS isn't the reason you feel this way

I can pretty much only get off to lesbian porn tbqh

Yeah, that's why I'd be doing extensive therapy first

It's just that so many aspects of my personality are feminine as opposed to masculine.

>I don't want to fuck a guy anyways.

Lesbians hate transbians with a burning passion.

Why would a lesbian want to be with a woman who used to be a man? They are lesbians because the are attracted to femininity, something a mtf trans person will struggle with their whole life.

"The brain" isn't a single unit. Different parts of it do different things. Most are entirely unrelated to higher thought, personality, or identity, including the one part of the brain which shows up "as the opposite sex" in people with legit GD.

Self image is not an aspect of GD, merely one possible side effect, which does not require clinical intervention, but simply not being such a god damned pussy

If your discomfort with having a penis stems from gender dysphoria, HRT will end those sensations. If it's NOT a result of GD, that means it's a result of your BPS or other comorbid mental disorder, in which case there's still no reason to actually cut your damn dick off, that won't fix you

Feminine personality is not a symptom of GD. What you need to do is get over your notions of how you believe people are supposed to behave

But I thought the popular pov was that masculinity and femininity are just social constructs and don't define your gender. Now you are suggesting that you are completely defined by your perceived feminin stereotypes to the point that you are submitting to the patriarchy and just becoming a woman?

>Why would a lesbian want to be with a woman who used to be a man?

This.
It also applies to gays/ftms.

I can tell you from experience that HRT won't "end" your discomfort with your genitalia, or your body in general.

the popular POV is correct in that being masc or fem has no bearing on what gender you identify as
OP is a nutcase and not representative of the majority

>not being a goddamn pussy

Can't tell if this is a terrible choice of words or a great choice in this context.

The space between your upper lip and nose is huge. It's a sign of high T.

You're going to look like a man. Might as well kys

So who took this picture?

how's that trans suicide rate doing?

Good or bad depending on your perspective.

remains high largely because of society continuing to treat them like shit, esp the ones that get clocked
I doubt FtMs that have been on hormones for over a year or 2 have comparable suicide rates to MtFs who still look very manly

MtFs are also a lot more likely to be attacked/killed compared to FtMs.

I know. I was hoping op might read that and connect those dots himself.

/popcorn.gif

Well, statistically, it would probably help a lot. If he really has GD

For obvious reasons

The high suicide rate is almost entirely because of the physical sensations associated with GD. That and co-morbidity with more severe mental disorders. HRT helps some but not completely. The idea that it's because of society is nonsense. Trannies have a higher suicide rate than jews in nazi germany.

I think it depends on the way society is organised.
Western societies are a lot more "male-centric" and it's probably the main reason male homosexuality was/is seen as more damaging to society than female homosexuality.
It's the other way around in a lot of Asian countries, where societies place more value in the female roles than the male ones, like India etc.

as a "tranny" I can tell you that society has a lot to do with it for some people
personally I give 0 fucks about what society thinks (they tend not to care around here anyway) and I pass as male so it doesn't affect me, so yes, if I killed myself it would be entirely because of depression
but I do know people and know of people who've done it because their friends and family mistreat them or won't allow them to transition or they've been attacked for being trans etc

You'll make a good trap
Do what your heart tells you user, just dont get the surgery its terrible

I didn't say it had no effect, I said it wasn't the primary one. Which it isn't.

yeah, but "almost entirely" insinuates that the other factors are an insignificant piece of it. which they aren't.

dont be retarded ,you are going to look like shit and will only attract closeted faggots which will never truly love you

They are. As evidenced by the fact that HRT, which relieves the physical symptoms, drops the suicide rate much closer to normal

You should just save yourself some time and kill yourself. The odds are pretty high you will anyways so you might as well skip a few steps

Males also commit murder (in western culture once again) in far greater numbers and males are more often going to be motivated to kill mtf people.