SOBRIETY THREAD

600 days sober edition.

Sound off, my fellow addicts. I'm finna get something special to eat tonight.

I'm addicted to pot but have no ambition to quit

Can I still chill here

Congrats man. What are you gonna eat?

as long as you hate yourself for what you're doing, sure.

I dunno. I live in the middle of nowhere so I dont' have many options. Maybe a McFlurry avilable only at McDonald's.

sounds awful
what a waste of a life

Mixing a rum and coke right now

It's nice to not have an addictive personalty and enjoy things in modertation

This, I can't imagine what a piece of shit you have to be to not be able to moderate yourself after a couple drinks.

Alcoholic, but not the recovering variety. Cheers on your 600 days sober though, may all the gods of furious strong be with you, and live like a windrammer as you fuck.

same bruh

it is nice to enjoy alcohol and the effects but find alcohol disgusting at the same time and know when too much is too much

this

I won't lie. Abstaining is very, very lonely and often I wonder why I bothered.

I'm much better looking now though.

I think that I'm an alcoholic. Just went a month and a half without a drink, but a recent string of bad days at work led me to down the better part of a fifth on Friday. God damn, was my tolerance down. Felt great doing it, felt awful the next day. I've had a single 12oz beer every day since.

right on for you OP, i drink pretty frequently on weekends (collegefag) and with gf because ive got a gf but i coudnt imagine drinking like that lol fuuuuck

Man, it's something that, if you're gonna do it, you gotta do it for yourself. Do you feel better on top of looking better?

you are not an alcoholic idiot

physically I feel much better. Anxiety has all but disappeared, far fewer pains and aches, burning sensation in my stomach has gone.

I still feel totally worthless though.

I should probably add that before this last month and a half, I have generally had a half a fifth to a fifth's worth of liquor a night for the past 3 or 4 years. I couldnt seem to go a night without it. That's what made me think that I was one. Really, I don't know what makes an alcoholic, though.

>mfw fear turning into my dad, who drinks at least 8-9 beers a night

does ur dad get faded

i get fucked after 4/5 beers

On weekend nights and at family parties, yes. I have no idea how much he drinks then but it must be a fuckload. He'll start as soon as he wakes up and keep up a good pace until late at night. 8 or 9 seems like an average weeknight for him, and I can barely tell the difference.

>cutting
>trying to not drink
>mfw

i always end up fucking doing it. it's never a lot, but like two to three times a week i throw a few hundred calorie vodka monkey wrench into my attempt at cutting

i don't have any friends or a girlfriend, (literally no friends, have not spent time with a non family member in years) im bored as fuck and sit in a recliner chair for hours at a time refreshing Veeky Forums when im not at work or the gym. i fap, i smoke a ton of weed and drink. it barely even does anything to me anymore, i usually just get tired and feel shitty

hydrocodone was really great but it's gone and i dont think i want to fuck myself up that bad. im 19 too. my cousin says its weird that i drink by myself, but what the fuck am i supposed to do i don't have any connection with anybody

I never understood why people think drinking alone is weird do whatever the fuck you want

Hookah / cigarettes / pot are considered social vices but nobody says it's weird to do it by yourself.

I suppose it's because people auto link it to depression and alcoholism

>hydrocodone
best leave it alone anyway. You very very quickly need insane amounts of that shit to feel anything.

they gave me 20 7.5 pills for my wisdom teeth, was doing them for about 5 days. 15mg made me feel happy, 30mg made me want to vomit and couldnt walk, 22.5mg was the best dose

i would only take it when my stomach was completely empty