Met a cute, funny girl at a party

>Met a cute, funny girl at a party
>Feeling myself really attracted to her, we're laughing it up, chatting the entire time, she's funny.
>A bunch of people from the party go to a club
>I'm dancing with her a for a few minutes
>She starts making out with my buddy.
>Go to the bathroom, upset
>See my reflection in the mirror and realize I'm ugly and any girl would make the same choice
>The only choice in girls I'll ever have is used up, below average 30 year old sluts when I'm like 30
>Feel like killing myself
>Lifting isn't helping me anymore, feel like a piece of shit every single day.

I don't know what's the point anymore guys. Why lift? Why do anything? Almost everything in this life has been pre-determined by the fact that I have a weak chin and ugly facial features. While my attractive friend has girls throwing themselves at him and dying to suck his dick.

Realise that until your can separate your earthly desire for women from yourself you cannot be happy.

I'm considering becoming a monk.

how did your buddy start making out with her?

what happened between you dancing with her and them making out?

Seems like you have a shitty friend.

I still feel sorry for you though op.

She moved towards him while he was dancing, leaned over to him real close and started getting up into his space. Then she put her arms around his neck, whispered something to him and kissed him on the lips. Then they just started making out. Danced for a minute. Went back to making out.

One time I went to a club with a good looking friend of mine and there was an okay-looking girl dancing in front of us. I started dancing with her and soon afterwards we were making out. Later that night her gay friend said my hot friend was the one who was supposed to get her.
Moral of the story is: doesn't matter if you're good looking if someone else acts first.

get BETTER not BITTER

I was acting first. She wasn't having it.

Funnily enough, the girl also had a gay friend who was with us (from the party) and he said to me that they look like a cute couple and he hopes they start dating because she told him she wanted to date him. She spoke with him for like two minutes.

How can you get a better face without plastic surgery though?

>meet one girl
>doesnt go how you want
>literally, just one girl
>RUN TO BATHROOM, OH SHIT DEPRESSION ONSET, TIME TO SLIT WRISTS, THIS LIFE IS NOT WORTH LIVING

She took someone else because she could tell you''re a clingy, emotional faggot of a 'man'. It was one girl and you want to kill yourself, how about try and get with one hundred girls and then see. And, you're not allowed to complain until you've tried with ONE HUNDRED GIRLS.

Don't judge yourself, don't try and find wisdom, don't think about it - just go for one hundred girls, without evaluating any of it, THEN AND ONLY THEN will you be allowed to come back and complain again.

tl;dr - Get some actual perspective, get offline, get stuck into life, before you complain. Put your "unshakable" hat on and go.

Can you do that, buddy?