Veeky Forums feels thread

Because when you leave humanity behind you no longer want to be with them.

This

Between my 8 hour arms and 8 hour legs, plus taking TWENTY SCOOPS A DAY, I just don't have TIME man!

Because you're a bitter, angry frustrated faggot riddled with crippling unresolved emotional issues that no amount of lifting will fix... i.e. you're like everyone else on this board.

maybe it's just testosterone

I wasnt nearly this way when I was lazy, now I just want to be better than other people

>tfw the more gains I get the more insecure I become
>tfw benching 3pl8 and scared people think I'm a fucking scrub and are laughing about me behind my back for being weak

Trying to see yourself as better than other people isn't exclusive to those who lift. /pol/ do it, and even /r9k/ try to see themselves as somehow better (in some twisted way) than the normies.

Neither of those can be explained through being HIGH TEST ALPHA MALES like you, buddy. But all can be explained by the fact that the people who go there are not happy or emotionally well-adjusted individuals

im not an alpha male

I just look down on people more now that im fit, not that im superior or anything but it bothers me that people can be so lazy

Lifting stuff up and putting it down again doesn't make you not lazy. If lifting is inside of your comfort zone then its just routine. You're not trying new things or working on becoming better as a person, you're just becoming a Dennis.

>tfw i quit school an job cause im afraid to people
>tfw i lift because it makes me feel in control

>TFW gained 15 pounds over the past few months
>TFW I still see the skinny piece of shit that I used to be when I look in the mirror
>TFW I don't actually know how I look like
>TFW new gf told me my body us perfect
>TFW I don't actually believe her and think she's just saying it so I quit bitching

Thanks user. I'll try my best for my grandad, and I'll try to make her proud.

Thanks user. I'll try my best for my grandad, and I'll try to make her proud.

Most of those 15 lbs is fat.
Would bulk slower

Your antisocial nature before lifting was bolstered by an illusion that you are somehow better than everyone else. Now that you are bigger you have even more reason to believe that illusion.

I hate this picture

What a stupid fucking gym. Why is it carpeted? Why does the lighting resemble a cheap movie theatre at night?

Id hate working out there. Fuck that sad green cunt too, fuck being sad while lifting

It's been probably like 9 months I guess which is more than a few. Either way I still look so scrawny and I hate myself.

>if you are doing weight lifting
>most likely you are trying to lower BF and increase muscle mass
>if you are doing that, you are most likely normalizing your testosterone levels
>if you are normalizing your testosterone levels you become more self assured
>but since we have weird ways of being self assured (as channers) we go inna isolation modo
>girls are also more likely to not approach us anymore since we seem too handsome (too menacing) to them, if you were a little bit more fat and more losery they would have some confidence to approach you since they themselves are a bit losery
>they expect you to approach now, if you are handsome (weigh lifting and a good bod gives you +2 on the 10 scale, so yea fuck off, you are most likely better looking now)
>cant approach girls because still too beta in your own mind (I have that too), but also because now normal girls kinda look like losers (I want a sporty girl)

>post in a CBT
>not dyel enough to get made fun of
>not big enough to get mires
>no replies

>Start lifting a month ago
>lost an inch on stomach
>traps started coming in
>bicepts starting to form
>cant bench over 115
>cant squat over 115
>can deadlift 135 for reps easy
>maxed d/l today at 175

I hate this

>tfw bench and squat are sucking all my confidence

also
>dead marriage
>girl at work likes my new confidence
>fall in love
>wife finds out
>whatever
>middle of divorce
>cant stop lifting
>other woman is unsure of leaving her husband
>absolutely can not stop lifting
>cant stop
>at the end of the day, all im gunna be left with is these tiny traps and small bumps on my arms.
>i have to keep lifting

One day
One fucking day
>i am going to make it

>mfw squatting naked in my home gym

>I'm fat
>wife left me
The sky is blue. More news at 11

Is squatting naked really that big of a deal? Im home gym but havent done it

user you know that's cheating. You might as well take 10lbs off the bar to make it even.

>Growing up, my sister is my best friend
>She always loves me, and I always love her
>She has aspergers, and has trouble getting friends
>We always play fun imaginary games
>She's 6, and I'm 7
>Start doing things brother and sister shouldn't do, completely clueless that it isn't right to do
>Later on, when I'm 11 and she's 10 she starts to say no, and we realize that this isn't right
>Stop doing it, we still are really close
>She starts to hate me more and more
>Wondering if I fucked up my sister for life
>She tells parents, and I get sent away to boarding school in another country, but my parents emphasize that they still love me and I'm still their son
>Feel bad for my sister, yet also sense of confusion
>Decide there's nothing I can do because my parents won't let me talk to her
>Discover Veeky Forums about a year ago, and am currently entering ottermode from full skelly
>Now 19, am returning to my home country, and my parents' house for a little in 2 days
>Relationship with parents is okay, but haven't seen sister for a long long time
>Leaving all my boarding school friends behind
>Sad about that, but whatever, life goes on
>Concerned about sister, no clue what to expect
>Still feel very strange about the whole thing
>My parents say she is doing better, but I'm still confused as to why this affected us so differently
>Really want to find out, but also realize that I need to do what's best for my sister because I may have fucked up her life before
>Gonna make my life elsewhere, maybe try to mend our relationship later
>What do Veeky Forums, I can't help but feel for my sister who I love, and I can't help but feel confused at the same time since we never had sex, and everything we did was mutual
>Life is strange Veeky Forums

but is she cute?

answer the question

Do yourself a favor now and don't bitch to your girlfriend, ever.

I literally haven't seen her or a picture of her in 8 years, she's always been my sister to me, never realized what we were doing was wrong, or taboo, just kind of happened and we both liked it. Yeah, I guess she's cute.

Cut then you faggot.

Your going to fuck her arent you?

Do it live on /b

Alright makes sense. Cut immediately to show off them gains

nah

But I don't have any gains desu. I still look auschwitz at 5'11 and 150.

I wouldn't be too hard on yourself or worry too much.

Girls feel very at home playing the role of the victim.

As soon as she realized what you guys did was not normal and that she would get better reactions from people if she was hurt and confused, I bet she leaned into it.

Very possible that doesn't actually have the type of metal turbulence she both claims and portrays. Although, It would be a bad idea to ever question her or insinuate that.

None the less, when you say you are confused as to why it affected you both so differently; I think there is a strong possibility it hasn't. She has just reacted differently, because it has been more beneficial for her to do so.

My advice would be not to act like you did something wrong. You were kids, and it sounds like you have your head on straight. Keep your head held high and live your life.

Uhhh I wouldn't really call this a major issue, just wanted some input.

>2003 be in the 8th grade, carefree halo one, yu-gi-oh card playing machine
>would get "teased" by this one girl (lets call her M), issue was M was besties with the most sketchy girl I ever met (in the grade desu senpai) who happened to be in my class
>M would do things like call my name whenever she saw me, then point at me, pretty much just tried to start a convo...she did this for a year
>i was super cringy too, i'd like tell M to fuck off and throw up the finger just because i thought it would be not cool to be seen with her

Okay i know i was a dick...it was like 12 years ago

>i see M at my gym now, she is fucking hot
>M is dating a dude who i know, im not his "friend" but like we both are cool with each other
>M works out near/next to me almost everytime i see her, she knows she's hot, all seman demons do
>she does shit like, if i walk into the gym she'll get off a treadmill to move near me, if im working on a machine/bench that has an identical one next to it, she'll be there

Here's the thing.

Reward
>i get to potentially smash a 8/10, 9/10 for me

Risk
>maybe she's trying to get closure, i was a dick to her when she was approaching me, now she's sexy and maybe wants to just shoot me down(M's in a relationship)
>awkwardness in gym if i ever see her/the boyfriend

Anyways, there's some drama.

who else here /manwhore/ ? Im not really a douche bag but id sleep with anything above a 6
Also I act like a male slut

>"accidentally" walk in shirtless whenever i notice female presence
>like to tease my little sisters friends whenever i get home, doing shit like walk with boxers acting i didnt notice theyre here
>one of them is qt who I totally made her spill her spaghetti, she literally started stuttering when she saw me topless
>outside, I would lift my shirt and show my abs whenever I see females

>lost about 50lbs
>at the slimmest I've been (5'7" 140lbs)
>still feel flabby and gross
>girls spaghetti over me from time to time but still stuck in fat mode so I assume they're secretly making fun of me
>let slip at a party that I've never had a gf
>drunk me tries to play it off but to no avail
>wake up the next morning with a text from my bro telling me to give this one chick a chance
>pretty cute but kinda weird
>been snap chatting idle conversations for days
>wants to see me later this week
>can barely prevent sperging out over the phone so I already know how this is going to go
At least my baby weight lifts can only improve now since my bulk is coming up

>gains suffering
>stopped EC stack because I was getting dizzy and feeling super tired from the Bronkaid
>still lost an ample amount of weight tho
>grandpa passed away, didn't lift for 5 days
>quad injury is preventing me from doing any lower body lifts

I hate my life.

Iktfb
>tfw never get responses from friends
>tfw don't even get responses on an Azerbaijani weasel breeding imageboard

But you are a douche

The squat only counts if your dong touches the ground

>my height is making squat gains impossible
dont come up with excuses bro, im 6'5" and squat 3,5pl8.

Lmao

I'm 100% positive I have some form of body dysmorphia, be it anorexia or "bigorexia". I know I'm most likely nothing like what I think.

I've a lifetime of mental issues behind me and this just feels like the most recent

Cry less and cut more. Girls don't like fat guys, go get jacked and forget that otter faggot.

>tfw life is just school, lifting, Veeky Forums, and video games

Having friends would be nice but it's extremely difficult to make friends and I'm not even sure where I'd find people into the same shit I am.

If you're already predicting that you're going to spill your spaghetti in front of her before you all even meet up, you're setting yourself up for failure.Just relax bro, it's only a girl.

friends are overrated. Find a girl you can bang that you like eating and relaxing with.

switch out school for making money when the time is right and you are set

>switch out school for making money when the time is right and you are set
Nah senpai going into academia.
Trying to find that girl though, I agree that it's preferable to have that one deeply intimate relationship then a bunch of friends.

>tfw finally got green boobies

>tfw a lot of random grils i see on instagram can squat more than me

If I was happy I'd be doing something simple. I need HELP man

Tell me about it. Where do you start with chicken legs?

>tfw engineer in consulting
>always have been nerdy in that i love science fiction and video games
>start as 130 lb skelly at 6'1
>gain 50 lbs
>buy better clothes and get a haircut
>still the same person, but people accuse me of saying "macho shit" and being a dudebro

Feels g-good, right?

Lifting so i can do this to a female friend and have her lose her spaghetti and possibly get dick wet

>tfw today is my 18 birthday
>studied a little bit, went to the gym, nothing more
>I was gonna go out to watch a movie or something with my qt azn best friend, but she had to go out with her boyfriend who hates me
>I had something good going on with a qt3.14 but she was emotionally vulnerable because shit in her life and we decided to take some time

At least I have been lifting regularly for over a year, while keeping on check my macros.
At least I have the best body I have ever had in my life.
And I got a first date with another qt3.14 next sunday.
So, life is not that bad.

>go to party for first time
>have best night of my life
>next day
>feel empty
is this what creates addiction

she sounds like an evil cunt
>super young kids get it on
>girl gets told by strong womyn that she was raped
>tells parents it was all sons fault
>son gets sent away
>girl plays victim so son isn't mad at her, son becomes cuck
>son ends up on Veeky Forums

I hope shes dies desu senpai

Happy bday senpai

know when/how to play it dog, otherwise it will end up as a pure cringe fucking situation

Thanks, senpai

>tfw fatty through school
>tfw hit 290 at 6'4 senior year of high school
>found fit and dropped 100 pounds in a little under a year
>lowest I was was 190 and still had that stupid lower stomach pouch thought I was still a fat ass
>New Years resolution was to bulk
>bulked up to 250
>currently cutting
>look back at a picture when I was 190 and realize I looked decent
>Think to myself everyday why I didn't stay at 190 and why the fuck I bulked to 250

Your wife left you for a fag who couldnt pass recruit training
You have lost nothing worth worrying about my friend.

Is it a mental think? I really want to try this one day, security cameras be damned.

Miracles are only performed in the platform of tragedy, stay strong bro.

do people actually do this? my neighbor has a squat rack in his garage but i only see him using it for other things with the garage door open..

>tfw too poor to pay for a gym and can get good food only sometimes
>love working out anyways
>use the bowflex i got a while ago as a gift to get started
>plateaued after the first month after using bowflex and dumbbells
>have slight gains but not alot for three months

i dont think ill ever make it

>my girlfriend has only had one previous sexual partner
>she only stayed with him because he would threaten to kill himself if she broke up with him
>she never had sex with him but sucked his dick
>he would try to eat her out and finger her but she could never cum because she was put off by him
>she ended up breaking up with him and never spoke to him again

>the closest I've gotten with a girl before her was her trying to jerk me off for two minutes but stopping; I've made out with more people than her as well

>we lost our virginities to each other and are the only people that have made each other cum

why does this bother me so much?

I was in the same situation before user, if there's nothing else wrong in the relationship, just enjoy exploring each others bodies...

Its ok , i dont like when girls are impure desu senpai ... but who cares . as long as its just you shes doing . .. just make sure not to wife her if its been used too much

because you're essentially a girl whose only experience is shacking up with some cunt who isnt even strong enough to dump a needy, clingy, suicidal bf

>not doing your entire work-out naked
GET

ON

MY

LEVEL

>been nearly a year since i stopped because life happened
>come across park today
>check how bad I deteriorated
>chicken wing muscle up
>adv tuck back lever
>even straight bar dips are a struggle

Well friends, where do I go from here? How did you come back? Now I am nothing but a shadow of my former self.

Make photos every week so you can actually see your progress. And don't complain to your gf. Girls don't like that shit coming from a guy.

She wants closure. Don't give it to her until you're sure she'll fuck you

you did a 60 lbs bulk? that's retarded as fuck.

>6'6" hungry skeleton
>not particularly interested in eating food, feel like its a chore unless its my favorite food
>lift 3 days a week, cardio 3 days a week on off days
>also have an active job that involves a lot of walking
>need at least 4000 (four thousand) calories a day to bulk even at a snails pace

im doing it dirty too. if i had a proper diet this shit would be nearly impossible for me

6'5" former skelly here, not it's not impossible.

Go for clean high calorie foods like oats, nuts, meat, fried eggs etc.

I comfortably bulked at 4300 for a year with this.

>son becomes cuck
I know this is bait, but I've had a steady girlfriend here for the past 3 years. She's great, but I can't take her with me to the US.

Why the fuck do you do cardio if you're struggling eating enough already?

u gon' make it.

Happy birthday user!

>match with girl on tinder
>my profile is pics of kayaking, hiking, shooting, and other cool shit
>my bio is something like "lets take a hike" and "im way better looking in real life"
>my job is listed as enviromental specialist
>girl sends the message first cause i was sleeping "hey i just got my degree in environmental science and i think you still look pretty good in your pics! (: "
>her bio has some message about "bonus points if you like to be outside and workout"
>shes perfect for me
>shes 5'10
>im 5'9
>fuck my shit

I fucked up when making my own strawberry jam.
I forgot to add motherfucking sugar.

Just keep going mate. Numbers are fun to increase but what really counts is the effort you put in.
I have a fucked up knee and I still squat. It took me 3 years of rehabilitation and slow training to reach my 225 1RM that I have now. But I still enjoy every Minute of shitty Training with low numbers because I know I am making progress

Go for it dude. Shes tall so she prob wont care anyways. Shes prob chill also. You should try. This is a good chance to work thru ur insecurities even if things dont work out.

It's called post party depression and is very real

That's your chance to have tall sons, user.

Been losing weight just through diet recently. I'm not fat, but getting heavier so I've countered that. I've found that with my corrected diet I've been sleeping better and felt more motivated.

I want to join a gym but I've just been teamed up at work with an attractive girl who also goes to the gym and I'm worried she and my colleagues will think I'm joining because of her.

I'm obviously going to do it anyway but how do you deal with people that accuse you of doing it for girls?

>I'm obviously going to do it anyway but how do you deal with people that accuse you of doing it for girls?
How about not giving a fuck?