Anybody else here lift because they are a male rape victim?

No, just njped twice. He had a good lawyer and neither of us did a rape testing kit, so it was our word against his.

He pled down from the court martial to double njp.

High five dude, you lost your virginity early.

That's really fucked up and I'm sorry that happened to you.

It doesn't matter anymore. Not your fault. I just wish I could actually tell someone.

A therapist.

No. VA doesn't want to help and my insurance will not cover. Paying out of pocket while in school is out of the question. My parents don't even know.

Thats pretty fucked man. Isnt there anyone you could sue here?

Jesus Christ this is awful. I'm sorry that this happened to you mate.

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If you're seriously looking for help, I'd recommend posting your story and issues on one of the many reddit subs for this. You're bound to get people who've actually been in situations like yours (or who know people and can give knowledgeable answers).

I know some guy had a kid son that couldn't afford dental insurance and he had really painful carries everywhere, so a dentist offered to work on him for free if they could raise enough money to fly him over. I'm sure you can set something up online with a therapist who'll work free of charge out of the kindness of their hearts.

No I don't think so. It was years ago and good luck getting the military to work with you. The trial and everything has already been and gone anyway.

Some universities have free student counseling centers staffed with therapists and social workers for situations like this. They may see you for cheap. Also maybe ask the head of the psychology department if he knows of any cheap or free opportunities for your situation.

Yes. If I'm not strong I don't feel like a man.

That's possible, it might work.

I actually did take psych intro last semester, I guess I could talk the department head and do what you suggest.

I know how you feel I can relate I wasn't drinking but I know how it feels to feel like you don't have anyone to talk to epically because I grew up in a really masculine house hold where being beaten or being a girl of any kind was looked down on a lot.

That sucks. Thank you for your service maine

Did you ever get over it psychologically? Did you ever go back to being your normal self or no?

Tfw got raped by an 18 year old that brother was going to prom with when I was 14. She just got me really drunk and fucked me as I threw up a ton. I think it maked me a better person because it gave the confidence to say I got laid.

All you can really do now is milk their benefits dry.

Yes definitely try. Often universities have masters and doctoral students practice therapy to get ready for post grad life and you may be a candidate if you tell them your financial situation.

Therapy is definitely helpful. I was suicidal a few months ago and seeing someone has made me a different person and helped me get into the gym. Good luck breh we're all gonna make it.

No it happend between 5th grade and 6th that summer in boy scouts 3 of the older scouts told me it was a game you get the idea. But no I started failing classes and getting in a lot of trouble at school I got my act togather by 9th grade but could never really go all out in school or a relationship because I always felt in the back of my mind of everything they said to me and called me it destroyed my confidence even though I was able to come off as kinda popular. But it always came and ruined relationships for me because I never felt like I was man enough for the girl and I felt like a failure because of how my parents brought me up. I never got help though and I really think about sometimes but I can't talk about I just cant.

Thanks

Sorry this is poorly written it's hard to talk about I try to block it out.

Thanks

Yeah that sounds kind of like me. After I got out I just stayed away from everyone for years. Didn't start college and just worked shit jobs.

I was homeless and needed a place to stay. I just wanted to be warm for one night.

I did agree to have sex in return.

What happened however was a got viciously raped, and I barely got my asshole and "plumbing" normal after about two years.

It crosses my mind almost daily.

I finally have a job after six years of being homeless, but the first few months I still had problems with sccidentenal flatulence and it was really embarrassing.

The frustration and unfairness of life is definitely a motivating factor to why I started lifting, but more than anything I just want to inspire my peers to be a strong person.

I wouldn't considerate myself actually homosexual, but my coworkers allude to me being homosexual, or want me to say that I am and gay additionally which is also humiliating because I then think of my only sexual interaction with a male being a brutal rape session

Ya I can handle the stress and everything but I just can't handle people espically around when it happend I start to day dream and it comes back and I hear them talking to me when I'm out its terrible. I hope it's better for you then it is for me because I've been considering folding my cards.

This was in Portland, and that person still posts on Craigslist trying to find me, and they work out at 24/hour fitness in downtown Portland

Thanks fit, I haven't told anyone

Why do your colleagues allude to you being homosexual?

I work at a call center -- thank goodness they hire anyone.

The general mentality is that of middle-schoolers / high-schoolers and that's why it's such a concern for them

the fucking guy still tries to find you? for what??

Besides that fact that he's a psycho rapist?

Go take a bat to his knees.

Kek. Serves u right. Marines are all jar head tough guy faggots. Signed chair force fag who actually learned something applicable to civi life.

Well we know where he works and lives, and can find his Craigslist ad I'm sure.

Any Portland boys up for some good ole' fag bashing?

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There's a hotline for rape victims and the one specifically for military rape victims saved my life
safehelpline.org/
Then can get you counselling and therapy, the people there really care. Stay strong user.

Rapist detected

according to feminists I was sexually assaulted once. still waiting for the PTSD to kick in

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I'm so sorry man. I'm glad things are starting to look up for you. Good luck.