Veeky Forums feels

> qt boy I like
> he likes me back
> feel I'm not good enough for him
> enter cocoon mode, lift for months
> lose weight instead of gain because meals weren't measured correctly
> more confident though
> talk to qt
> he says he moved in with his new bf
> oh
> tfw no gains and no lover

Gay

Atleast you're open
>having absolutely no plans to come out until I am confident with my body
You'll find a new qt OP

Im happy your disgusting fantasy didn't come to fruition, you mentally ill fuck.

> he says he moved in with his new bf

Let's be real here. That's gonna last 3 whole months. Plant the seeds now, harvest later.

Thank you jesus. I knew it was your doing and deep down I'm thankful

You know you want a qt bf just as badly. Let out those repressed feelings already

ill b ur bf

>Go to gym
>See qt
>She becomes a regular
>I decide to man up and go chat with her a bit next time she's there.
>She doesn't show for two months
>Today she is there again. I had already given up ever seeing her again.
>Say hi to each other and I ask where she has been, but pussy out on asking her name and finding out more about her.
>I justified it by thinking she wanted to work out and so did I.

Next time...

This one happened tonight

>Sunday 2 am finishing upper body day with some rotator cuff work on the cable machine
>arms are pumped side delts popping out of shirt
>see 8/10 4'9" purple haired pail skin light blue eyed girl approaching me
>asks if anyone's using the lat pulldown
>literally no one on that side of the gym but me and her
>awkwardly stair into her light blue eyes for 3 seconds and stumble out a "n-no"
>she sits down and starts working out
> as I leave I can see black guy half way across the gym grinning at me
>realize how much I just fucked up
>cry to myself driving home
>currently have headphones blasting music to drown out the voices of suicide

Will I ever make it fit?

Faggt cuck go kill yourself

>inb4 projection

There was no point in specifying the guy was black unless you are a massive cuckold faggot

> 2016
> Still hates gay ppl
Not even gay but you're just autistic
> religion
> kek

user it's just a girl, let it go. Only women suffer from emotions jej

At least you talked to her breh

What did she expect you to do?

GF says girls are very flattered by mild spaghetti drops no matter how ugly you are. That probably made her day.

calm down Ahmed

[current year intensifies]

True, thanks for positivity bro. Just have to see it as a minor step towards greater goal. Just like lifting.

...

>pail
>stair

Oy vey what (((year))) is it!

Go back to your containment board

>>>/LGBT/

>purple hair

She was probably some obnoxious attention whore anyway

>lost 30lbs in 14 weeks
>bmi of 21.3 now, the lowest of my life
>still feel fat as fuck but my hips are gone
>feel like I should stop losing weight because I'll lose all my curves
>want to eat at maintenance but worried as hell to gain weight because muh underestimated calories

>texted her goodnight last night
>texted her GoodMorning
>she opened my snapchat but didn't respond
>I-it's cause she works two jobs rigt brehs :(

Well looks like I'm going to wait for her to text me....
>tfw I won't get that text