Feels Thread

General Feels thread i'll start

>18yro fatty in HS, semi popular actually have popular friends but kinda beta
>Work as tutor for real autismos
>Me and this girl are the tutors
>We dont talk for 3/4s of year because I don't like kids and put off a quiet vibe while working
>Eventually begin working on fitness, nothing crazy just dropped a few lbs
>Not sure if she found out I was popular or what but she opens convo beyond work related stuff
>She's cool but I feel nothing for her
>Eventually friendship develops and she's giving me obvious mirin' signs
>Leans hear on me, touches inside of thigh, stares with bitten lip, the works
>Dont respond because not interested but enjoy her company
>Eventually she flat out tells me she is very interested, makes it a joke within class that she likes me
>Tells me she loves me and messages me 24/7
> Basically ignore her
> This goes on for about a month and Im about to graduate (shes a junior btw)
>Start to catch feels but for whatever reason dont show them because moving for Uni soon anyway
>feels come hard I and one night I write up a text confessing my feeling toward her
>Back out at last second send some generic text about missing her
>Graduate so I won't see her again
>Spend good amount of time liftin
>fit now ready to smash
>Begin texting her more romantically
>Ask her on a date but get a kinda lukewarm yes
>The moment I begin reciprocating she loses interest
>Been months and I still think about her alot
>mfw she got even hotter over summer
>has abs and is THICC
>Got a trash twink boyfriend
>Wanna smash his teeth in but literally have no reason to other than he is dating her
pic related it's part of our convo, too scared to post her because friends browse Veeky Forums

If I get my squat up to 375 will the feels go away fit?

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>Basically ignore her

And you wonder why she doesn't have feelings for you anymore?

lol this, fuckin autismo got to OP

You are the real twink here, OP

>get home from gym feeling good
>walk in past mum + sister without saying more than "hi"
>sister and mom stops me asking why im so mad
>say im not mad and walk up to room
>once im in room suddenly lose it in autistic rage, smashing my door shut and punch my table hard as fuck until my hands hurt like hell

>tfw I lose it like this every other week and i dont understand why

Damn what the fuck? I rage hard too but not without cause. I hope you get it under control, bro. I'm trying, too.

Also, I thought my anger would get better when I started working out. But it got seemingly worse.

Not sayin I blame her man just feels bad

I used to lose it like this back when i was 10, but that's 12 years ago. Gotta talk with the psychiatrist about this shit.

Sounds like BPD to me

I think I was more attracted to the constant attention than I was the girl if that makes sense

> 20 year old virgin
> going to college this summer
> it's my last time to make it

now or never, if I fail THEN HEADS WILL ROOOOLLLLL REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>haven't been taking care of myself for past couple years
>all of a sudden realize I'm fat, and need to start dieting, all while finally visiting a doctor about some outstanding issues I'd been having the past few years
>have checkups each month for about 3 or 4 months
>each checkup I'd lost ~10lbs
>people at my work mentioning I look a lot thinner than I was
>250 down to 215 so far
>if I could lose another 30 pounds I'd be well into the normal BMI range for my height

I'm gonna make it, brehs.

rekt op.

Lift it out m8 I believe in you

QUINTS!?!?!?!?! WE ALL GONNA MAKE IT BOYS

Quiiiiiinnnnnttttssssss
Does anybody see this?

I AM WITNESSING

waste of quints, i hope the sexts (HAHA) were better

Everything I do is for you, Zyzz. Come back to me pls I need your advice. I tried to quit being a sad cunt but it's not working out.
Help me

>ladies man in college
>date a girl for a few years
>we break up
>can't talk to girls at all

How do I get my balls back Veeky Forums?

>21 y/o kv
>spent my entire childhood behind a computer screen
>was 350lbs at the age of 18
>finally got to the point where I either kill myself to stop being a NEET burden on my single mother or man the fuck up and start taking responsibility for my own life
>choose the latter
>just under 2 years later
>went from being like 5'8, 350lbs, to being 5'11, 200lbs
>loose skin makes it hard to identify me as a human
>also it turns out that I'm nearly a literal cripple, too
>valgus on my left elbow
>left shoulder is fucked up and super weak
>spine is fucked up, I literally tilt to the left when standing up "straight"
>extreme valgus of the knees
>piriformis
>tfw can barely even lift as well as skinny little guys at the gym, even though I've been lifting for a year and a half
>tfw 1pl8 squat
>tfw 115lb bench
>tfw in constant pain any time I'm not lifting
>tfw my body always tries to go back to my old posture when I first wake up, I have to force myself to stand like a regular person is supposed to
>tfw self-loathing that never goes away
>tfw about $5k in debt because my parents stopped paying my medical bills when I turned 18 and just kinda decided not to tell me
>tfw kissless virgin and going to stay that way for a long time
>tfw the ride never ends

You're gonna make it brah

>date a girl for a few years
>How do I get my balls back
You never had any. Lemme guess, she pursued you?

>Girlfriend breaks up with me
>Feel like a broken mess since, think about her all the time
>Am seeing her in a few hours
>Making sure I look as best I can, really groomed myself well and hope she won't be able to tell I'm a broken mess
>Don't know how I'm gonna feel when I see her, I imagine my heart will drop and it's gonna be hard to talk
I feel so alone, I miss talking to her so badly

fuck man your life is fucked

>Am seeing her in a few hours
Fucking why.

Going to go pick up my family dog she has been watching for us

Why would your ex be watching your family dog?

Options
>surgery
>lift
>roids
You've started along the journey m8, you aren't dead and you've dropped 150 lbs. Start a job somewhere, save a dick load of money and better yourself.
You'll make it brah

not him but same situation, how do I get balls?

you need to cut contact m8 it's the only way.

You might want to see a therapist, dude.

1 More year to make it to Elliot Rodger mode brah!
We're all gonna make it!

Definitely a personality disorder. Do your family a favor and get psychiatric help.

Yeah, I know. I'm only 21 though. I still have time to fix shit.

I'm kinda happy about how my life turned out, desu. Sure, it sucks dick now, but I'm on my way to becoming something greater. I have SO many extended family members who are fucking losers. Dead end jobs. Still living with mommy at 30. Pregnant at 18. Doing heroin and meth. Those kind of people. If my life hadn't been so shitty to start with, I probably would've been on that same track.

But instead, I got to drill straight out of that shithole, and hopefully towards something greater.

I think you have an excuse to use roids in that situation. If life is fucking you, might as well fuck it back.

I'm 22 years old, finally done with JC and starting my first (last) 2 years at a university. I feel old but I still look like I'm 18. I really want to just make the absolute most of this, especially with girls. I'll be living in a dorm too just to say I experienced it and to meet people.

Only 17 or so days until I leave for the college, I'm really excited. I'm better than I've ever been physically but wish I was a bit more leaner.

I just want to make it bros. I just want to be successful

can't stop laughing imagining it

lifting right now m80, getting loose skin surgery as soon as my employer will allow me, about 6 months from now hopefully.

>doctor says my blood sugar is high
>if I dont change my diet I will have da beetus
>oh shit
>start hitting the gym for self improvement
>couple months down a road notice someone new
>kinda skelly but nice beard
>couple more months down the road notice him there every now and then but never gave it much though
>one day watch him do incline dumbbell press
>mirin his arms
>looking thick and juicy
>next day he's there again
>suddenly knees weak arms spaghetti
>feels nervous working out around him
>starts to notice he is there everyday I am
>starts thinking about him throughout the day

I can't do it Veeky Forums.. Im not gonna make it

I just wanna go to the gym and work out not fall for some stupid guy

If I keep lifting can I lift this silly infatuation away

Don't masturbate for a month. Seriously.
Nofap makes you feel like fuckin man.

She wasn't my ex at the time she started watching

Man, if only most people had that kind of optimism. Good on you, you'll get there. Some people peak early, you're going to peak late while everyone else is in decline. Keep it up brah

Dude, you're gay lmao.

youtu.be/rhMfz4HrcEA?t=33s
Heads will roll you say?

Just do shit loads of squats. Get a boipucci so juicy it'd be impossible for him to resist

Don't ever fucking talk to her again. You hear me?

N-No homo, right?

lmao does nobody else think this is hilarious?

I offen think about what his lips tastes and feels like against mine and what it will be like to be help in his iron grip

help me brehs

Those digits

Dub dubs confirm. You must offer him your ass.

Yes, but I had sex with eleven other women in college, I must've been doing something right

Total faggot.

You need absolutely zero game to fuck a drunk fatty at a college party.

M8 I'm really not trying to prove anything here, they weren't fat. Just looking for anyone who's been in my situation. Not everything is a pissing contest

QUINTS GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN

Does anyone here feel like they are constantly "falling in love" with any women that shows the attention?

Be me have pilonidal cyst for over a year now. It's gross but haven't gone to doctor, just clean and bandage it.

Can't afford to take much time off :/

What do.

iktf bro
I've been single for too long and am susceptible to infatuation at the moment

Pretty much everyone who doesn't lead a healthy social life does this.

Go back to plebbit.

PENTS??

...

>tfw you never get repeating digits

>Get repetitive flu/cold, two weeks after I feel better fever/ache/lethargy comes back followed by throat
>difficulty sleeping
>losing gains
>everyone is partying at university while I'm in my room trying to recover
>can't cook at this college so my diet is mainly rice, tuna, oats and whatever they serve for dinner
>very low sex drive due to shit diet and always having flu

I'm over it Veeky Forums... uni was meant to be the change in my life I was aiming for, but it's just making me poor and sick, but you need a degree to get a decent job...

The opposite. When a girl pays a lot of attention to me and wants my attention all the time, I start to get disgusted by it.

>antisocial master race...?

Sounds like allergies brah. Can't be the flu unless you're being exposed to different strains that often. Unless you have some time of autoimmune disorder.

See a doctor famalam

I had literally the exact same thing happen to me in uni. It went away after a year or so but it was pretty shit. See a doctor if you can.

Plenty of international students here that bring viruses from around the world

What did the doctor say to you?

He fell for the autistic meme

Regardless, your immune system should be revved up after the first illness. It's either allergies or RIP

Dude, man up seriously.

>Creatine

>almost 28
>never had sex but made out with some girls
>actually became attractive (mb a 7 or so)
>pop random boners/fall in love when ugly skanks touch me playfully or smile at me

I just want a semi cute gf to snuggle with fuck
;_;

No, I'm not a beta.

This
No chit chat just get the doggo and leave.
If you recently broke up then your heart will sink when you see her breh

wtf is that paint 2 watermark

OP story is FAKE AND GAY

unless u post more proofs of the chick and her "trash twink bf"

I am semi cute..

but I have gained weight so I know you cant love me yet user san

why did you break up? user
How did the meeting go?
Come back to us

>in a feels thread
>I'm not a beta.


k m8

Not him, but c-can you post pics?

>Not everything is a pissing contest
that's where you're wrong kiddo

I do both of these things and it sucks

this actually does make sense
DEM 9's

do you have a feminine dick?

I don't take pics of myself anymore I am too ashamed by the weight gain. ._.

Being on holiday has led to the GAINZZ nam sayin

I go back home in a few days luckily

no, do you?

We don't fat shame here, m'lady.


;D

>be fit
>be attractive
>be tan
>never have to worry about girls
>have 4 girls in rotation right now
>have to cancel a date with one because my balls literally ache from fucking another girl the night before
>not really interested in any of them
>only makes them want me more
>life is good

always make sure the girl wants you more than you want her. The moment that switches, she'll run away. pic related

>eat ice cream
>lick too hard
>it falls off
>I try to pick it up
>it's too slippery
>falls out of fingers every single time I try to lift it up
>mfw can lift heavy ass weight, but can't lift ice cream
>mfw the ice cream is gone
>mfw it was THE ice cream for me
Never forget...

oh... ok

Lifts and stats?

same

Of course not the board of body positivity ^_^

I like spaghetti

keep it up user, it's always worth it

i believe in you

just be a sick cunt m8

>be really good friends with this girl (7,5/10 with an amazing ass if that's of any relevance) for a few years now
>told each other pretty much everything, secrets that we wouldn't share with anyone else
>one day, she was at my place
>talking and what not, suddenly the subject turns to love life
>"so user, any girls in your life"
>decide that this is a good a time as any and just went for it
>"well actually, I've liked you for some time now, but since I assumed that the feeling wasn't mutual I never told you about it"
>ShitDidIJustSayThat.jpg
>oh user, but you know we're just friends, best friends, I trust you better than anyone else bla bla bla" can't really recall the whole thing, but basically she blew me off in what she believes was a gentle manner, if that's even possible
>ask her to give me a good reason why we wouldn't make a great couple
>"the thing is, I like this other guy..." after that I kinda stopped listening
>was torn, and speechless for about a minute while she tried to cheer me up
>decide to play one last card
>"allright, but I gotta try one last thing"
>MoveInForTheKiss.webm
>TacticalDodge.gif
>"No user, it just wouldn't be right"
>after that I decided to just play it cool since that way she wouldn't nag me in vain to cheer up and be worked up over me
Pretty much stopped talking to her since, and good riddance. It happened months ago so I've gotten over it by now but at the time I was so fucking pissed since I didn't know who I should’ve been angry at, me for allowing myself to fall so hard for a girl again, or her for being such a cunt. To add insult to injury, she used to date a fat fuck and also slept with a mutual friend, who at the time had a gf and she knew of it, yet did it anyway. I just felt like I was at the bottom of the food chain. I would get it if I was ugly but I'm not.

>college dorm neighbour interested in me
>only 50% interested in her
>the spark fizzles out
>now have to endure hearing some guy plow her literally all night

Doesn't always work out that way senpai

yeah if you're unattractive or weird it doesn't work that way

Man, that fucking hurt to read. Get fit and successful and make that slut understand her poor decisions.

I thought the same thing breh, our tism must have been similarly tickled