Feels thread

I can relate to your entire post. But I still have gyno and I'm trying to figure out if its really that or if I'm just too fat. Currently cuting and I'm starting to lose hope.

>used to be 450
>lost close to 150 pounds in a year by lifting
>visited snap city
>couldn't work out
>weight loss slowed quite a bit
>July 4th comes around
>It's a Monday, and the week before the doc told me I'm good to lift
>Eating healthier than ever, tracking micros, and lifting hard
>Next week go to get MRI of an arachnoidal (brain stem membrane) cyst
>They think it's turning into cancer
>Had an appointment yesterday, Saturday July 30th
>Was only supposed to be a little blood drawn and another MRI
>Nurse asks me if I noticed anything on myself
>Lumps in neck
>These are a result of my thyroid freaking the fuck out
>They call my neurologist
>Dude's golfing, rushes to the hospital to see me
>Get biopsies done, a lot of blood drawn, urinalysis, MRI's of head, neck, and torso.
>Neurologist brings me into his office
>I've been in the hospital for close to 8 hours
>If I have cancer it's spreading
>Birthday in December, probably won't make it to 22 (I'm 21)
>Have only told 4 close friends and that was last night

I don't want to fucking die man.

>shitskins

>shitskin

If truth user, I truly feel for you. If that would happen to me, I would still try to impregnate my gf, save semen so she can have more of muh kids, and make over 1000 videos for my kids when they'll grow up.

"Good job son! I'm so proud of you winning that game/contest/whatever"

"I'm so proud of you for becoming a man, take care of your mum for me"

That kinda shit. Damn m8, I feel for Ye. I'll lift today in your honor buddy.

Thanks. This last month of waiting to find out has been terrible.

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>tfw 5 year old high school reunion
>tfw everyone failed miserably, almost none have a job that's even remotely related to their "college education", barring 2-3 out of ~30
>tfw even I will become an electrical engineer within a year with virtually limitless job options

It was truly uplifting.

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Don't leave us user.
We're here for you.

fuck that cancer up man

fuck dude.

>Tfw you get your body in check and start slaying pussy but then you start to realize what a fuckup selfish cunt you are when you aren´t able to keep anyone near you so you have an existencial crisis with no job and decide to go in a fucking celibate until you don't fucking sort yourself and become less of a waste of space and gains.

I wish there was a face for this fucking feel but...

I understand mate. Hope you're holding up well. It won't be a PR day because Tuesday I got a sponsor meet, but I'll go super intense.

May my resting bitch face be of comfort.

Sorry for you buddy.

I remember being 16 too user

>Making it: The later years.

I know that feel bro.

At least use your time left to make it. I also have a cyst on my frontal lobe. I found out about it when I was 18 I'm 24 and never went back to the neurologist.

IF gyno was real you'd have heard about it in places other than Veeky Forums. You're just fat.

>spent the last hour studying ex's instagram
>remember all those pictures we took together
>that's the time we spent in the park on my mat
>i'm cropped out
>it's like we never existed

It always looks weird from above.

>rest timer finishes 60 second cycle
>keep pressing dismissal/reset function but fucking piece of shit phone doesn't register it
>"da DOODLEY-DO, da DOODLEY-DO"
>over and fucking over again
>enraged, i hurl the fucking pieve of garbage against the gym's wall mirror
>it keeps going
>everyone's staring at me
>i just stomp out of the gym screaming and crying
Honestly, I can't catch a break. My fucking life is unbearable with bullshit like that.

>scrutinizing ex-girlfriend's instagram
>we broke up in 1993
>it's all pictures of her husband and two kids
>not a fucking SINGLE one of us
>it's like she doesn't care

I'll pray for you friend

thanks bruh
needed this kick in the ass

your young, your chances to beating cancer are higher
good luck mate.

holy shit this is my story from rl experiences, İ told this in an alpha stories thread 2-3 weeks back even the pic is the same

I like to think my tits can pass as pecs, but I know everyone is judging me.

Thanks guys. I guess this brings a new meaning to "making it", doesn't it?

>was fatty though highschool
>290 senior year of high school at 6'4
>find fit drop 100 pounds after graduation
>drop to 190
>bulk up to 250
>currently 233 at 6'4 20 years old
>despite going from a 2xl to a L
>despite pulling bitches
>I still feel like that fatty in highschool
>think I still look like fucking shit

Sorta good feels
>met qt blond girl
>she has fuckboy bestfriend who's a guy
>ever since I met him I can tell he doesn't like me
>cock blocked me a few nights ago
>first time we met he tried to shake my hand and squeeze it really hard
>Mfw drinking a few nights ago watching a movie
>put my arm around qt for sick cuddle gains
>5 minutes pass fuckboy looks over
>he lets finish that game we were playing
>qt and I are like nah we are enjoying this movie
>he says "I'm going for a walk I don't feel good"
>her and I kiss when he leaves she apologized for the way he was
>he comes back within 3 minutes
>fast forward to the end of the night
>he's to "drunk" to drive home so he passes out on the couch
>she walks me out to my truck
>we make out for 10 minutes and she apologizes again for how he is and promised she's gonna make it up to me next time.
>tfw she keeps runing her hands into my tshirt sleeves feeling my arms and shoulders
>Mfw I could have fucked her that night
>Mfw he's a jealous little cunt

I have more story's about fuckboy if anyone wants to hear

What's up Matt

>Be me 25y old virgin autist
>Girl starts making eyes on me at the gym
>Follows me around the gym
>Starts exercising in front of me
>I pretend not to notice and look into my phone between the reps
>She makes a dissapointed face and leaves

Bump

You're not autistic, you're a coward.

ill lift for you too today
stay strong

>Be me
>terrible anxiety/depression, binge drink to try and deal with it
>Shit happens, start meds, seeing therapist, get sober
>feel great
>read sticky, start lifting, and lose 26 lbs
>after a year decide I don't need meds anymore
>quit cold turkey
>depression and drinking comes back
>feel myself slowly gaining the weight back

Fuck, Veeky Forums. I don't want to be on meds long term but it seems to be the lesser of the 2 evils at this point.
>inb4 kill yourself
I'm weighing my options atm.

Well, quite the opposite, actually.
I always feel like the skinny kid I used to be, but when I look down I see sexy muscular tits trying to pop out of my shirt.

I love you, user.

Yeah i remember reading this greentext and reading you aswell with your weird fucking "I"

>Didn't have a round in the chamber before drawing
Guy could have fucked him up right then and there

Don't look at her photos dude. Seriously nothing positive can possibly come from it. I used to check my ex gfs facebook profile like a few times per week and always felt shitty afterwards. Just seeing her post new pictures and continueing her life as if nothing happened.. yeah that sucks. Even worse when she easily finds a new bf while you still wake up feeling like shit cause of her.
Once you stop looking.. it gets better

Hope for the best, m8, we love you.

Sure keep going

i would like to hear more. also, does anyone have any good numale stories? i still don't get it

Second time hanging out with qt
>be chilling at her place with her sister and fuckboy
>drinking outside
>qt sits next to me and has and on leg
>she fuckboy looking
>end up going bowling later that night
>qt all asking me "user teach me how to bowl"
>after a few frames qt says user I need to talk to you
>we go around the corner and end up kissing for the first time
>as soon as we finish fuckboy comes around the corner "ohh I just wanted to see where you went"

Apperntly this kid is a virgin. She told him to make a tinder to bang a chick and he said "I just don't want to fuck a random girl"

Another one that happened when he cock blocked me
>get on the subject of how qt is a bad texter
>she was taking a nap Before I came over
>fuckboy apperntly texted her a few times and she didn't answer so he called her a bunch
>he says don't worry user it's gonna happen to you one day
>I say it already does but I understand she's busy and she'll get black to me when she can no need to spam her
>he just looks at me
>I say what she works two jobs and goes to college she'll text me when she has the time.

>born with amazing genetics/inseritons
>not getting stronger
>can't manage to eat enough
>not getting anywhere
>feel like a failure
I honestly feel like I'm somehow at a disadvantage compared to everyone else on this board. It just feels like everyone else has it easier for them even though I know that isn't the case.
>I will never get to see the natty potential my body can reach
>it's solely because I'm a failure and can't work hard enough
It really pisses me off watching everyone else getting stronger and making progress while I've been stuck for months.
One day I feel amazing and I'm happy with how I look.
Then the next day I realize that I'm going to stay this way and stay weak forever.
KILL ME

I know that feel all to well...
>tfw you think you make it because you are finally making social/girl gains
>tfw your mind tells you your doing awesome when in reality you are just a fuck boi with no future planned
>tfw reality slaps you in the face and you are trying to piece back life together.
It's an abstract kind of feel. Don't think getting pussy is making it. Get a career, set goals, and be independent THEN get girls. Live, Laugh, Love. Notice the order?

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stay strong user

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Breaking up with my girlfriend of over a year. I can't do this long distance and we keep fighting.
It's gonna hurt me when I see her hurt

It will user but time will heal that

>21 y/o kv
>spent my entire childhood behind a computer screen
>was 350lbs at the age of 18
>finally got to the point where I either kill myself to stop being a NEET burden on my single mother or man the fuck up and start taking responsibility for my own life
>choose the latter
>just under 2 years later
>went from being like 5'8, 350lbs, to being 5'11, 200lbs
>loose skin makes it hard to identify me as a human
>also it turns out that I'm nearly a literal cripple, too
>valgus on my left elbow
>left shoulder is fucked up and super weak
>spine is fucked up, I literally tilt to the left when standing up "straight", and my right side comes more forward than my left
>extreme valgus of the knees
>piriformis
>tfw loose skin out the wazoo
>tfw more or less normie-sized (5'11 200lbs)
>tfw have tits and a huge gut anyways thanks to the loose skin
>tfw can barely even lift as well as skinny little guys at the gym, even though I've been lifting for a year and a half
>tfw 1pl8 squat
>tfw 115lb bench
>tfw in constant pain any time I'm not lifting
>tfw my body always tries to go back to my old posture when I first wake up, I have to force myself to stand like a regular person is supposed to
>tfw self-loathing that never goes away
>tfw about $5k in debt because my parents stopped paying my medical bills when I turned 18 and just kinda decided not to tell me
>tfw kissless virgin and going to stay that way for a long time
>tfw the ride never ends

I joined the military and actually feel like I'm part of a community, for the first time in my life. I'm actually hanging out with people and it turns out I'm actually a pretty fun guy to be around (or at least I think so, people usually seem to be happy to talk to me, and will even engage me first, which never happened to me before the age of 20) when I'm not constantly depressed from a combination of being a fat fuck and living with a terrible toxic family.

So at least I've got that going for me, which is nice.

stop spamming your sob story in multiple threads, stupid faggot.

>Girlfriend cheated on me
>Feel like shit
>She's already off with her new guy
>Friend tells me he abused his last girlfriend
>Just trying to focus on getting big
>tfw she's probably gonna be in a few of my same classes next semester

So turns out the girl I like has a boyfriend fml at least I have the gym ;_;