How many here started lifting to repress the truth that pic related is the body you really wanted? I did...

How many here started lifting to repress the truth that pic related is the body you really wanted? I did, and I know some others on Veeky Forums do as well.
It doesn't work lads

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>>>/9gag/

Pic related is who I actually wanted to be but yeah, the general idea is correct

Tfw anime isn't ever gonna be real.
I hope the possibility to upload my brain into a virtual elf girl will appear before I die.

Trump will make anime real

I want it alright, in my bed if you know what I mean

????

Took a long to time to realize I like my penis and fucking women enough that I would never go on the 'mones. So fuck-it, If I'm stuck being a man, I'll be a "MAN"

Many people on moans have dicks and fuck women.

I want that body to be in the same place that I sleep at the same time as me if you know what I mean

I'm not following

I want to have sex with that person if you know what I mean

like the body you want to get with?
oh you mean...
oh
OH
no, nah definitely not, what the fuck bro

Yes OP. It's killing me inside.
It pisses me off that there are people on this very board living the dream

What do you mean?

I do but in reality I'm too autistic to approach a 9 or 10 hell I'm not even good looking

the worst part is that I have a gf been together for 4 years and 8 months and I really do love her and sometimes I really want to know what it's like to fuck a 9 or 10 but I already have a waifu material gf and I'm too autistic to approach said girls anyway so I'll just jack off to porn and have sex with my gf when I can

I already know what the right thing to do is but fucking hell lads the grass is greener on the other side of shit really does pull you hard sometimes just gotta persevere

I think you misunderstood OP. He doesn't want to be WITH that pic, he wants to BE that pic.

You misunderstood OP

I want to put my phallus in it's babyhole

guess I need to work on my reading comprehension then

Misunderstanding aside, I had a revelation. If you start with the bottom of the barrel with girls (only asking out girls you KNOW you get get), then you will never be certain how high you can go. You'll stay with your current girl and wonder "Shit, amybe I could have done better", but you'll be too afraid to leave her and try. If you start at the top and get rejected a bunch, then work your way down, you will end up with the best girl you can possibly get.

yeah pretty much I always had low self esteem and knowing what it's like to have a top tier girl would be nice just for the sake of knowing what it's like

but it's much harder to leave my gf since she is genuinely the most caring and loving person I've ever met the pros just don't outweigh the cons in my situation right now

I know that feel bro
I think it's an all too common situation

That's cool, if you like her that much then that is good--seems like personality is harder to change than body. Is she fat, or just butter face?

I wanted that too OP, But I didn't do it to repress, I just knew my body was too alpha and did the best I could with the hand I was dealt instead

legit I'd fuck trappychan

not even gay

Well obviously. Trappy is a girl

>girl
>Trappy is a girl

I lift because it's the only thing that helps me escape depression

Same. The depression coming from not being a cute woman

That fag already got exposed for posting photos of some random chick on Facebook and claiming that they were of him lol.

You're lucky in your current situation.

The "proof" for that is retardedly bad

It's not like a game with 10 difficulty settings and you can test how good you are. Different girls like different things, and with some luck (and effort) you can get some 10s while other 5s hate you despite trying. Only aging fatties are 100%

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I lift for the Sake of Self Improvement.

That and OPs goals are not mutually exclusive

I used to, now I am full blown trans and passing
im the blonde, used to be 200 pounds of lean muscle

Why did you betray your masculinity,?

because it was a shell, a fortress I built to hide and I snapped and didn't need it anymore

In her what? I don't understand.

Is that why he's not here anymore? I haven't been here in like 2 months but I notice a significant lack of the piece of shit.

I remember him claiming he could do a muscle up and then used every excuse in the book to say why he wouldn't post proof.

i only feel because i feel like i have to. i actually hate doing it.

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I used to train an insane ammount per week, but ended up breaking apart from all the stress at age 19 i had with work, learning, teaching, working and the gym. I just didn't want to think about 'it'
now over 2 years HRT, have a bf, am even stealth, supporting family/colleagues/friends, live is better. Glad all those muscles went away. Well, i gained and want to do sports again, but maybe just cardio
get help, seriously. I'm sorry to hear that... get a therapist, get to a group or seek people your age online with the same background, it will get better. I know, it seems impossible with all the selfhate but it's possible and it will be worth it
be well

She did get doxxed and left. The thing about her having used another persons pictures is entirely made up though

Nice try trappy. Damage control mode in overdrive

Thats the body id like to fuck. Wtf u talkin bout brah

>get a therapist,
I did, she told me I wasn't trans. Felt good to opeb up once in my life to get told I was delusional, never again, I'll just be unhappy for the rest of my life instead

forget that hag and visit another one. Where do you live? Maybe start working on yourself to at least better the current state. I guess you're mtf?

>forget that hag and visit another one.
Not sure I'll ever have the confidence again.
Denmark and yes

Move to sweden you mentally ill faggot

>am even stealth
bull fucking shit
if im not stealth then you sure as hell ain't stealth

great logic there, hon

Some people just fucking hate themselves. It won't get better for them.

not without professional help and the consideration of transition or at least some kind of plan

you are the hon, without pics you are probably kayla

pls be in cardiff?

It's not like a hard set rule, but in general, you draw people of similar attractiveness. I imagine it like a bell curve--sure, you CAN get someone WAY more attractive, but it is the exception. So I figure shoot high and work down.