Tfw no gf

He's a fat YouTuber named Joey who gorges on food in front of a camera and over exaggerates his reactions and acts like a retard

My girlfriend died last week, I was going to propose to her someway down the road if things ever got that far.

now everything feels so void...

its not my autism, i talk to people all the time, its just that when the conversations start getting deeper and we start to notice each others personality more i end up wanting to run away and start somewhere new and wish no one knows of me. i think im fucked up

What are you afraid of them finding out?

>tfw thought i had found my future gf
>found someone better
>to afraid to ask her out

She's your gf but your'e still nervous around her?

She's not your gf after the first date user

cant work out because i had a fucking surgery last week, this is torture REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>gf dumped me
>wanted to marry her
>she's already with someone else i think
>I don't even have any interest in girls anymore, the thought of hooking up with girls just for sex or having a relationship is completely unappealing
>I'm broken now
Can someone invent time travel?

>tfw ex dumped me to be a whore
>months later text her to see how she's doing because she was still someone I cared for
>tell me she's doing okay just suffering majorly from depression
>meanwhile I'm doing the best I ever have been in my adult life aside from the occasional loneliness on my journey to being a Greek god
>tfw it's almost as if I dumped her

It's really strange how things work out.

are you literally me? god dam we are all the same