>Even after 1.5 hours of deadlifts the feels are still there
Women arn't worth it anons, I was doing just fine before I met "her".
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My mental issues are finally becoming too much to handle. I tried so hard but its jusr too much. I can barely type this down. I tried so hard just to act and look normal but its too much now i start hearing shit more and more and thinking about doing even crazier shit the drugs just keep working less and less. I just dont even see the point of going back to college or even working my job these days.
My head been fucked up for so long but i kept going for as long as i can. Keeping up the charade until recently ive been having a hard time keeping it under wraps. Now my friends look at me different, i cant keep it underwraps.
I'm fucking crazy and i hate that this had to happen to me and why couldnt i grew up normal and happy? Im proud tho i lasted so long and i managed to make friends along the way. I used to be a selective mute but i can talk to anybody just fine(usually) and im just so proud of myself of that because back when i was younger i thought I would die without friends.
But right now my head is just too messed up and everything is so confusing and im just so tired of it and I cant type good anymore or think anymore. I just wont live like this much longer.
Its pretty much over for me. I had a good run considering. I only posting this on Veeky Forums because this place help motivate me to improve myself and i really did and i couldnt be any more thankful for it.
Also I left after doing deadlifts before I was exhausted since I went to my max @ 4plate then did volume work
Should I go back later today to do the rest of my Full Body workout, or should I just wait until Wednesday?
>why couldnt i grew up normal and happy? Im proud tho i lasted so long and i managed to make friends along the way
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>I only posting this on Veeky Forums because this place help motivate me to improve myself and i really did and i couldnt be any more thankful for it.
Women don't care about gains, make sure you do it for yourself
What drugs? See a therapist bro.
I didn't come here to read a book.
To be as succinct as possible...
I struggle.
After my father committed suicide, I lost all my direction in life. I had no identity of my own.
Now, 4 years later, I'm trying to find it. I use exercise to suppress the mental issues I have. Running for an hour or two kills some of it. Pushups and pullups and situps kill it some more.
But there are some days where it's so bad, I just don't know why I get out of bed. I don't enjoy the things I normally enjoy. That's when I know that I have a problem. I literally can't see a point to existing and striving to be better. I'm indifferent to suffering. I look at my family and I don't even feel emotions. Their faces are blank. I'm blank.
Hang in there, user.
What the fuck are you doing in a feels thread if you don't want to read about feels? Fuck off.
We get it, you come from plebbit in search for something funny to post in r/Veeky Forums so you can earn pretty green votes or whatever. And at this point we can't get rid of your kind.
But please restrain yourself from posting.
>I was doing just fine before I met "her".
are you me?
had to be told that she wants to break up contact for good this time
squatting 1.75 plates is not helping fuck all
didn't think this would impact me as much, but it does
fuck
please let us just stay in contact, this shit is killing me
This thread can not die, not like my plate