Thank you

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It's been a while, Veeky Forums
But I had to come back.
Somehow, I always knew I'd be back to tell you guys.
Thank you. Truly, thank you.

>Be me, 19 year old sad faggot
>Skinnyfat as fuck, fat face, boy tits, love handles, whole fucking 9
>Have gf, she makes me fucking miserable
>Spend day in, day out working, coming home, eating fast food, browsing /b/
>Get bored of the autism, browse other boards
>Choose Veeky Forums for no real reason, start browsing
>Read the fucking sticky, scrolled down, read the sticky again.
>Went to my pantry, threw out all of the sweets, gave the sodas to my roommates
>Went to the store in the dead of night, bought chicken, veggies, and a case of bottled water
>Did pushups, sit ups, squats until my next paycheck
>Joined gym, would drag myself there every day after work
>Friend notices small amount of progress, joins with me
>We gym bro for a few months
>His girlfriend eventually drags him down enough to go on occasion, eventually not at all
>My gf notices, decides to start going to the gym

>Our schedules are so misaligned that we never have time to go together
>Eventually she starts getting pissier than normal, always upset
>I go along with it, trying to "fix things" like a dumb cuck
>She becomes more hostile, openly rejects affection, puts me down when I try working on my appearance, talks about celebrities that she'd leave me for
>Eventually get to go to gym together, she listens to literally no advice I give her on form, or even workouts
>By the way, women really only do useless meme workouts it's a waste of time.
>Eventually because of her, develop some serious body dysmorphia
>Literally never use the camera on my phone because I feel like a goblin
>Become a drag everywhere I go
>Sense of humor quickly spirals into jokes about killing myself
>Get the brooding feeling that eventually, they won't become jokes
>Despite all this shit, I drag myself to the gym, browse Veeky Forums, think of killing myself, go to bed. Day in, day out.
>Roommate has her boyfriend over, I'm in the bathroom shirtless after a shower, she glaces over. Hear her whisper something
>"Hey baby, maybe you should think about going to the gym with user"
>Stars shine a little brighter that night
>Eventually lease runs out, roommates cant stand each other, I know I'll have to be alone.
>Move into apartment solo, friends hardly ever come over, gf comes over once in a while to fuck and play with my feels
>Wake up to nobody, come home to nobody
>One day the urge gets too high
>Take all the sleeping meds I had
>Wait for the cold and blissful embrace of death
>Have wicked scary hallucinations instead
>Vomit
>Sleep
>Wake up
>Fuck.

>Still manage to drag myself to gym
>Friends notice my gains, I still fucking hate myself
>Talk to Veeky Forums. Veeky Forums is there for me
>Yep, gf is still a cunt
>Except wait, a new guy has entered the fight
>Despite it's reputation for being a fucking neckbeard breeding ground, start browsing TRP along with Veeky Forums
>Sift through most of the PUA tactics and stories I assume are fake, learn that my life doesnt depend on some girl
>Eventually stop trying to win her over the other guy
>She breaks up with me to date him
>To be honest, I really didn't care.
>Move on with my life
>Still hit the gym
>Notice one day that a qt is checking me out
>Dysmorphia still in action, I didn't do anything besides make a note of it.
>Get home, do something that I hadn't done in months, if not years.
>Turned on the front facing camera on my phone.
>Take a picture that I think is okay, upload it to let my friends know I'm not dead
>Literally everyone tells me how different I look since high school
>Everyone's asking me for lifting advice
>Holy fucking shit
>Turned phone off
>Went to mirror
>Looked at myself
>Cried like a little bitch
>I looked at myself for what looked like hours. I finally looked normal
>It's like a whole fucking new world
>Get message from ex one day
>Go to gym with her
>She actually does the workouts, pays attention to form
>Fucked her to spite her boyfriend.Never contacted her again
>That wasn't really relevant, I just wanted you guys to know
>Went to work today
>Didn't feel the usual exhaustion and depression
>Got home
>Realized the literal most important gift that I'd ever gotten
>For the first time in forever, I didn't think about killing myself even once.

Honestly, thank you Veeky Forums
Thank you for turning a self hating meme addicted faggot into who I am
Thanks for being there when I had literally no one to go to
Despite being strangers on a Taiwanese Haircutting Plaza, you guys knew me more than anyone
I love you brehs

Good motivational story user, keep it up brah

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We're proud of you user. Always glad to see someone better themselves.

The public will see that I'm a minority, and then I will be shredded with words and not weights

Good story for once mang. Nice

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>shredded with words and not weights

....nice.

He's probably black or pajeet.

Either way, I hope this story is real.