Nightime fraud where you at

i felt really big in that picture. never worried about being skinny or whatsoever.

what a great skinny life i had. I gave it all away for some gains.. FOR GAINSSS

baka.

Why is everyone so quiet?

had everyone make it? Did everybody leave?

tfw no life
tfw no friends
tfw inferior

just came back from shopping with my gf, here is a webm of it

>tfw on 4th day of dnp
>less than 1000 cals a day but not feeling hot so up it to 800mg
>sweating a bit while curling 12.5kg dumbells, cut off lifting after 20 mins
>ate 200 calories of scotch eggs
>been rather uncomfortably hot and sweating and want to strip, but not burning like hell from my past experience

damnit its working.

also went from 83kg to 78. Glad I'm not eating more than 50g of carbs a day.

>tfw I hate science and studies anger me

Never stop believing

Pics? I'am curious

fuck science, i know better.

science is for retards, trust me i know this.

You don't need to think about things, you just have to be big. Being big solves all problems in life

dont want to take any and not using mirrors till im done with thhe cycle as a way to shock myself.

hoping to drop to 75kg with full glycogen and normal water weight.

>fuck science
>being big solves all life's problems

Sounds like something a land whale on tumblr/Facebook would post.

We all gonna make it brahhh

Shut up pussy, Yeah believe in you science smart ass. Stay skinny

skinny forever

>butt muh scienceee

2 minutes on omegle and chatroulette, showing crazy striations

only jelly people and dicks, no woman

banned
probably wrong time?

>tfw no friends
how do I fix this?

talk to people

>talk to people
mind explaining?

at the gym, work/school, get a hobby

>mind explaining?
people you go to college with
people you work with
people that always gym at the same time as you

2 slow

I can't cope with most people. With their inferior cringe way of behaviour

nobody understand my mental disease

-_-

got to love the estro in the drinking water

>nobody understand my mental disease
lol

Stop making fun of me, i have a hard time already

I wish i could lift for girls like you guiyz.

I lift to be strong
youtube.com/watch?v=wGbLTFNSw2I

>I wish i could lift for girls like you guiyz.
meh.
girls can be p intresting

>roiding for this
So im 5 days past my last pin and im kind of lowering my calories and going to raise them during pct for an anabolic rebound. Real talk i look like a twink fucking bitch what are the chances i got gypped. Also in a haze a patriotic fervor i enlisted for the army. Anyone here know any sure fire ways to eat good there? I heard people either get fat or skinny when they join.

why the fuck don't you just do lower doses for longer time? like 100test 200deca? why do you pct at all? don't you take medicine that literally causes atrophy?

>Did I get gypped
Yeah, whoever was supposed to be training and eating for you fucked up

It is generally said to not cut after cycle but when should I cut when I want to bulk again during next cycle? I can't just keep bulking r-right?

Is this why people BnC instead of cycling?

GUYS GUYS GUYS

notbf said he'd take me canoeing! I don't know if he'll follow through but I really really hope he does since he has been refusing to see me

Ahhh I'm estatic
Thrilled

Yay degeneracy

Also got paid $160 last night to literally just have coffee with a dude
Nothing else
Just sit at timmies and listen to his stories

Wew life

He got banned for a bit but he's around... eheh

>was

Hopefully the trip ends with you trapped under a rock beneath the surface of the water

holy fuck dude last night i cucked my friend without knowing and now he's all pissy about it

Huh?

If only I could be so privledged

I may be a horrendous narcissist incapable of sincere suicide but I still long for death. Jajaja call me edgy all you want but ASPD is not as wonderful as people glamorize it; I often have want to have the same feeling and bonds and connections as everyone else. Sometimes I'm horribly infuriated and jealous of people's empathy. There are benefits to degeneracy but I only do such crazy shameless things because I am so empty and so bored. When you don't experience normal connections you fill that blank space with everything else
.... it's honestly very miserable. People who ask stupid shit like 'how do I be a sociopath?' Don't understand it's a insufferable existence, that the apparent upsides only come from deluded narcissism and our lives are nothing. If pills or therapy could sate me I'd accept them, but instead they are wastes of time and more people i destroy intentionally or not

Wew xtc ranting, buckle in for 6 hours of shitposting til works over bbs

Tbol vs Anavar, which and why?

FULL DETAILS user

Pix of grill

Did you tren fuck er

If male tbol. Better price and effects. Do both if money is no obstacle

With test base at least ofc, should go without saying

>at the club
>dancing with 2 girls that know my friend
>he tells me one of them is his
>alright buddy
>go away, start walking around picking up chicks
>one of the 2 girls we were dancing with grabs me and starts dancing
>she kisses me
>i see my friend putting up some kind of angry bitch face
>the girl asks why he is so angry, i tell her i dont know and hes a retard
>take the girl to a motel on my bike
>today my friend comes to my house to pick up his bike and starts ranting about how he loved her and shit
>yeah sorry dude i was confused i thought it was the other girl

i dont give a shit about this guy though

dead inside :^)

you lift to be fat

only for sex

We ell genna moke it brehhhh

even you, someday, if you just believe and be yourself.

never stop hoping

Keeeek yeah doesn't sound like he had a chance anyway

Good on you, user

Fuck her again and send him a pic of her creamed on face asking if this was the girl or not, that you'd forgotten

He'll learn to live vicariously through your dick like the beta cuck he is

>you lift to be fat
very original mast

>only for sex
and other things
but ya mostly sex

>never stop hoping

Y-you m-mean one day I might sit on your j-jaw too?!

Kek

he never has a chance, this guy pulls this shit on everyone every fucking time

what do you look like

What a faggot. Nothing to worry about them, you're really doing the bro thing by teaching him the hard lessons. His own fault if he won't spread his ass cheeks and learn a thing or two from it

you are embarrassing yourself. stop

>thinking estp can embarrass herself

I don't know my ancient selfies get posted in these threads all the time

This is like 2 years old I don't take pics often

>implying I'm capable of experiencing embarrassment or shame

Your resistance only makes me harder

Or whatever that hentai horse meme is

Ty, ty. I accept pity tips

You made it brah

>the eyes of someone with genital warts

Egh, tygod I have not contracted such a thing

I have been told I've got dat cold, dead sociopath stare quite a bit, though. I mean, I guess I should have it, if the psychs got their labels all right like

Kek

Edge of the edge

>The eyes of someone that doesn't lift weights
>The eyes of someone who lies every single post
>The eyes of someone who is so starved for attention and affection they have to act edgy
>The eyes of someone who uses narcotics on a daily basis to fill the gaping void in their life

will I age on this even if I just do trt test and like 400deca?

brb switching test to estro

Better ghost write my autobiography, bb

Reposting to verify attention seeking claims wew

What are the best porn subreddits brehs?

>Future cellulite candidate
>Still no proof that you actually lift
Die or stop lying

That's literally just the downlighting.

Then you'll get prostate cancer and die.

whats your opinion on cucks and general cuckoldry?

>future cellulite candidate

Fuck that I'll get my sugardaddys to pay that shit away

Laser or whatever new fangled thing they do

Gotta keep my assets together til they create perfect godlike robo bodies in the generic shape of zyzz

>His own fault if he won't spread his ass cheeks and learn a thing or two from it
....how does spreading ones own ass teach them something?

Bumping for curiosity

Vastly indifferent desu. I don't have a strong opinion on many things unless it directlt benefits me to have one, and I'll flip flop if it benefits me more

I'd make a charming politician, I'm sure. All chaotic nuetral like.

Try it and see bb only time will tell

5%

nice quads, how do you feel about a muscular ass on a guy?

>I'll flip flop if it benefits me more
this is why women are trash

can you leave me your email address please?
I need to ask you some questions about that nl source i heard you're buying from

at least you don't lift for girls as a faggot that needs approval for some GIRLS

beta cucks

I only lift for zyzz, he was my biggest inspiration in life. Wow, he looks so massive, He truly changed my life.

Tell me

What kind of weird fetish is that, just show me your ass and stop talking bullshit. Let's get to the point

I wasnt aware that was an option. Theres no point worrying about what if though, just gotta make the best with what i have. The previous pic was taken first thing in the morning, no breakfast, pump, or lighting.
>implying it makes a difference
Do i still technically have about 2 weeks left to make gains since im using long esther?

Mate ......why the fuck are you roiding? what the fuck is the point? You're a noob, stop it.

All those angles, fisheye effect and still looking avarege.

hoelang zit je al in de bijstand terwijl je werkt als prostituee?

>Tell me
good feels
helps with boredom
general engouragement

you look much better there

>Do i still technically have about 2 weeks left to make gains since im using long esther?
a normal person can make gains without steroids

>Also got paid $160 last night to literally just have coffee with a dude

I don't understand men that do this, why pay for something like this?
Also, does notbf know you are an escort?

>Still can't prove that you lift
>Deflect
Pathetic

Would grab/10

Kinda odd when its like bubble butt girl level but there's something I can get behind all dom like about that too

I'm very sexually open. I've heard most 5edgy4me sociopaths are, like we proccess people and traits fairly equally since they all seem like objects opposed to real people or some bs. I don't philosophize much

Eyyyy bb don't say that
Lord knows I'd be even trashier as a man

Definitely would be in jail rn if having a cunt didn't give you a few free passes in this society

I showed you my ass you ingrate

You want me to draw your gfs face on it or some shit?

I'm pretty sure that he takes some medicine that causes atrophy or makes it hard for him to gain muscle or something

They don't. She's lying like always

>implying i ever said that i'm from NL

but some do pay for shit like this, some men pay for example for used panties.

you should lookup what "findom" is

I'm this close to losing all respect I still had for men on this planet

Yes partially

Yeah I don't understand it either. Like they literally pay just to see if we get along or not. I assume it's some kind of grooming.

&idk I've told him a little. He literally won't talk to me anymore, I rarely get him to cry to over the phone - he makes promises to shut me up, tells me of the awful shit he's also done and disappears again. I just can't at all wrap my head around why he claims to love me and want to see me but refuses to. Something about it hurting him I guess, I can't pretend to understand his emotions, as much as I often think I do

I sincerely miss him, though. I did a lot for him. The problem is that what is pushing my limits in effort and caring is something that comes naturally for most people.... he still tries to say I'm not crazy, which I think is kind of part of the the problem...

I want to join the army then become an actor so im gonna do whatever it takes no holes barred. I stopped caring about my heath and well being a long time ago.
I was under the impression my T would be low this making it harder to gain post cycle.
Sure lets go with that

Tbh, I balance my lack of respect for men by watching women get abused in porn.

I especially like the way the italians and japanese abuse their women.

You slowly come to realise that there are a lot of fucked up people.

Post a CB pic

Unno what to tell you user i just don't care about that enough to put more effort into things than this

Yep. I don't know why people think this is a lie, it's not like these guys are fucking models. They're lonely old men or guys who don't want to play the game and have the cash to avoid that

Im talking in general, a lot of guys are into all sorts of things, small penis humiliation, financial domination, cuck, paying for panties etc....... I just don't get why anyone would like it, and then pay for it?

>I did a lot for him
Did you ask if he wanted those things you offered him?

I don't have any

Like i literally don't take pictures of myself

I even got all these sugar daddys offering me monetary incentives for nudey pics or more selfies but I'm lazy af. 99% of the time I'm online and this shit even comes up I'm at work, otherwise I'm high and doing degenerate deeds. My mind sticks to commitment like a ADHD patient off their ritalin

....then again they did peg me for add-adhd too so i guess I am one kek

>I don't lift
>I'm a liar
We know. I just wanted to get you to say it