Veeky Forums feels

>on my way home from gym, sitting on the bus
>group of maybe 6 people chatting and being generally annoying
>as I'm walking out to the door, hear them shit-talk me behind my back
>"look at his bag has he been camping lel, look at those scars did a bear fuck him looool", etc."
>turned around and stared them down for good 5 seconds
>whole bus is quite at this point
>feel tension building up
>take a step towards them
>girl jumps
>guy looks like he just swallowed his toungue
>shake my head, smile and walk out

I also upped my diddylift by lmao0.5pl8 today

How was your day?

Shameless self-bump with a qt

YEAHH BUDDDYY!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING BUT A PEANUT!!!!!!!!

EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE A BODYBUILDER BUT NOBODY WANTS TO LIFT NO HEAVY ASS WEIGHTS

MAN I WANT TO SEXUALLY FUCK THAT PRIME QT

How's that for a feel eh lads

Have another one

Took a bunch of online depression tests, all say I have moderate - severe. Guess I'll go see a Therapist see what they say. Only thing keeping me alive is lifting so I think they're actually accurate.

Yeah was alright

>have been partying/working nonstop this week so i havn't had a proper rest day, so i felt it affect my workout today but i pushed myself and completed it
Anyways
>have a appointment with an accountant to get my tax done
>the accounting office is front of the highway
>get there and start doing tax return with nice ground floor office with wide windows
>finishing up paper work and just about to get up from the desk to walk to the counter to pay when
>(in the space of 1-4 seconds;)
>hear loud noise coming from highway
>female clerk screams
>look other direction outside the window
>See a massive semitrailer smash its way through the fense dividing the highway lanes, into the oncoming lane and pulverise a van head on (luckily parked the guys was in our building though), and proceed to push it another 10 metres,

The window of the building i'm in to the distance of the road is about 4-5 metres, so the truck covered the whole feild of view outside the window, the truck was heading straight for us but the driver turned a bit back into the road before it would have hit us.

Now to continue;
>Massive bang, i'm in shock and so is everybody else
>get the shakes and decide to go outside anyway to check things out
>had my phone out as reflex but it took me another 5 seconds to actually start dialling because of shock
>call 000 (australia) whilst getting out of the building to investigate

Every time i call emergency i just talk spagetti haha its so hard to speak normally when you're shocked.
cont-->/

Nice dubs what happened then?

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>go towards van, see slightly pinkish liquid on floor, freakout for microsecond then realised its not blood (i find out later who the driver of the van is)
>walk toward semi trailer, the driver gets out and he is fine no injuries, but the look on his face, i just knew the dude was shaken as fuck. He sort of moved like a drunk person (though he wasn't drunk) from the amount of shock he was feeling
>meanwhile semi trailer is pissing fuel all over the road
>i've been talking details to the emergency center while walking around

I ask the truck driver what happened
>says he was drinking coffee then had a coffing fit "and then i don't remember", thats is of course because he is shocked
>Some asian dude is also outside of our building and says that the van is his, says that he was just dropping a package off and was about to come out the door before this happened


...
>No one was on the oncoming lane at that exact point in time, (the gap is usually 10-15 seconds before traffics catches up from the lights)
>If the delivery guy in the parked van was late or early, he would have been dead for sure
>I say the my accountant, what an exciting job you have
>He laughs but i'm sure he rages at the same time internally
>Ambulance arrives, police make a perimetre and tell peeps to back away, i got back in office to pay and am outa there

I won't ever forget my first visit to the accountant.

Other then the visit to the accountant i didnt have anything to do today, my first rest day of the week fuck yeah, i feel like i should have taken photos but oh well.

Pretty good got mired by a qt at my krav maga class then dod 315 bench 5x5
Doing legs today then tomorrow is deadlift day

The driver of the truck had his eyes wide open

This is what the truck looked like except it had 2 trailers and not 3, after it all happened i was very self crittical.

Was going through the entire event saying to myself i should have done this or that and should have reacted faster, but i'm not used to that much shock, though i'll keep these lessons in mind for next time shit goes down

>tfw still DYEL by Veeky Forums standards but going along decent
>tfw go to a class of younger students wearing some Veeky Forums clothing
>notice a few mires
>still feels like I'm being made fun of, makes me uncomfortable

Feels bad man.

If you feel uncomfortable you have to assert your dominance famalan

What is the point of this story?
How is it relevant to the OP?

I guess i focused too much on the last thing he wrote "how was your day", and my day certainly had some feels in it

I made a thread for sharing feels, he dindu nuthin wrong

>Only thing keeping me alive is lifting so I think they're actually accurate.
if you needed a bunch of online tests to figure that out you might wanna take a couple of IQ tests as well

>end of my first month of 5x5
>gotten to a point where I can finally load 1 plate on my bench
>some jacked dude asks to work in with me, say sure
>we do warm up sets in the same phase and then I stop loading after reaching a plate
>first set, only manage 4 reps. second, only 3, third I squeeze out another 3 then can't do any more
>in between my sets the other dude keep adding more and more plates while we arkwardly take them off together until we're back at one plate when I'm going to lift
>look at the other people in the row of benches
>people who look even shittier than me are using my working set to just warm up

>get Veeky Forums
>not tall enough or handsome enough for chad status
>cute enough to get laid
>become lonely fuck boi

post outfit

Not necessarily, if you've had it for ages and don't know what depresion is then to you, you feel normal. I took me 2 years of depression, dropping out of my sports team and dropping out of highschool to realise i had a big problem and had something called "depression", once i found out about this i read up on it and it made so much sense.

What i mean is if you don't know about mental illnesses then you will not know you have one unless something external can say to you that you are not normal

She ain't making up her mind man and she got problems yo, doesn't want me to help her. Ima lift

Are you of a negro origin, if you don't mind me asking

>be me yesterday inna gym
>finishing off my uppers day with wrist rolls as usual
>finish set, go to return the plates
>squat rack is being loitered by older dyels
>only other station with plate holders is bench/ohp

This is where it gets interesting

>bench is currently being used by a 8/10 qt
>only issue is she's in a wheelchair, and somehow hopped onto the bench
>I just walk back and start putting the plates away while she chills between sets of 95lbs
>she immediately gives me a weird look and says
>"Yeah don't bother putting them in the right spot or anything"
>so I start rearranging them, even though they were already out of order cuz anytime fitness
>after I rearrange a couple she just giggles and says she can do it
>at this point I just put the plates back as fast as possible and walk away, avoiding eye contact
>she laughed

Either she was akwardly hitting on me or I got bullied by a fucking crippled whore

Sick for a week now tried lifting yesterday today My leg feel totally fucked and it makes me think of my ex even More when I have a bad day. She was the One that got away.

It finally fucking happened Veeky Forums.
I used my gains.

>Car hit some girl, ran over her
>Shes trapped under the car
>Already know I'd have to deadlift like 1k lbs to pick up half of that shit
>Only need ~2 other people to help plus another to drag her
>Get in the middle, DL stance
>Lift it with the other people

Felt fucking good. I wish I could deadlift a car by myself but doing the math it's just too heavy for me right now.

Anyone with a 4 plate diddly should be able to lift the average car from the rear, at least enough to help a trapped person.

Problem is grip. There's nowhere to hold the stupid thing.

It's /story time/

she was hitting on you, but you blew it.

That's only ~400lbs though. Picking up half a car, even from the rear, is around 700-1200lbs.

Average car weighs 2200-4000lbs. Even if it was 1/4th of the weight just to lift the back end up of a small ass car, it'd still be 550lbs.

how was I supposed to flirt back to that tho? like I still can't of a witty response

You're forgetting leverage.

Most cars have all of their weight at the front, especially FWD cars. Add to that you're not deadlifting, it's more a rack pull.

I can deadlift 190kg
I can rackpull 230kg from the knees

If you could get a reliable grip on the rear subframe somehow you could just about lift it.

>look at the obviously not arranged plates
'they are already arranged tho'


alternatively you can just smile and laugh like a normal human being might

Maybe I'll try it by myself sometime. Always wanted to be able to lift one by myself.

>mid august of 2015 I was 203 pounds down from 305
>was flying high seeing my waist get thin and seeing all the gains ive been working for
>meet current gf
>slowly stop caring
>start lifting again after 2 months of not going, just didnt do anything
>weigh in at 264 lbs
>self loathing and all that
>go to docs, explain my situation
>low libido, no energy, complete lethargy, no drive
>prescribes a test and thryoid blood test
>feel even worse today thinking about it all
>not happy whatsoever and feel myself becoming distant with my gf and everyone else

Boyos, I did not ask for these feels. I hate that I let myself get to this point. I truly hate myself these days

only thing I could think of was making a leg day joke, which would probably get me slapped

Also I think im gay fit, what do?

stop hating yourself and get back to the fucking grind, sculpt your body.

someone stole my brand new nike AirMax from my fucking room in college. I'm so fucking pissed. I think it was my crazy ex gf but who knows.

1488 and start the race war user.

>falling for the meme maga meme

>tfw me and my pa had to fix the fridge and had to fet under it
>ask dad if he can hold it up while i work under but he cant lift it (dad is 52 good shape but he's old)
>i lift and hold the fridge for an hour while he fixes it
> get congrats from dad who trained marines
Felt pretty gud brahs

>taking online IQ test

>I also upped my diddylift by lmao0.5pl8 today

dyel detected.

>week 4 of college
>haven't made any new friends
>even my acquaintances from high school don't invite me out

ITT: neckbeard fantasy

Similar thing happened to me. Just gotta find a way to get back to that mental state

Do you know what "upped" means right?
Sure thing buddy

>hit 275 on bench for the first time
>have job interview on Monday

Just sharing some good feels. If I get this new job it's a $15k a year raise over my current job.

Also I plan on trying 285 on bench by end of next week

We're all gonna make it brehs

>morning
>first thing i hear as I wake up is that dad's van got broken into
>most of the expensive tools stolen
>bummed out for the rest of the day
>first day of boxing club
>fitness pretty much better than anyone there
>got to punch shit so let some anger out
Overall it felt pretty good. Still a bit pissed about the tools and would strangle the guy that did that but theres nothing I can do.

>Get a snapchat from a friend saying 'Send me a selfie'
>Weird request but ok, send a face shot
>Next snap back is of a hot girl I know who's taken his phone
>She starts talking to me, haven't seen her in almost a year, pretty unexpected
>Don't know how to deal with these feels
>Go lift heavy things instead
>Almost back at 2x BW DLs

>Most Veeky Forums in my course at uni
>In general get a compliment here or there, good times
>Can always find the insecure ones as they're the ones who'll make lifting jokes/jabs towards me
>Pros outweight cons by far, least I'm not a fatass so I win by default

Fuck m8 I'd go fucking mental if someone stole my Janoskis.

Hope you find the cunt who stole them.

i know that feel if you were at app i would chill with you bud

YEA BABYY
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>oneitis tells me we arent gonna work out a week before pax
>think its going to shit on my time, but try not to let it
>spent some time with qt cosplayer at pax and end up fucking multiple times
>she tells me im hot even tho im complete dyel and skinnyfat
>was virgin before this all happened
>over oneitis entirely, watching her make shitty decisions lmao

get prescribed test and get big

yeah once you realize that oneitis is just a normal person like anyone else the spell dissapears pretty damn fast

Help me bros

>Talked to this girl for a while
>We went out a few times
>She said we should just be friends
>Didn't speak to her for about 2 months after that because was gutted as fuck
>She ends up messaging I think whatever it's been a while
>Get talking pretty much same as we were before everything went downhill
>Find out she's been seeing someone since the day after she turned me down
>I know I'm never going to be with her but I still reply to her messages even though I am dead inside
>Hoping she eventually gets bored and stops but then if she messages again I'll be straight back there replying
:(

Drop her, i went through the same exact thing and holy hell i wish i could do it all over and just ignore her bitch ass

Tfw im completely confident and talkative now because i feel like the shit compared to everyone else

Tfw i still dont pick up chicks because i have shitty high standards and refuse to believe any girl would possibly be interested in me aside from being a friend.

You see, what a person free from the shackles of autism would do would be to use tone to judge the situation

>no tits but them thighs/ass
>those tats
>that hairstyle
LONDON
O
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D
O
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>going though police training
>pull up to pool to swim laps
>some kids who appearantly knew me started shouting insults
>fuck you, pig! Smells like bacon, etc
>shrug it off
>get into pool and start swimming
>some kid I used to know in highschool comes up to me
>hey you're user, right? You're doing the police training
>yeah man
>that's awesome dude I hope it's going well for you. My father is a cop, it a tough job
>swim 2k with him

It was a good day

Everyone starts somewhere, just do your thing and dont be such a goddamn lilbitch.

Tfw she just drunk messaged me

lucky you. i lost all my friends somehow over the last years ... now im fit, there is this one milf i bang from time to time and thats it ... waiting uni to start again ... its an abstract kind of feel, but im feeling like iam missing out on life.

Don't do it.

don't do it faggot. reply to me instead

>on my way back from chess club
>group of maybe 6 subhumans break my glorious meditation
>"look at his fedora and unwashed hair, maybe we should ask him if he is alright?"
>turned around and stared them down for a good 2 minutes
>feel their heartbeat rise
>this is what Naruto trained me for
>begin to do a Jutsu with my left hand while grasping my 1000 fold katana
>whole bus is falls silent
>feel my chakra flow
>take the first step of the tiger formation, scaring a lady(which is against my code)
>the "male"yields when i reveal an inch of my nippon steel
>shake my head, resheath my blade
>"one shouldn't start combat with forces he does not understand. Take this day as a lesson, young man"
>leave the bus
>hear laughter of fear as I go
I also added lmao0.5 dakimakura to my collection

just reply "go cry to your boyfriend, im not intrested hearing your drunken horseshit."

...

>cutting
>weigh myself yesterday
>178lbs
>weigh myself today
>182lbs

I know weight fluctuates for random bullshit reasons and it's nothing to be concerned about but it's so off putting.

>Wake up
>Work
>Go to gym
>Come home and ate
>Spend my entire day on the computer
>Sleep at 3 am
>Wake up at 12
>Repeat

?

...

>not Cop

Fuck, wrong

Kek you're a loser

ha ha oh man thank god you stayed silent in that case

Just a game of time my man. Started benching 65 and am now at 175 5 months later after some form fix and proper dieting. Just keep trucking on and the weights will go up.

Thats all the gym takes, just time and commitment. Keep at it and you WILL get results.

the faggot didn't reply you but i'm here for you my fred

Nice brah get it

your shit is 10lbs

trying way too hard user

my life is empty but my ohp is progressing nicely

dude just put her in your blocked contact list if it bothers you that much

If you can't be her friend then you need to cut contact

>
>Also I think im gay fit, what do?
Suck a cock

Go take a shit

If you're on this website, you're a loser.

>started with tactically the bar and chump change
>lift now barely lmao 1.5 pl8

Ask me how I know you've neglected proper exercises

>I know weight fluctuates for random bullshit reasons

I don't really see how the food in your intestines being processed to keep you alive or the water in your system and bladder are somehow bullshit reasons.

i do this as well user except i have no work

i'm just second your post, that's the best thing to do in his case

>be friends with ex
>try to go back with ex gf
>no luck
>"you know what, I don't want to be your friend I want to be your boyfriend"
>"I don't like you"
>"OK, don't talk to me ever again, you hurt me"
>"OK"
>she actually stopped talking to me

Calm the autism, faggot.

Same happened to me

Veeky Forums was right when they told me grills are literal gains goblins

Feel like a fraud m8, I'm still pretty DYEL by Veeky Forums standards but I'm the biggest in the class since I'm a year or two older and actually hit the gym.

How do I lift the feels away. Just want to reach my goal bod by the Summer finally...

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