How do i cocoon mode

>tfw my best friends dont drink alcohol and dont party

I did it for about 4 months back in 2014. Not purposefully, but I was essentially a NEET with all the time in the world to focus on bulking, lifting, and studying foreign languages, and other things at my leisure. I made the best gains of my life, but it was also the worst year of my life and closest I have ever been to suicide.
My advice is to get a job/go to school/not be a NEET, and make the things you would do in cocoonmode your hobbies. Closing yourself off from society to lift and study doesn't suddenly make you a better person when you're done. You just become a muscular autist who knows a lot of fun facts.

>Stuck in the same apartment as her

must be hard

you deserve it for deciding to live with your girlfriend

Yeah I know. Thought it would work but I just couldn't deal with how she treated me.
I'm pretty cocoon as is. I get over things really easily, so it's not hard on me. But it's hard on her and she makes me know it.

This. I know it from personal experience.

>(that I don't really like)
Go get some normal friends then user

How do I enter Chad mode user if I have autism?

>no pressure
>constantly becoming a better person
the first time you get into a stressful situation you break down because you do not know how to handle it

breaking off all contact from society is only good if you want to stay isolazed for the rest of your life.

> but I just couldn't deal with how she treated me.
Talk to us user. It's better in than out.

She was never happy. And she took it out on me a lot. If your having a bad day, who thinks it's a good idea to make others feel just as shitty as you? So for 6 years she's been saying she was gonna change and j believed it. But ive just become cocoon mode now and it's hard to care.

cocoon mode will just make you a psycho. for real

it is a meme

Been wageslaving for three years, never interacted with my colleagues outside of work/went out with anybody. They probably don't even think that I'm autistic since we have one really slow guy who can barely interact with people and one ADHD fuck.
Normies can go gas themselves

False
Not at all of us rely on others to be emotionally stable

I did cocoon mode earlier this year because I was pissed off with everyone and broke up with my partner.

For 4 months I didn't see my friends at all, the most we had was a quick conversation on facebook occasionally. They wanted me to come crawling back even though they had been the ones to wrong me.

Instead I spent 4 months training hard, eating clean and going boxing 4 nights a week (although I was training 5 of 6 days a week, sometimes twice a day doing hill sprints and then circuit training)

I had my second boxing match in march and I won by a landslide; I had never been so lean and so fit in my entire life. When the other guy was feeling fatigue in the last round I still had a massively high work rate. I dropped right down from 74kg to 62kg for my fight. (I was around 70kg in the left one here)

>facade of lies.

While in school, I went months without speaking to anyone other than my parents (who I do not have a good relationship with).

When I was about 16, I retreated into myself completely. I had a pretty bad existential crisis and was extremely close to ending everything. I no longer felt "there". I now believe what I went through is called depersonalisation. I was no longer interested in the external world and I felt like a neutral observer watching myself live my own life. I no longer felt in control. It was the same homogenous mess for about 3 years. Get up, go to school, come home, go to my room, post on /r9k/, sleep (for about 4 hours a night). Rinse and repeat. Nothing positive happened in those 3 years. I can't remember anything significant at all happening. I have no memories of anything, there have been about 3 pictures taken of me since 2010

To this day nothing excites me or makes me feel anything. I have completely lost all emotions other than anger. At 16 I realized how futile everything we do is, how completely caught up in our own insignificant lives we all are. I realized that there really isn't any point to life other than making money and getting your dick wet. Even then those things are pointless. I guess what motivates me now is seeing how far ahead of my peers I am through hard work and dedication. The people who alienated me in school are now doing shit at life while I'm killing every aspect of it. I'm top of my class in electronic engineering, I had a quality internship at a big bank this summer, I have 5 women on rotation. I get up at 5am everyday and I follow a strict vegan, no sugar diet. I also completely abstain from alcohol, drugs and pornography.

I plan on fucking the wives of my past classmates in the future. Should be easy at 6'3, handsome, shredded and rich. I want them to feel the humiliation I felt. Hopefully some of them kill themselves.

Can confirm. 5 years cocoon mode only brought me depression.

>At 16 I realized how futile everything we do is
You make it sound like that's a bad thing, instead of a good thing.

Do you have any friends?
Did you consider the possibility that the condition you are in is caused by biology, not by philosophy?

be born an extrovert, learn to make people like being around you.

damn 5 years, hope you're alright now.

cocoon mode is a meme that needs to die. it is r9k tier

This. Have been an outcast for a while now. Barely went out over the past several years except for university and have become more isolated since I finished, almost a year now. I have things I want to achieve in life and I work toward them every day. I can understand that some people need constant social interaction, but those people seem incapable of understanding someone else not needing it.

I'm not a depressed, suicidal autist. I'm not a weird, neckbeard beta. I'm just an otherwise regular dude who lives in solitude.

>Should be easy at 6'3, handsome, shredded and rich. I want them to feel the humiliation I felt. Hopefully some of them kill themselves.

Based on what i just read, you don't sound very happy, you're projecting a lot of anger in your post.

I think you lost.

You should sleep more.

Your sociopathic fantasy is pretty cringeworthy.

You sound well adjusted user

Praise Kek

I like this; does cocoon mode allow you to have a bro?

You sound like a massive faggot.

>I plan on fucking the wives of my past classmates in the future. Should be easy at 6'3, handsome, shredded and rich. I want them to feel the humiliation I felt. Hopefully some of them kill themselves.
I hope the first one shoots your ass

It motivates me to work harder than anyone else I know and I'm only 20 so I'll take it for the time being.

I sleep for 6 and a half hours every night now, 4 full REM cycles.

Yeah maybe. I believe in justice and I think they deserve punishment. From the looks of things life is fucking most of them over enough as it is, though.

I could always take the "just live ur life d happiest way nd that's the best revenge!" reddit tier advice but that's not really me

please go back to r9k, i don't think i've cringed this hard at a Veeky Forums poster on this board in years.

And how will you take revenge?

>I'll fuck their wives!
If the wive happens to be unloyal and ready to cheat, then yes, you could do that. But then you will have to risk a crazy bitch who thought you promised her a new life, and a completely outraged husband who will want to kill you.

>If the husband intercepts my messages and calls me out, he can't do anything because Im 6"3, shredded, and do martial arts!
Then you will be arrested for trying to fight him and /or get a restraining order and go to jail.

Or the husband will find you in the act and shoot you.

>If the wive happens to be unloyal and ready to cheat

are you implying every woman isn't like this?

>If the husband intercepts my messages and calls me out, he can't do anything because Im 6"3, shredded, and do martial arts!

I never said this. Physical confrontation is for retards. I'd befriend him first, slowly integrate myself into his life and then do it. Then act sorry afterwards.

Never thought Veeky Forums of all places would be so triggered by my post.

I'm into Buddhism and Stoicism actually. I take a lot of Buddhist concepts and integrate them into my life. Helps a lot with regulating emotions and keeping a clear brain. I just don't follow the "love everyone" part, not yet anyway. But the psychology of it interests me a lot.

just because this is Veeky Forums doesn't mean all of us are autistic

kek.

You sound like i used to sound when i suffered from insomnia. Lost my mind, went nuts etc etc, saw the entire world as futile, and futility made me angry.

But, i realize that the world isn't futile, we effect other people or ourselves every day, and that's kinda neat.

>But it's hard on her and she makes me know it.
In what way?

>GF ends up breaking up with you for a 35 year old man

he was 40+. Also fat and ugly as fuck.
Didn't need to read this desu, suicide thoughts are coming back

>I'd befriend him first, slowly integrate myself into his life and then do it. Then act sorry afterwards.
So again

Either you succeed because the wife agrees to it, or you get caught red handed and you have to do a physical confrontation, which will only get your ass kicked. And for what? You risk getting a criminal record, getting hurt, or just outright them plotting to accuse you of rape and get your ass to rot in jail.

I have disdain for you because you are a sociopath and you use Veeky Forums as a medium to transfer your sociopathy. You are the worst people in the world.

Why are you so angry at me? If you weren't a bullying cunt who abused the quiet shy kid for literally no reason you have nothing to worry about.

>be born an extrovert, learn to make people like being around you.
Pls no

I lost the game before I even played

I remember bullying the shy wimpy kids to try to make them stronger. It was a good day when they finally stood up for themselves, and disappointing when they kept on being weak faggots.

I'm thinking more "drunken one-night stand" kind of scenario, where me and this guy are already friends.

>"She came on to me bro, I resisted at first, she wouldn't stop, I was drunk as fuck and I'm really sorry man, I'll leave and you will never see me again"

You should go to reddit's r/relationships and have a look at how your average beta reacts when they get cheated on. If they've been together a while chances are he'll forgive her and move on. He'll dump her if he has some sense. Regardless, I'm laughing my fucking ass off.

Oh and you're no better than me either. Everyone is a selfish cunt, at least I'm honest.

I bullied people who deserved it. Anyone who did anything to me first got fucked over, bad. Otherwise they were fine. Don't be a cunt and you have nothing to worry about.

Friend I was bullied too, and there is something in me that wants to get back at the bullies, but I don't want to go out of my way to get back at them, unless they have done something completely life shattering to me, like raped me in the gym showers.

It's not worth dedicating your life to revenge, it is something that should only be done if you have no life anymore (which you clearly do considering how successful you are). It is also not worth converting yourself to the mindset of a psychopath, a person who befriends fakely, who has to keep a new face around him, who works for dark goals and shuns away from the light of life.

The second reason I am angry is that I have a personal experience, with a lifting, psychopathic, monster who burrowed into my friendships, and tried to have a go at my girlfriend. For absolutely no reason at all- I have never wronged him. But if you are a psychopath, what reason do you need? To you morality doesn't exist, and you don't need to spend long justifying your actions to yourself, because you are a dead person inside.

So yes, I understand you feel like you are a beaten stray dog trying to get justice, but for your own sake, it's not worth doing what you are doing. Build your own fortress with friends, with lovers, with what you earn in your job, instead of destroying others'.

At the time i was just doing what was already done to me. I figured that by becoming the asshole above you, you had elevated yourself somehow.

Here I did the heavy lifting for you, a few minutes on the front page

reddit.com/r/relationships/comments/51yrg1/my_27m_best_friend_28m_broke_up_with_his_long/

iy.reddit.com/r/relationships/comments/5221wq/my_girlfriend_27f_of_10_years_cheated_on_me_27m/

iy.reddit.com/r/relationships/comments/32m5lj/i_22m_just_walked_in_on_my_girlfriend_21f_of_7/

>there is something in me that wants to get back at the bullies

Of course there is, my reaction is completely natural and justified. They deserve it.

>unless they have done something completely life shattering to me

Being alienated for the entirety of my teenage years was pretty life shattering to me, ngl. If I was weaker I'd be dead.

> if you have no life anymore (which you clearly do considering how successful you are)

Right there you've basically said that material possessions are what determine if someone has a life or not. I don't care about material possessions. I don't really care about anything, so what does that make me?

>It is also not worth converting yourself to the mindset of a psychopath, a person who befriends fakely, who has to keep a new face around him, who works for dark goals and shuns away from the light of life.

I've always been like this, I don't understand how to just ''be'' around others. Actually I do, I did it for a while and I got laughed at for looking like a potential school shooter, for not having emotions or "the type of guy who would shoot himself." My teachers use to make a joke out of how I never smiled, taunting me about it in front of the class. That's the kind of interaction I've had with people.

What's the difference between murdering them and exploiting their wives until you destroy their marriage? That one is legal and the other isn't?

Both are dark attacks that need to be carefully tailored at your targets.

Have you already started with your first old classmate? What did you do to become his friend? How much time and money did you spend? Are you ready to talk to him, to warm up to him, to spend money on going out with him and buying him gifts, for possibly years, until you are completely integrated as his friend?

How long do you think it will take you to get revenge on all of the ones you have marked? 5 years? 10 years? And what will you do when you are 30, and spent your life chasing some morons? Do you even have a plan for living or do you just want to exist in nothingness?

>I don't really care about anything, so what does that make me?

You need a real, warm relationship. Find friends. Build a family- having 5 women on rota will only shun you away into a shell of coldness and emotionlessness. Find a good woman and create something with her. Find an aim in life you want to pursue. Then you will begin to care about *something*, and you will begin to live.

Again, build your own fortress and outbuild others, rather than destroying everyone else's.

>implying anybody would want to be your friend

even if you'd have the balls to go talk to someone you'd just appear as a clingy autistic faggot and they'll just ignore you or keep talking to you cause they pity you and then you go try using some autistic PUA skills on any dude's wife and they'll either laugh at you or in the worst case the girl will get creeped out and the dude will fuck you up when he hears about it

>no one wants to be your friend!
>clingy autistic faggot!
>they pity you!
>the girl will get creeped out!
>the dude will fuck you up!

oh boy, you're really going all out to try and get to me aren't you?

try harder

I have Anti-Social Personality Disorder

My psychiatrist said I have psychopathic tendencies and most likely end up as one soon.
Joke's on her, judging by how I act, I already am one.

Life has never been greater. When I was going to primary school, I was a fat autistic kid only caring about "finding my true love". Something along those lines at leas. I was weak, miserable and pathetic.

Years of abuse, military camps, and other things I will not name, changed me for the better.

I'm in what you would call a cocoon mode. I only care about reaching my genetic potential. Maybe finding some girl I could regularly fuck, since I can only find one night stands, and that doesn't satisfy me.

Thing is, until you don't have any psychological disorder, I wouldn't advise you to do this. Humans are social beings, and you need that social interaction otherwise you may go mad.

I recommend you take my advice.

>loool in such a robot guise, I swear xD
>I have a gf and friends but I'm SUPER weird and randum
>sometimes I browse forums my friends don't even know about, dumb normies right :P reeeEEEE XD

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> be me
> bad family life, couldn't vocalize or understand emotions
> be dumbfuck, didn't do well at school or keep up with peers mentally
> take it out on others
> got in trouble with school
> parents got mad
> take it out on others more
> rinse and repeat
> after an awful school career go into shit factory job
> meet her
> she changed my life
> shows me how to talk, how to feel, gives me direction
> get promotion
> save a nest egg
> still terrible job but I can provide for her
> worth it
> get married
> happy
> finish 10 hour shift
> go home
> hear noise
> go to room
> see wife in bed with 6'3, handsome, shredded guy (probably rich too)
> how could she resist?
> guy turns to me whilst plowing my wife
> " wh...whos the queefballoon now jordan"

Good job letting the past define you my friend

I really resonate with you, I can see through the other posters autism. They're just used to Jewish psychology being vengeful for being shamed is a European mechanism. It stems back from the church and being shunned for bad behaviour.

OP gets shunned throughout his teenage years comes to a Taiwanese sweater review column gets the same treatment. Life is one big marry go round.

Thats what he gets for having the mentality of a beaten wife kek

are you Dexter Morgan?

And chasing your old enemies is not letting your past define you?

caccoon mode here living in the uk
im 21 and have saved up 13 grand and have two motorcycles. im squatting 180, deadlift 220 for reps and ohp 80kg, went from skelly to this
but litterally no friends and i havnt had sex in 6 years
join me user

Cocoon mode is great if you want to get a major depression diagnosis

Can you be married and in cocoon mode? I literally only talk to my wife and parents. No friends at all.

Was meant to say that to other guy referring to chasing old enemies

>was locked in my house for 3 summers in a row
>7th 8th and 9th grade
>literally from 6a-6p, 7 days a week, I was alone and not allowed to leave
>Mom convinced me I would get kidnapped if I did
The first 2 months were hell. I stopped txting (and lost) all my friends. I remember just losing it, like I was punching walls, talking out loud to no one, denounced my religion, watching porn just to hear someone talk to me and just busting down crying one sec then getting really fucking angry the next.

You can only imagine what it was like to go back into school, surrounded by people again. And then to go back and do it all again next summer. Now, at age 21, I get really edgy in crowded places, haven't had a friend since middleschool, and I've accepted that I've been alone too long to ever go back.

I just need someone to help me fuck

You all think to much.
Calm the fuck down and just live, you're all fine, you're creating these problems in your head.

the only thing that matters is what's in our head

These. Seriously most people just don't care and you guys shouldn't either

You're still a fucking loser. You have not accomplished any of the things you claim to have done and I would put money on the fact that you're a jobless NEET trying to convince yourself that you still have shreds of your dignity intact by having Veeky Forums validate you. You're fucking pathetic.

...

Lets be honest, you're probably going to end up raping someone's wife.