Who here still /lonely/ after getting Veeky Forums?

I have my best friend. We have been friends for over 10 years now.

I will never want a gf again after she left me 5 years into our relationship. If I am ever particularly horny I can just use craigslist to get laid. It's much easier than tinder and other dating apps.

I'm smoking dope, drinking whiskey, and playing WoW. All is well and as it should be.

I WANNA FUCK WENDY

I need to be alone

My bad luck rubs off on others

Well I just spent 2 hours frying chicken breasts and making fried chicken grilled cheese. And before that wrote code for school.

So you tell me if I'm lonely, mayn.

Very lonely, gonna go eat a bunch of shit and hit my calories today
It's not fair, every girl I talk to already has a boyfriend, it's especially terrible with this one girl, I really like her, all I can do is wait around until they're single

>be not Veeky Forums manage to attract some girls
>girls wish I was Veeky Forums when not Veeky Forums
>get Veeky Forums
>dont get girls

You'll be successful.

wrote code? what do you do? i need some help figuring out and learning how to automate tasks with scripts and specific programs, damn i should start learning coding i just know this will help my current job

> male acquaintance asks me to have nsa sex with him
> I reject him and tell him he should have have sex in the context of a long term relationship
> he says I'm a prude and he's going out drinking with his friends and will probably find a girl to fuck while I will be sitting alone at home

Sigh

Same here Veeky Forums i have a decent appearance. I have gotten a handful of girls telling me i was cute yet i always disappoint them when they learn that i'm an autistic introvert. Feelsbadman

Uh, I don't do anything. In CS grad school.

As far as what you're talking about...I'd say learn Linux first (or fuck around in terminal on a Mac or get Cygwin on Windows) and do some BASH scripting tutorials. BASH is dated as fuck but it will familiarise you with basic Linux things like file descriptors and IO redirection and what have you. Learn a programming language after that (I recommend Haskell or OCaml for beginners, and after that do an imperative language (Haskell and OCaml are functional)...if you're into scripting, maybe Python).

It's a steep, steep learning curve at any rate. Lots to know if you're starting from scratch.

Got invited for a party tonight, I didn't go.
Whenever I look in the mirror I can't help but be disgusted, that's why I don't like leaving my apartment or opening my windows.

>feels bad man
>disco music
>no more feels, only groove now

I already use cygwin
I already use certain tools for automation
But i want to get better and use this at my job much more than i understand currently, i use scripts and other tools which have been prepared by our programs and other engineers, i just want to get better at programming and understand how to automate much more than i currently can. Cygwin and bash are already something i use on our servers, i just don't have the mindset to have new ideas for programming something at work etc.. and i think it will hold me back, i want to try perl, and python but i am fucking lazy

i make a lot of money, and just want to hire someone to do this for me and help me out, but i should really just learn this on my own

Perls a piece of shit, so don't use that. And since you know a lot already...just learn a programming language for fun and see where it takes you. Don't worry about making your job easier etc. just have fun. If you have fun, you'll learn, and then one day you can consider using it for scripting.

I adore Haskell so that's my recommendation. If you're interested in learning it, Google UPenn's Spring 2013 Haskell class from Brent Y. It's great and you can email Brent for solutions (or just Google and find one of the many GitHub repos with solns).

he isn't going to get laid

>tfw great body
>tfw girls like me
>still too autistic to make a move

Im a fucking retard, the manlet meme really got into me

>manlet
>great body

pick only one

>made an okcupid account a few days ago
>constantly checking for updates on likes
>tfw only landwhales liking me

i'm lonely but not for a gf

i want to spend time with a girl but not a gf

Was supposed to meet up with this chick from Tinder but looks like that fell through.

If she doesn't respond in 15 minutes I'm going to bed

My gf and I have literally 0 friends between the two of us. I'm really scared of becoming codependent. Pls help

>she dont want me
>I wanst enough

Im broken fit, haven't been to the gym in 4 days. laying in bed watching netflix and trying not to check snapchat

FUCK I KNOW THIS FUCKING FEEEEEL

My gf doesn't have friends. She always tries to tag along on guy nights. So annoying

haven't had sex in 7 years only body i like is mine now. too many chicks are DYELs, skinny, or fat.

I just jerk a couple times a week.

>have been battling depression for over a year
>girlfriend of 5 years moves across state for grad school
>we agree distance is hard, mutual decision to go on a break
>been 6 months now, we still talk almost every day, both still say I love you
>not over her at all
>both agree to give it another shot after she graduates
>I have gone out to dinner with two other girls just to see what else is out there
>both are dumb shallow bitches, zero interest in pursuing
>just got finished fapping to porn, feel like a failure in general
>ex gf has a new snapchat story
>taken by a friend, ex gf dancing with some guy, heart emojis over them
>didn't expect it to feel like this big of a kick to the nuts
>die a little more inside at the realization she's probably getting fucked right about now
>post feels on Veeky Forums cuz can't look like a bitch to her or my friends

me

it did absolutely nothing to improve my social life.

>gf dumped me a month ago and i'm still not over it
to be honest at least it inspired me to try and get Veeky Forums. i've never been more determined to do anything before

when she moved you should've cut contact

how does it feel to have become a true cuck?

Just started sophomore year of college out of hometown and the my first and last real girlfriend from middle school got in touch with me after years of nothing. We hung out with some mutual friends we both hadn't seen in a long time and got high. We were really vibing but her friend kept pulling her off of me when we started to get too close. She left with everyone else but forgot her headband and asked me to get it back to her next time i was in town. Went back to college and we texted for a day or two then silence. Got in town Friday and told her I was back if she wanted to hang out again and get her stuff but she never replied. Really want to just forget about her but I lost my virginity to her so I think I still care about her. I thought she was gonna hit me up and we were gonna hang out alone this weekend but guess not. Can't even drink to try and understand my feelings because I'm a recovering fatty. Guess I'll try again this winter break when I'm in town longer

You stupid nigger, Perl is the best language there is

Been alone a year now, my last gf let me sign a lease for a year in the Memphis Ghetto. Literal housing projects. 2bedapartment because she wanted a "big place" close to campus. Was scared to leave without me, broke up with me despite a yearlong relationship and knowing full well that I already gave up another job in another city to stay with her until she finished college. She agreed then. Then decided that she wanted to slut it up and go to parties her last year of college instead. Broke up with me two weeks after going back to school. Had to endure months of nigger ghetto shit, Neighbors shot, dude beat his ho's kids and I could hear it through the walls. Tranny prostitute down the corner, violent autistic nigger who called himself big Tate, who got arrested my forth week there for aggregated assult/rape, some nights someone tried my doors around 2:00 am. I heard them and would turn on the lights and pull out my gun.

Worst fucking period of my life. But I went from hating myself to hating others permenatly. Moved away as soon as I could. Got into grad school with a TA job and a free ride. I don't want to be with anyone anymore. On one hand it's bad that I feel this way, I basically realize I'm wizardchan now, just lift more. On the other hand I don't see anything salvageable about women anymore, not even as fuck holes to use. They hold no power over me anymore.

>rest day
>worked 10hr shift after 5hr shift at other job
>football game in town
>people walking home drunk
>prob a bunch of parties tonight and bars/clubs turning up
>smoking weed and attempting to roll cigarettes
>listening to pic related
>gonna hit the gym hard tomorrow morning and then spend all day at the library working on school stuff

It's pretty comfy living on my own but I'm lonely as fuck. When I'm not at class or work I'm alone 95% of the time. I thought the change of scenery would motivate me to get out of my shell but I've only retreated deeper desu. Not that I haven't had opportunities, I've just kinda avoid them everytime they come up. Dude from one of my classes invited to the bar after class for a beer yesterday and invented a dumb excuse not to go. I go over to neighbors place whenever they have house parties and have met some pretty cool people but we all just stay blackout buddies. I get along well with my coworkers but I'm really not interested of their lives outside of work. I lost my virginity to a drunken hook up with a 4/10 and then after I tried to suggest a fwb we both kinda dropped contact. A legit 8/10 qt straight up offered me her number after I lent her a sweater and I just kinda shrugged it off and changed the subject.

Idk bros

>pic related

Like I want people to like me, and I try to get people to like me, and people end up liking me only for me to then realize that I don't really like them, and that I don't really like me

Loneliness is honestly better.

I don't doubt it, but still

Not me just made out with qt3.14 gf's belly like a boss

Not dying alone today, boys

Why does she have to have a boyfriend? Hell, every other girl is in a relationship also
It's ridiculous, all I can do is wait for them to get out of a relationship

>make a tinder
>2 normal pics and 2 shirtless pics to acquire ladiez
>swipe right on literally everyone until i run out
>2 hours later
>2 matches
>1 of them is a guy
>the other is a feminist

Update:
It looks like the feminist unmatched me before i even messaged her

> tfw the lesbian i have a crush on hugged me tonight

now i can die in peace

share your profile w us and we will fix it for you

It's weird, im actually really social and appear overconfident but i really dont like spending time around people since ive spent so long of my life as a recluse. initially hanging out is fun as a distraction from my negative thoughts and validates my self image but my last girl thought i was a player because of some bullshit about me seeming too cool for everything. Its funny because im just borderline autistic lol

The only difference now is that I can't find genuine grills anymore. They're all sluts that only like me for my body.

>Hey guys look at me i have friends and get girls but i dont actually like them haha im so cool
Go fuck yourself you piece of shit

Seconding this, that dude is simply not getting laid tonight.

Better how? You're always hungry and have more energy for working out and other things, but that's it. There's no warm afterglow of having fucked and laying in eachothers arms, just talking and waiting for another round. It's dark.

>tfw settling in for a night of violent fapping

>started lifting 10 years ago to get girls
>still no girls
>start getting addicted to gear
>spend close to a thousand on pharm gh and aas a month
>still no girls
>realize i could of put all that money to a sick car or something

me

I'm watching The Pickup Artist now trying to figure out what I can fix about myself. Anyone wanna come watch with me? I got a stream

Be careful when she finally does get friends. My relationship with an amazing girl was fantastic when she had no friends.
Now she's a party slut.

Sick car my ass. It's a depreciating asset. I really want to hop on test (got my 1/2/3/4) and just smash it. Go as far as I can go. Any words of wizdom, fraud-bro?

Texted a few 'friends' none will text me back. No one ever wants to hang out with me, try to sleep. All dreams are nightmares of people upset with me. I don't want to get bad enough that In try suicide again :'(

Today I woke up at 3 pm. Picked up my shoes since they came in the mail, I like them. Got something to eat at 5. Met my parents at a restaurant around 7:45 and talked/hung out. Did some schoolwork starting around 10-ish. Worked on some music stuff until 1. Jerked off at 1:10-ish. Around 1:35 I went to cookout and got food. Now I'm sitting in the lounge where some guy is watching tv. Soon I'm going to lay in bed until I go to sleep.

Technically not fit yet but I am still kinda lonely.

>Had an epic lifting session today at the gym
>Get home take a shower and clean up.
>Eat a bomb ass dinner
>Feel great
>Nobody ends up asking me to hang out tonight.
>Got so bored I rode my motorcycle through the 'night life' street full of bars and college kids.
>Tons of people everywhere having an alcohol-induced good time.
>The frat house next door is having a party
>Now sitting here drinking miller lite alone.
>Probably gonna watch Hannibal in a bit

I love going out. I love teasing girls. I love being around my friends. It makes me feel like I'm making good use of my time off and what I should be doing as a young man, but my social group has been spread too thin i guess.

Honestly you're a different kind of low. Empathy isnt as easy of a trait to develop for some people especially when they've been ignored their whole life. I was trying to make light of the fact that i have serious mental health issues and that there are worse things in the world than being quiet or shy. Not everything that glitters is gold bro.

Yeah i am a different kind of low. I cant go out and be confident then get called a "player" by girls. I cant do any of that. You can. Whether you like ot or not you can do whatever you want whether its fucking sloots or laying in misery all alone. Dont pretend to have problems when youre living on easy mode.

Men like this is why western civilization will collapse

i like how you immediately assume that i dont have a conscious, i still feel and know that the way i am is wrong and malevolent and that i will get nothing but bad karma and sins from it. Just because you can't identify with someone's struggles doesn't make them nonexistent or give you the right to lash out and go to name calling. What you call easy mode is gonna be hard as fuck in the afterlife for me

Not that user but yeah Perl is crap, I'd learn linux + PowerShell as they're both VERY useful especially if you're working in professional services.

Python is good for scripting / automation and is platform independent. Node.js can be used for the same purpose but is more webapp / services oriented. Both are very high in demand right now.

Ruby is also good but just extremely mind bendingly different than other programming languages (don't have much experience with it).

It would also do you good to learn some stuff about persistence if you get the chance (MySQL / MSSQL / MongoDB)

t. earning 140k as a software dev.

The glow doesn't mean anything, it's just a reflection of capricious emotion, a momentary satiation of a never yielding hunger for companionship. And once it's taken away, either by yourself or by the person who claimed to have loved you, that warmth, that very same moment begins to haunt you, never leaving your mind that it happened and was thrown away like garbage. You are human garbage, and she was only with you then because you provided her something. Emotional stability, sexual satisfaction, financial and emotional support. Someone to kill time to the grave with. Even if she doesn't leave you, the time you devote to her and her to you is out of a biological and psychological desperation a crippling fear of having been wrong and needing to start over, which merely outweighs her wants to fuck other dudes and jeopardize the stability she's found.

If I could go back to being a virgin with the knowledge I have now I would. But that would defeat the purpose of knowing what I do. What I can do now though, is realize how little any of their companionship means, and devote my time to bettering myself in other ways. Maybe I won't continue my lineage, if I don't sperm bank/war rape, but I don't know anymore, I don't want to help continue American society as it exists currently anyway.

I'm miserable, but on terms that I set for myself and that I chose. And I no longer hate myself, I hate others. And I'm angry all the time. And I channel that into lifting, because otherwise I probably would have started planting IEDs on the road. Maybe the Middle East needs more gym equipment in their mosques.

I need to get back into WoW.

Your problem is that you think theres something wrong with you when in reality its ok to desire lonliness. Your advantage is you can be alone all you want and whenever you need validation you can just go out and get your dick sucked.
I desire hanging out with friends and girls and what do I get? Nothing. You can do as you please while the rest of us have to suffer in pity.

I see where you're coming from but i was honestly in the same position as you until I started lifting, worked at a grocery store which taught me the simplicity of socialization, and I stopped giving a shit, it's really not hard to be what you want to be but it takes alot of programming and some social growth which comes with practice. If your goal really is getting a bj since you keep bringing it up find all the flaws you have, work on them meticulously but keep that to yourself, and talk to a girl like she's not incredibly important to you but still be nice. She'll be intrigued and in turn wanna kick it with you. Since you spend time on this place you're probably already a cornocopia of conversational material filter it tone appropriate though with a couple jokes and flirty shit. since youre a nice guy she'll probably start to catch feelings since most guys aren't. Just spend time with her for the experience and sex will come. You wouldn't even know how much ED, performance anxiety, and straight failures of attempts ive had since they don't matter to me. Just keep pushing forward and disregard shame and embarrassment. Youll find out easily that most people are flawed and shitty and you might even get a superiority complex but don't say I didn't warn you about the emptiness

Loser

>Youll find out easily that most people are flawed and shitty and you might even get a superiority complex but don't say I didn't warn you about the emptiness
Not him but too late for me
People seem completly broken, each and every one of us but in diffrent ways
Why bother dragging a girl home who will be more trouble than she is worth?

All I want to do is hang out with this new girl I've been talking to. Could have smashed this little slut tonight but I refused her offer and went to the gym instead. New girl is just getting out of the club now...

>virgin
>no friends
>my life is lifting, school, sleep
>can't kill myself because I'm too pussy.
>you guys are my only friends.

Meh I don't care, shit life means no distractions from lifting.

Iv'e been alone now about a year probably with no regular contact on a social level. I used to really let it bother me, the feeling of being alone is painful. I felt like being alive was suffering.

My biggest problem was I became a shut in, i'd sit in front of my PC and play world of Warcraft all day unless I had to go out for work or gym. This left me bitter as I would only see the "normie" life through Facebook and assumed something was wrong with me. I thought I had to live up to these standards of the girlfriend, the car and the successful social circle.

After a while of feeling alone I decided to sit down and really think about it all to end the suffering. I started to go out alone and people watch in bars, out in town and generally where people hang out. Yeah, single guy sitting there people watching is weird, but I was dead inside anyway so had nothing to lose. Pokemon GO had just come out so that was also a good excuse to see what "normies" do.

Reality of it all is they're all insecure themselves. You can see it in their behaviour, simple thinks like queing to order they might have a GF or a few friends with them but they do insecure movements. Not sure where to put their hands etc. etc. Basically people just mask their insecurities so you think they're living the dream.

I don't feel alone anymore now I know that people aren't the meme Veeky Forums and other websites make them out to be. This also taught me to just go do things by myself, in my head I told myself i'd look weird going shopping, eating in a bar or just walking by myself. I see lots of people also sitting alone and no one even gives a shit.

Thats the thing it can't discourage you to find the right girl since oddly enough it takes someone with a problem that you can fix sometimes to take your mind off your own issues and hopefully they can try to help you with yours. I rarely see it happen but its a beautiful thing.

Go out alone. Tell girls "Hey mind if I join you? I don't know anyone around here" or whatever other bullshit excuse you can make up.

If you're not an uggo they'll let you join them. Works for me user, I go to other towns alone because I ditched all my friends, being in another town is liberating because no one knows me. I use that line constantly and it usually works, if it doesn't I just go to someone else in another bar because no one knows me in that town anyway.

Changed my life user, try it, it'll work for you too.

Too much shit to type out but yeah I'm lonely, hate my life and kinda wanna kill myself.

Kek you need to look like Zyzz to even stand a chance on tinder now days brah.

>TFW just got 8 tinder matches in one session.

You really dont

I'm 21 and never had a girl

I guess because I'm so shy and don't have the balls to approach girls, while not being attractive enough so they would approach me.

The lonliness is killing me, all I need is a hug and some girl to tell me she thinks I'm great, cute, that she likes me, whatever.

Being unloved is not healthy.

I went out with three girls drinking. One of them is nice and Catholic but has a bf, the other two are available but disgusting roastie sorority sisters

I'm supposed to meet a friend of the Catholic girl today at Mass but she will probably be spoken for or un interested in me

Veeky Forums Pass user since October 2015.

> meet a friend of the Catholic girl

never gonna make it

Why?

>Veeky Forums Pass user since October 2015.
the fuck

Here

Thinking about the most stunningly beautiful, sweet, all around person who infects you with her happy aura. A bit crazy, but the good kind, has those breathtaking eyes you could just stare into for hours upon hours. She's someone i felt a connection on a deeper level, which is pretty rare these days.

But who am i kidding, she's not mine.

how do i into python?

planning to build an artifical neural network for a research thing.

i know jack shit about programming or ANNs.

pls help

>wake up, groggy
>realize i'm about to whisper to my ex like she's there in bed
damn and here i thought i was going a day or two without thinking of her
5 am feels general youtube.com/watch?v=KYBulfbBstc

I should be getting laid way more. Last time I had sex was July. I still miss the girl I fell in love with talking to in April and didn't get to fuck. Long distance is so shit brehs. I'm optimistic though, I turn legal drinking age tomorrow and will be hitting up all the bars to practice on new bitches

It can't be that hard to get a gf. All you do is ask them on a date and if it goes well, you basically have a girlfriend. Veeky Forums makes it sound so hopeless, I really need to get off of here

>one of them is nice and Catholic but has a bf

I lived in the same house with a couple of Irish girls once, who were also catholic or some such. One of them was a qt redhead who I got along with quite well, but she had a long distance relationship with some lad. Sometimes when I got talking to her the other one came along and kept bringing up the bf.

>tfw before she left she gave me a present and a really comfy long hug
>tfw my friend later on told me everyone thought we had a thing going on

youtube.com/watch?v=D_P-v1BVQn8

I realized one day, that people are given different lots in this world.

some are pretty, some are smart, some are rich and others are loved.

nobody has everything but nobody has nothing.

I'm simply not loved.
some people in this world are meant to be alone. I just happen to be one of them.
if that is the way things are to be, then i am better off being at peace with it rather than fighting against it.

I believe that suffering comes from desire. no desire = no suffering. no suffering = peaceful life

if my place in life is to be like this, then i accept it.

Month 4 at the gym and I still haven't made any friend yet

The closest I've come is the old gay guy who keeps nodding at me and obviously wants me to suck his dick. I might even do it since he's pretty fit and I'm honestly that desperate for validation

anyone /content with being alone yet long for a female at your side/ here?