Tfw rely on ecstasy to talk to women

>tfw rely on ecstasy to talk to women

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Good luck with your self inflicted retardation.

Better than Xanax. At least you can remember fucking them the next morning.

Come again sonny jim?

Nigga don't know what a social lubricant is.

don't see the problem
e is a perfect drug to make new friends and talk to people, way better than alcohol
and if you can do it on e you can do it sober too

How though lad? When i'm sober i'm crippled with self-consciousness.

Therapy stop looking for shortcuts and just do it

I thought therapy was just a meme

I used ecstasy to meet tons of people the first few times I went out alone in a new city, as long as you don't abuse the dosage and have some break, it's perfectly fine. Better than fucking alcohol that's for sure.

We'll here's your issue. Stop being so self conscious. You don't have to be, and e taught you that first hand.

>just stop
>it's this easy

Really now lad

Literally is though, it's hard at first but you just gotta keep pushing yourself

I'll keep on trying mate, meditation seems to help quite a bit, but i guess it is down to forcing myself to shut my brain up at the end of the day

Happened to me last Friday:

>Clubbing with friends
>take molly for the first time
>dance and shit for a few hours
>start talking to my friend's gf
>we literally talk for 4 hours in a row
>turns out we have a lot of things in common
>ohfuck.jpeg
>tfw i fell in love with my friend's gf while we were both on molly
>2 days later and i cant stop thinking about her
>just heard she broke up with her boyfriend
>just

>

way better than alcohol until you wind up with molly brain and have Alzheimers by the age of 40

anyone taken any anxiety meds and then went out drinking? considering asking my doc if i can get prescribed some. social anxiety is a fcking cunt. like the OP, mandy and pills help extraordinarily.

I only dance when on it, don't even wanna talk to women when on it. Maybe next time.

Has anyone had similar experiences?
Will i still love her after the comedown is complete?

Help me brehs
Also my right big toe has been numb since i took the molly, any tips for this too?

insta blackout everytime and very dangerous. Dont do this

>implying fucking on ecstasy isn't 2 hours of capering around and 3 seconds of soft cock thrusting

for the few days after pills you can associate basically any shitty feelings to the comedown. as soon as you remind yourself "oh its just the comedown" you can start forgetting about that shit and be happy again.
on my comedowns i need to be around other people. talking and socialising really mitigates comedown feels.

oh okay thanks user. maybe therapy is the answer.

what's with all these drug threads on Veeky Forums lately?

I agree with You need to stop overthinking it and you'll be good dude don't worry so much just be sincere and be yourself. It't not hard man.

On this topic I will be Candyflipping for my first time at my next festival. any user's know proper dosage for this? Ive read 75-100mg e and 50ug-75ug lsd to start and bump e by 25mg/25ug lsd if nothing is felt? I'm being conservative as I have 2 more days of raving after this.

I literally can't stop talking on E its always one of those memories that keep me up at night because of all the spergy shit I let loose when I open my mouth

I've been listening to this for the past 2 weeks and my way of thinking changed, it used to be instant anxiety when talking to women, but now its sometimes anxious and sometimes I feel this calmness she could ask me anything and I could talk back feeling just like as if she isnt the point to be anxious about.

It fucking works for me, I now have some moments that I can look/think confident I guess.

Here's the link:youtube.com/watch?v=TrxRgpsrpGg

My strategy was always a little more lsd than I can usually handle followed by very small amounts of Molly every 30ish minutes by sucking on a rock of it. Usually would take 50mg or so of Molly before hand to insure my come up was chill.

Sounds like a idea but two questions
>1.
what do you do against your pupils ?
>2.how much break are we talking about? I took e the first time this week and i read that 3months break is appropriate.

Haven't done MDMA in like a year..
Thinking about trying it again.
Bought E pills the last time i tried it
the dealer was a complete fucking retard
>"350mg of ecstasy pr pill!!!"
>yeah but what is in the pills??
>"uhhh 350mg of ecstasy!"
god i hate retards..

dont become like my friend though brah..
he would do it every day for like a month..
i met him after he had been on a MDMA binge
we were gonna go some together (i rarely do drugs)
he would zone out while talking and say random shit
"I gotta fill up this .... is that a cat right there?.."

DONT FUCKING OVERDO THIS DRUG
do it like... once every 3 months or something

Sauce ?

>not taking a quarter of enzyte pill with ecstasy
>caring about heart attacks

ok bro enjoy your square life where you live to 96.

>expecting a dealer knows what he is selling
the only way you can know is to buy it and go to a lab to test it.

dealers that have big sincere knowledge and sell pure stuff as advertised are worth their weight in gold

Isn't Candy flipping extremely dangerous ? I heard that it can cause psychosis ?

he's right senpai
if you just do it a few times pr year NOTHING will happen.. it will most likely change you for the better.
if you overdo it, you will be a depressed mess.

the few times i've done it, i would sometimes become sober for like 10 seconds during the high and feel really depressed.. wanted to jump out of my window thats how depressed i would feel.
not sure if thats normal or not.
make sure to have xanax to fall asleep with on the comedown.

Phenibut is what you want.
And then you ween yourself off and stop being a weenie.

Not worth it if you like any of your friends, because all of them will hate you. If you're an adult then go for it though. Who has friends after 25 anyway?

This

I usually buy the crystals so i know it's atleast decent.
This guy just annoyed the shit out of me.. He sells shit he has no knowledge about.
Probably doesnt even know what MDMA is.

Im 28, havent done e in 10 years. Am I too old to start using it again occaisonally? Are most people who take it pretty young?

want to do the whole sick cunt thing like zyzz

can i still make it?

Fuark im 18 :///

why are you so anxious bro? just do what you want. Its not like drugs are only for younger peeps

maybe.
i've learned not to say awkward shit i will regret the next day while on E.

>be at hotel with friend
>do E
>go down to the lobby while theres loads of people
>watch the simpsons
>start talking about how we should make meth
>noone sells it in denmark
>we could get rich
>when we walk back out of the lobby EVERYONE was staring at us
it's dangerous to be this careless.
after that we went up to the room and i accidently trashed it.
(we used some scam to get the room for free)
I almost set the place on fire while smoking weed.

Well there's truth to it of course. I mean you can do it, molly just takes away the barrier. Keep that in mind and you'll find out its easier than you thought.

Can't tell for sure of course, but give it a while and your feelings about her might just chance. First time doing molly I also 'fell in love' with this girl (although we mostly cuddled instead of talking). Took me about a month and then I forgot about her. Some real feelings might be there, but your brain probably associates her with the good time you had due to molly.

You should try 4FA instead of molly. With molly its hard to tell what you're doing, while 4FA gives you lots of energy, a slight 'euphoria' keeps you sharp and makes you social. You're pupils won't be as dilated as well.

Another strategy could be to take molly and only talk to other people who are tripping. It usually depends on the crowd whether sober people can enjoy talking to people who are rolling.

Yes i know about the depression (which makes sense) but i didn't know it causes alzheimers.
Also that shit is fucking addictive it is hard but i keep a 3months break.

I guess what I am asking is are there any scenes where people in their late 20s to late 30s use drugs like ecstasy and do all that fun stuff

do folks over 25 go to those electronic music festivals?

ive done drugs, i did all the drugs for too long, at this point in my life i am done with everything except weed and alcohol or maybe the occasional trip but I want to occasionally go out and be a sick cunt but I dont want to be that old guy trying to extend the glory years

Things seem differnt in europe though, seems people act young until 40, engaging the nightlife and what not

Most raves have people doing drugs. Trance and techno are also well known for their drug users.

Also i just discovered that lifting helps me with the comedown. It pulled me just out of the hole you have the day after, but make sure you have someone to talk to at the gym tho.

You sure it's not cut with ket m8?

This isn't some mysticism user. You have to stop over thinking everything. It's not a complicated procedure of mental gymnastics. Unlike your complicated cognitive pathology about validating and justifying you behaviour.

Yeah sweating and using strenght helps with the comedown.
But getting a good nights sleep is the best.
With xanax i get an easy 12 hours of sleep and feel good the next day.

Is the depressing thing i talked about normal?
like.. zapping out of the high for 10 seconds and feel super depressed and then back to happy.

Haven't done drugs since i had my first bad LSD trip in april.

I'm 27, and my perception is that, while you still can do those things, most our age don't really have a desire to do so anymore. And the younger crowd has a different perception of age. I was told by a girl that dated me that my friend who I consider "my age", and is 30, was too old. So you're basically at the verge of creeper status to them. How much longer you can get away with that life depends on your level of attractiveness really. You're gonna end up one of those old, pathetic people you see in bars pretending they are having fun.

Is 4FA available on the streets i am struggling with finding good mdma

>tfw rely on alcohol to be happy

Yea me too man..
me to my friend:
>"i look up to you, you know man xd"
JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP
dont look up to anyone anymore after i started lifting because im the alpha now..
being 6'5 helps

Well i am not that experienced.
I do have moments where i am not as high as others when i am rolling, but i dont really get depressive i just look around look at all the happy people and think about stupid stuff. Usually after 2-3mins i feel the next wave of euphroia coming and then i get up and dance again.

You can purchase a small lab kit to test out your drugs. I have a friend who has one, and am going to him for safe measure.

I mean in Miami it seems like people club on ecstasy until they're like 50 but that's because they're third worlders.

The techno scene is mostly older people that grew out of the festivals and neon and bangerz shit

4FA is great

Ah well.
Pretty sure i was depressed at that time (didnt go to the doctor)
Thinking about buying some again.
I like to roll alone.. only done LSD by my self.
it's cringy as fuck to roll with my friends.

My roll might be better now that i'm kinda Veeky Forums
was fat before and hated myself.. started lifting 6 months ago.
now im a narcissist.

Don't know man, Dutch masterrace here, I can just (legally) buy it online. 4 euros a pill which is enough for the whole night.

interesting. what would you recommend is your upper limit in mg's of e for a night?

not sure where you heard that from? the only bad experience I've ever had from either drug was e and it had something i was unaware of.

4 euros..
i pay close to 50 euros for 1 gram of 83% crystal

fuck denmark man

would doxylamine help me fall asleep during the comedown of a roll?

I wish I could be like how I am on ecstasy all the time. I feel like that's who I should be.

>uninhibited talking to strangers
>confidence to do whatever i want
>always looking on the bright side
>never getting angry but looking for solutions
>default expression changes from angry to happy

It sucks knowing I'll never be who I am on x when I'm off it.

>Usually take a little bit of Meth b4 going to gym every once in a while to try prs
>Mfw it was actually Fentanyl that one time

>mfw dont take drugs

I have trouble cummibg when on E, didnt cum last few ons

noone is like who they are on E.

doing E might help you become the person you want though.

smoking weed made me realise what i wanted in life (to move to the US) so now im not a NEET anymore.