Hi Veeky Forums

I experienced the same when I took shrooms last week for the first time

I supose I agree. Your self perception sure changes radically and you have to be prepared to learn and adapt to it. My guess is that there must be some sort of preparation for taking salvia, say other drugs taken responsibly, treated consciously as what they are. And then just accepting it will be life transforming and be prepared to feel your deepest fears and unanswered questions about existence.

I'm sorry you lost most of your friends during the after trip process, but I'm sure it was the right path. It's happening to me aswell, for changes not related or maybe at root they are related with drugs and me changing my perspective about things. And honest talks with family, fuck, thats something I need to take care of.

That's how we do

>Be me former autist, now outgoing dude with lots of friends
>Do all kinds of shit, join fraternity, travel the world, work in asia
>Miss literally dozens of great opportunities to easily get laid during all that time because "lololol I on't need them" (In truth I was still scared af of girls when things get sexual)
>Therefore Still Virgin at 25 (one of the girls pursuing me managed to get my drunken ass to make out with her once, so there's that at least)
> Smoke weed, drink alone, play vidya when I'm at home so I can convince myself everything is cool
>Mounting self-hatred shows more and more despite these attempts to keep it at bay
>At one point completely go off one one close chadlike friend of mine out of pure envy even while he tries to set me up to fuck one of his fwb's friends that night
>Feel worse than I ever have afterwards, drop the weed,drinking and vidya cold turkey
>Suppressed feels hit me like freight train, think I'll go crazy for several weeks
>Take up lifting, Rugby and dancing to keep myself from thinking, also start working for Uni again and properly doing my side job
>Actually feeling your body again is amazing, I'm awake, I get hungry, horny and tired like a normal person again
>Finally start trying to get with girls, turns out getting rejected ain't shit and I have no problem finding girls who are all over me once I start talking to them

Now all I need to do is leave this place at least for a while, because reading about other user's successes with grils makes me feel like utter shit everytime although they all most likely have been rejected more often than I ever tried during my lifetime

ey different stroke for different folks senpai

we all gonna make it brah