>get bigger and stronger >girls notice me more >people respect me more >i'm better at my job because of my appearance and new found confidence (part time salesman) >life improves all around
however
>i realize how artificial everyone is >people only value you for your appearance, especially girls >indulging in immediate pleasures like drugs/alcohol/porn/video games now overwhelm me with extreme guilt so i can't enjoy them anymore >at least when i was uglier and dyel nothing mattered so much (work/school/gym/etc.) and i still believed in love
HOW DO I GET OFF THIS RIDE
(also do u want to see more of my ms paint drawings? i'd like to share them)
Jose Reyes
bump u fucks
Samuel Howard
another shameless self bump
Logan Miller
>Be a grill >Not bad looking, been liftan for several years, pretty thicc tier yet fit as well. with other words, genetically gifted >Educated, rather ambitious, rather sharp >Realize that finding a man who's intelligent, confident yet emphatic is as likely as winning lottery
It's like most men are just after fame and fortune. Slaying puss and pleasing their dick. The guys who are "in my league" so to speak are especially selfish and super ficial. There's often no depth, no real values or morals. Holding a basic conversation with these adult (25+) men is a pain in the ass, and the more you talk with them, you realize that holding a degree definitely doesn't mean that someone was actually intelligent. And so many guys will just agree with everything you say and never challenge or question you, as long as you are pretty.
Lame. It's like dating a plastic Ken. Looks good, sounds good on a paper. But that's about it.
Lucas Miller
Growing up sucks, don't it?
Not even trolling, I'm in the same boat
Liam Sullivan
my drawings will cheer you up
Mason Lewis
I'm 19 and hoping that 25 year old me will be rich, handsome, aesthetic, and in a happy relationship.
that just seems like a dream to me, i don't know if it could ever be real but it's the only thing i can hold on too.
