So, how was your week, Veeky Forums?
>lifting
pretty solid, weightlifting competition tomorrow, kinda excited but looking forward to it.
>work/school/uni
it's getting serious at university, exams coming up, have to study more but I'll be fine. Work is fulfilling and pleasant.
>feels
let's just skip this.
>lifting
okay I guess, I think I could be working harder. Still very small, gotta do GOMAD properly
>work/school
handed in a shitty paper that was too short a day late. fucking bullshit topic though so w/e(cosmology), and yeah, exams coming up, gotta get studying ffs
>feels
well I haven't fapped in five days so my mood is improving, but the sex dreams are too real
doing nofap? I also haven't fapped since the beginning of the months but rather unintentionally than on purpose (was pretty busy and exhausted in the evenings). Now I'm thinking about prolonging this into a nofap December. Not sure yet
>lifting
Had to take a couple days off because I hurt my wrist somehow. Will be heading back in a couple hours before work
>work/school/uni
Got bitched at from my "boss" last night because she's on some fucking power trip. Not looking forward to going back tonight. Uni just finished up though.
>feels
Got invited to a party tonight by someone from work, but I'm not going because of feels
>Got invited to a party tonight by someone from work, but I'm not going because of feels
maybe that party could help you with your feels user, distract you
Boss is super pissed because I can't go to work on account of frozen and dangerous roads. Doesn't compute human safety or human courtesy. Also can't go to the gym without driving into a ditch. Weather is killing my gains and my wallet
I don't belong at any parties in my state of mind, and if I go it may just stir up more feels since I don't know if the "boss" will be there and/or if the girl I'm kind of crushing on will go too
>inb4 hit on crush at the party
I don't want to be crushing on her, so I'm just wanting those feels to subside
>lifting
I'm sick and went to the gym anyway. Ended legs early and worked on mobility.
>work/school/uni
Finals start on wednesday. Still have a few homework assignments due.
>feels
I'm sick and want to go home. Miss my dogs.
how do I tell her I don't love her anymore when she has a heart of gold, is the sweetest, most caring, beautiful person I know?
I just don't have the strength to work on our problems anymore and I think that's because of lack lof love from my side, she absolutely adores me and is so innocent.
How do I do this without killing her lads
anyone please?