/fraud/ general

I didn't realize you said per day and not per week

that's a really strange and uncomfortable way to kill yourself but to each their own I guess

Unmetabolised depot, sterile abscess, scar tissue.

Take your pick.

What can I expect from 1g of creatine a day? I don't want to get too big.

it'd bascily result into a heart attack due to the massive amounts of blood being produced due to the high amounts of testostrone in the system.

i was jokeing ofc. but id be pretty neat to see your self add inches to your muscles daily until your heart gives out entirely.

i dont feel it or notice it unless i flex my ass
it doesnt hurt other when i massage it, but its more like a "bruise" or doms, not a problem it was just a "woah" feeling when i felt it and saw it today

put a heat pack on it for like 30 minutes. See if that helps.

Foam roll the fucker out and roll the dice.

when did yolo stop tripping here

Sounds like an abscess then. Get a professional to drain it so it doesn't get infected. Confess to being into weird sex stuff if you're in a country where talking to a doctor about joose is a bad idea.

can you increase volume on hgh, or is that only with roids

Watch out, you could wreck your body's natty creatine production for life

Brings a whole new meaning to "abused the fuck out of my ex last night it was dope"

>be reading sperm wars
>apparently women's bodies actively promote sperm warfare, they actually promote having two or more men's inseminate in them to battle it out so she gets the best genes
>hmm that sounds like it would make sense
>think back to a month ago
>fuck asian girl raw, she confirms all of my ideologies about women afterward, they are indeed looking for the alpha male and a provider etc, admits to cheating on ex and whatnot, of course she didn't agree she was logically or consciously thinking of doing this, she just agreed it would seem right and that her and other females she knew's actions would fall in line with it
>lel yeah thought so
>texts me a week later or so, telling me she thinks she might be pregnant, missed her period for a while, but says its probably not mine, she fucked some other guy she's actually dating "she really liked" and he came in her
>oh shit OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT at there even being a possibility it's mine, i pulled out, but precum can do it and i might have been a little too late iirc
>weeks go by
>ask her how everything is
>no response
inb4 some dude raises my kid brehs

funny its supposed to increase test to DHT conversion and lower myostatin production.

so your never gonna be natty after that transformation to rich piano has utterly rekt your body.

what the fuck

subhuman animal ""mother"" to me just now : "im surprised none of them (specialists + rheumatologist) accused you of steroids or bulemia and anorexia"

ok

that is sensible

how the fuck can i be fucking both. FUCKING MAKES ME FUCKING RAGE. I AM LITERALLY SHAKING IN FUCKING ANGER I JUST WALKED AWAY SPEECHLESS. SO FUCKING RETARDED HOLY SHIT.

do i look too roided up

or do i look too much like an auchwitz survivor

or are you a fat fucking bitch that calls everyone with discipline "anorexic"
>sees me weighing out 356g of grilled chicken 100g oats and some random vegetables to stuff my ass with
>"user you're anorexic alright. that's all im gonna say"
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

literally her favorite fucking word throughout the years. drives me fucking insane how this animal can be so fucking mentally insane

HOW THE FUCK DO ANOREXIC BULEMICS LOOK LIKE THEY APPARENTLY USE FUCKING STEROIDS. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. LITERALLY FUCKING TUMBLR FAT ACCEPTANCE IN REAL LIFE. OMFG

>>would never marry again
Iktf.
Being married was one of the dumbest things I every did. I'm glad it didn't turn out worse.

sperm wars the clone wars

Is it really that cheap? I always had the impression you'd be paying a couple k a cycle

At least your hematocrit was ok

tfw low blood pressure

lol

88/60 on 250 test

how do I get more fat on the upper nose/brow ridge/eyes area like pic related on the left

it seems like only older guys have it for some reason (even though they're supposed to have less Test and more E2) so I don't think just doing more test will help it.

No, it's 100 or so for a full cycle if you buy premad and don't get anything weird like dhb and basically nothing if you homebrew. Less than the cost of protein powder either way, I don't know why more people aren't on

hahahahahahaa

even if you blast the fuck out of tren and shit a couple k is enough for like 2 years or more

take estrogen

if you compare the prices to the prohomones and natty T boosters out there its easily 1/4th the price on average when you factor in the gains are 3-5 times more than what you would get with the alternative.

that and since you wont need to take other supplements it makes that 1/4th cost cheaper.

if you brewed your own then it can vary greatly from stupid cheap to slightly less of what your paying for premade bottles.

ofc the compound is the biggest factor, test only and your looking at above equivalency. varires greatly from country to country and source to source

Now that I think about it, this impression was based on absolutely nothing but this so pretty cool, is this known pretty much universally? I live in nz so the market would be tiny. Still gonna wait till Ive got atleast 5 years of natty lifting under the belt though.

2 yrs is plenty unless your above 30yrs old or a gay faggot. either way hop on when you find a source and can afford it.

steroids themselves are cheap as shit, its those in combination with pct, orals, ai, caber, syringes, needles, and sanitary wipes that can make it get expensive, at least for a broke college student like myself lol

I'm married right now.
This year is fucking terrible.

>she's addicted to raiding in wow
>isn't interested in sex

>fuck a trap or two
desu i've considered getting head from them before
i've had two now hmu on social media that you wouldnt even tell were traps
but as soon as i found out they were traps boner wuz kil

>pct, ai, orals, syringes, needles, and sanitary wipes

dank meme

wouldnt an abscess be from an infection, or causing an infection, its not warm to the touch, no red around the area as you can see in the picture

could it be a knot or scar tissue? when i used to pin that glute like 4-5 times a week last cycle

Same here, 3 years into my architecture degree. Always figured I'd wait until I'm around 29 and rolling to get into it. But yeah ill be going ham on that end of things after my mum got hep c while doing hard drugs lel

25 atm and coming up to 2 years of lifting but I'm ex obese with a solid amount of bf left. Figure id get lean and wait for these gainz to stall first.

fuck that shit

I imagine the peak of my youth to be mid to late twenties, on tren, and molly at a music festival popping viagra and fucking the hottest girls there until my dick is too pained to any longer

Stop this

Will using test deepen my voice? Has it deepened any of yours? I'm wondering if it only works on trannies

will cruising on like 175mg a week cause infertility? im 23 and really dont wont to go back to my groggy low t natty self

yeah it will. mine got a lot deeper on 500 test e a week

give her 25mg of proviron for breakfast the days you want her horny, have fun

this book is something
just came to another realization
The most successful evolutionary strategies involve tricking other men into raising your kids via a cheating sloot.

I've decided despite it being seemingly morally wrong to some, I'm going to make it a point to purposely cuck as many guys as possible, and get as many girls to cheat with me as possible to have my kids and get other men to raise them to pass my genes on, and be the best evolutionary success i can be, considering i can only financially support so many myself, and i cant exactly pull a ghengis khan, call it wrong or immoral, i'm going to call it winning

also could never explain it till now, but now it makes perfect sense why i and so many others are so innately fond of cheating porn

deepened mine

Good advice will report back

In all seriousness though does anyone know? It must be androgenic in some way (it only happens on men) and yet for some reason it only happens to older men with lower T.

People literally get surgery to reverse these effects (yes they get surgery to look more beta lol) so it must be some kind of hormonal change related to age. Possibly related to DHT?

Help me be aesthetis brahz pls

possibly yes

...

Abscesses can be sterile, basically just a node full of oil that didn't get absorbed properly or tissue that got inflamed when you injected it.

It may cause temporary infertility but it's not guaranteed. Sperm and testosterone production are linked but not exactly the same so it's possible to still be fertile even when blasting grams of test and tren. Only way to know for sure is to get tested.

That is within the top 10 weirdest requests I've heard on this board

>swollen thinks he's disciplined

In what way? People post here all the time asking if roids will make them more confident or at least give them FACE/HEIGHT/FRAME.

I am just curious about a specific change related to hormones. It's not even a unique question everyone knows that hormones can mess with fat distribution.

Other guys I posted look like shit cuz they're old af but it can happen to a degree on younger guys too. Notice the fat around his eyes give him a masculine 'hooded' appearance.

Pleased w/ this

wat

Plastic surgery is the way to go.

Messing with hormones just to add some fat to your face (not even sure if this is possible without changing your body also) is not bright

more like a down syndrome appearance

Im really trying to tell if this is b8

if so, good job, have me fooled

In other news
Just smacked my head on the wall doing handstand pushups and I feel like I may be developing a headache
ill miss u guys

I used to get really happy when girls would mire me but after looking up the profiles of the last few who've given me all the signs (I'm not autistic so it's obvious when a girl wants me) and then I see they are in a LTR.

I'd rather be celibate than to fuck around with loose women. I need to fuck though, so I see escorts. I actually respect hookers whereas regular old girls that fuck lots of guys sre disgusting to me. I could never live with or not be grossed out by a woman who fucks numerous men concurrently. Yeah, i realize that eliminates like 90% of women out there. But if I never meet and end up with a woman with solid morals who can set aside her biological instincts to be a whore. I mean, men are actually attracted to sexually developed 16 year old girls, and we repress this in order to live in a stable and non-perverted society, so why shouldn't we expect women to repress their urges to have multiple men's semen up inside them?

It's disgusting, )honestly. I'm not saying I'm above some dirty immoral sex with a woman in a relationship, that shit turns me on when I'm on a high dose of androgens, but I'm not fuckig dumb enough to try and raise a family or share a home with a whore.

I think most of the size would be glycogen and blood volume. You'd put on mad muscle too, but you'd be ready to pop.

What the fuck are you even asking? Volume of what? Try to actually ask a sensical question.

Your mom sounds like a self esteem destroying negative nancy just like my mom is but as a grown ass man maybe should solve that problem by moving out, or drink a gallon of kerosene and swallow a lit match

well i was planning on moving out 3 months ago except my face got fucking swollen

and now i am either getting this resolved before january 15th-ish and moving out to my stupid ass dorm, or killing myself if i cant fix my face

and yes that's all she tries to do. try to put me down to make her fat ass self feel better.

she blames my muscle mass on steroid usage, and my leanness/lack of fat to anorexia and bulemia. but i can also "eat whatever i want" and not gain fat because im "lucky" lol. all at the same time

AI Serms and blood pressure meds is like $120 for a 10 week test cycle and that's using pharma Eastern European stuff from Pfizer

If you use reseerch liquids maybe half that

Pins and wipes etc are free from a needle exchange

Yeah it really sucks because I know I want to Raise some of my kids, but I sure as hell am not planning on ever doing a monogamous LTR so I'm not quite sure what my solution to that will be yet

Wait, you'll fuck escorts, but not actual women who are "loose" because of your morals? But you will when you're not disgusted with them? Why would a woman with similar values you have now even begin to consider a guy like you? You're literally what you despise.

women haters are silly, especially all the red pill masterrace bullshit I've been reading lately. It's like a total inability to understand the opposite sex or the inability to want to, because we're a lot more like them than you think and that scares you that there isn't a beacon of purity in the world you can hold onto, since you can't be it. lol.

>It's like a total inability to understand the opposite sex or the inability to want to

no it's like how fat bitches call supermodels anorexic.

they hate women because they are too fat beta and autistic to attract a female so they hate on them to make it look like they are forever alone by choice.

I've seen your pics and Im far better looking than you. Did you not read the part where I said I get mired by girls in relationships all the time?

You really need me to explain to you how the qualities in men that are valued and looked up to are disgusting in women and make them whores?

You're just rationalizing why your gf or wife is a whore. Dude I am never calling a loose ass bitch my partner. You're retarded if you don't understand why I respect a hooker who fucks lots of men for money over a non hooker who fucks lots of men because she can't control her biological urge. I'm not a fat ugly guy who can't get girls but nice try. I can't stand being around and spending time with dumb cunts like you obviously see no problem dating. Women that fuck a lot of men are disgusting. I can't believe you actually think there's nothing wrong with women sleeping around. You don't know that a guy that can fuck lots of girls is a stud and a girl that fucks a lot of men is a whore? A woman can just open her legs and get fucked. It actually takes skill and effort on the guys part. What part of basic man and woman Venus mars bullshit 101 did you miss?

Your typical ms tinder slut is fucking gross man. I just see the disgusting ugly dudes these girls fuck and I know my dick ain't going anywhere near that. I'm way better of a catch than most of you average bros so why would I stick my cock inside what you've been around? Gross. I'm a fuckin Prince compared to most of you.

lol

Is this masT without trip? Although I do agree with what you've said.

I mean, that's a very real possibility, too.

>Im far better looking than you.

That claim's gonna require a pic sonny. Let's see that prince face of yours.

"Waaaaah I believe all the things society force feeds down my throat. You're all gross and I'm not gross because I'm delusional. I'm a MAN who can't comprehend that guys can be disgusting whores too and there's really no such thing as a stud."

Your salty lonely tears are delicious.

How bout we talk about steroids guys?

Not since alex and his autism came little buddy.

Gotta say I agree with this

As much as I post seemingly "redpill" shit, it's important to understand that's just how women are. That's reality and you can be a salty little bitch about, or appreciate women for what they are. Like life, life is cruel and unfair, but if you let it get you down you're being a little bitch and you most likely won't get anywhere, it's the people that see the world for what it is, but choose to embrace the beautiful aspects of it that go places. As much as i bitch about women, I can at least realize I fucking love them, I love fucking them, appreciating their beauty, teasing them, talking to them, just being around feminine energy. On top of that saying I hate all women because they aren't what I want them to be is selfish, and hypocritical because men are just as bad. If you want to be mad at anyone, be mad at the stupid fucking churches and government pushing monogamy

fav cycle alb?

I've done test/dbol, test/sdrol, and test/tren/dbol
Kinda want to experiment with some new stuff, maybe something for joint health thats not expensive as shit like var

also it would be a bulking cycle

just realized i had the censored version saved wtf
damn toonami
how is it okay to show pussy bulge but not underboob and tummy

Lol you should've seen the past 10 threads

I mean you do realize this is a steroids forum lol

People here discuss how to alter appearance with hormones all the time

I will never reveal my identity online. I am just likely better looking than most of you based on what you folks tend to find attractive in men around here. Everything I've said is true. Just because you have relegated yourself to being in relationships with cum dumpsters doesn't mean every guy would accept that. I'm not some bitch that needs to be around ppl or in a relationship to not be lonely. I used to have a fsggot friend that thought like you. I'm perfectly fine with being single if I haven't met a girl with solid morals. I'm the dude that fucks your girl, bro. Just because I have a different opinion than you doesn't make me pathetic.

Notice how you started out with the personal insults and attacks when I stated my feelings? Why do you feel personally attacked and has to retaliate when I tell you that I don't date gutter sluts?

Do you not understand how much better it is to pay to fuck an escort, who I can pick and choose one who turns me on, and then not have to feel obligated to hang out or be in a relationship with?

Of course if I met a fuck buddy who was hot and not a dumb skank and has a brain I'd be down with hanging out... and that doesn't mean she's a loose whore. But for example, the Asian chick that the other poster described who fucked a couple guys and got preggo-- that shit is rank. I can't imagine raising a family with a dumbass whore like that.

It's nuanced. Not black and white. Of course you probably can't comprehend that based on how offensive and offended you get when someone expresses a different opjnion.

After my next cycle I will be so beyond you cucks you'll bow to me.

M'lady.

Yes, and I'm telling him that using hormones for slight facial change is illogical. Get a botox surgery and you're done

the dude wants to get fatty eyelids

That's mentally illness territory beyond what is addressed by sterons

Didn't read but what's your hangup about posting your face/identity online? I plaster my shit on and the amount of dick pics I have floating around is insane. You're likely not important enough for anyone to give a fuck about what you do online. And if say one day you blow up like Tom hardy, all the faggy shit you did online becomes some hilarious anecdotes.

>tfw stuck with half eastern asian half euro genetics
>tfw got that shitty asian cheek/cheekbone genetic

Must be nice not having hallowed cheeks till 7% bodyfat, probably might not even get it at that.

Oh well, everyone loves a male nice, round face with absolutely no definition when looked on at the side just like on the left, but with worse bone structure! def gonna rake in all the sluts in tinder and the club!

just kill me i dont even know why i bother

Calm the autism I was literally just curious as to why there's a dimorphic trait that appears predominantly in older men despite them having less testosterone.

I thought it could be something strange like MPB which is also a dimorphic trait that for some reason primarily occurs in older men.

Inb4 so u want to be bald kek

kek thats great that Omars on there considering he's literally the only natty, it's a compliment to be compared to them

thinking you need to look good to get girls
just

if i had to guess

I believe somewhere I've read more wrinkling in that area is due to distress, which could be what youre seeing mistaking for more fat

go through a lifetime of stress and emotional crisises, you'll get there

>not wanting to look good because it makes you feel good, makes people treat you better, gives higher self esteem, confidence and a feeling of well being

Yeah I can get fat ugly slags even if I were 20% bf, wore a tracksuit and was bald so I guess that's ok mate.

This general has gone to such shit

Thank alex mate.

i mean yeah that first part is true, and thats the main reason I even lift, dress, and groom myself properly but if you're worried about insignificant things out of your control that's just silly m8, no girl is looking at you saying "ew he doesn't have fat between his eyes, HAHA ID NEVER FUCK HIM"
learn to talk to girls pussy

Well all men have a bit more fat on the brow ridge/eyes area so it's not just wrinkles lol. Maybe I just described it shittily but I'm sure you've noticed the difference between men and women's eyes and brows. A lot is bone but fat distribution is important too.

It could be some non-T related hormone change related to aging. Like how visceral fat is more common in men and yet it's increase due to aging is caused by less growth hormone (not more T lol).

Where did everyone go??? I remember the days of chem, brick, FL, Jerry, sloot, farmer, alb, dhb, jj, trendick, and so many more

fuck off cunt, you're part of the problem.

o ya
cunt too
i literally just tried to talk about steroids asshat
and i blogpost like every other trip ever
eat shit and die

1% of your posts relate to roids. That does not make you valuable.

I'm around.

I just listen to podcasts all day rather than monitor/post on this jam anymore.

for the millionth time
1. this place has always been blogpost central with the occasional roid posts trickling in, for this reason
2. the same shit gets talked about over, and OVER, not too many subjects that haven't been covered countless times for anyone who's been here a half decent amount of time, which i have been, despite having just made my trip recently
In fact, I know thats why no one answered my roid related question earlier, because we're all sick of repeating ourselves, and the information can easily be found in two seconds of googling, funny enough, the only reason i asked is purely because people like you keep bitching though lol

If there's some fucking steroid related shit you want to talk about bring it up yourself shithead, don't expect me to entertain you, I don't see you bringing up anything interesting, just bitching and complaining about how its everyone elses fault the thread is shit

Give me a stack suggestion motherfucker! Discuss the everlasting effects on myonuclei and muscle growth with me like we were earlier
Tell me your opinion on how you think roids effect will effect epigenetics and the effects this would have on our kids

Fuck you fuckhead
Have some more anime

i see why

Is the enlarged heart thing just an overblown media meme? It's the only thing from stopping me from trying anything.